Trapped in Conflict Girl Love

the Jasinga

"You feel at home living here?" Nathan began to try to melt the frozen atmosphere.

"At home or not I have to stay here because I'm afraid to stay alone." replied Jasmine who seemed to take a deep breath, as if it was hard to imagine the life that was happening to her.

"I'm sorry I haven't been able to give you the peace and a decent life that can make you happy. But I promise I will continue to try to understand what you want, but if you have the desire you just say Insha Allah later I will grant."

"You don't have to apologize because you don't have any faults.I should be sorry because I've been troubling you and your family, if I don't remember the sadness, maybe I'll leave immediately afraid of disrupting the harmony of the family."

"Don't go anywhere, if you want you can stay here forever."

"It would have been, but for now I can't think about it, because I'm still traumatized by the life that befell my family, my parents were murdered and so were my brothers who were brutally murdered before my eyes. now I feel such a deep trauma lest anyone kill someone who just yells at each other this heart is pounding, the heart suddenly beats, my breath is a little tight and hunting."

"I understand very well what is happening to your family, but I do not want you to have such thoughts, because you have been considered a family by us and Mother also raised as a child."

"Once again I say a big thank you."

"Together, relax! I who should be grateful for helping each other is highly recommended both in religion and law." nathan replied that he did not want Jasmine to speak or say thank you because he really sincerely helped her.

"But if my condition has improved, I'd like to ask permission to return to California, I'd like to finish college there while looking for work, to make my life feel calm because now there is no one or family left, so I can focus on pursuing the ideals there."

"Thank God then, but not now if you can recover as before, jasmine is very carefree and full of joy."

"No, I'm not leaving now, because I also know there are a lot of people who are bothering me and won't understand what I'm doing now, unlike your family who always entertained me Even though I'd only met you guys for the first time, I felt comfort and reassurance that I had a new family." said Jasmine who did not want to be lightning fast left the Nathan family because she wanted to treat the mental that had been down because of the abandonment of all her family.

The atmosphere became quiet as it ran out of conversation, Nathan stared at the road that looks lonely no one passed by Lalang, maybe already resting with family, he said, Because the Nathan housing complex is very limited to people who visit so that comfort and security in the house is maintained. Likewise with Jasmine who stared blankly at the side of the house that saw the dividing wall between Nathan's house and the other houses, her imagination began to fly high imagining the events that would happen, which would happen, and that is past, so that the beautiful girl looks to take a deep breath and then throw it so slowly, hoping that all the burdens that fill the chest are carried away by the breath.

The corner of Nathan's eyes occasionally glanced at Jasmine's heart felt sad because Jasmine's condition was not as happy when he first met or when discussing the trips he passed while in California. in his heart the young man promised that he would be all his might to change Jasmine to forget everything that happened, no matter what the risk, because in addition to having promised Abduh, he also loved her very much, yet he did not dare to express his feelings due to his condition that was not yet possible.

"Tomorrow you really want to go with grandfather, if you feel compelled to go, we're home." nathan said back to the point where they will go to Jasinga tomorrow morning to fish.

"I was not forced because I also wanted to know the atmosphere of the village of this city, maybe if not now I could visit the area called Jasinga again."

"Thank you then I'm afraid you'll feel compelled.

Seeing the woman he loved so much, Nathan followed, then they walked together through the corridor to go to their respective rooms. arriving at the doorway of Ayla Nathan's room was knocking on the door until her sister who was on the phone came out with a sullen face.

"Oh Brother Jasmine, come on in, brother!" take Ayla while sliding her body to the side giving room for her sister's best friend to enter the room. While when Nathan wanted to follow immediately was also refused and closed the door so that Jonathan could not enter.

The truck! the truck! the truck!

"Ayla please open the door!" pinta Nathan knocked on the door.

"You say the hell again, it's not bored to talk to Jasmine from morning until afternoon now let her rest first and tomorrow can want to talk again." ayla replied with Ketus she advised her brother like he was hot feet a child who wanted to invite his child to play.

"Emang you are not tired of the phone directly from earlier I saw your phone is stuck in the ear."

"Have done little to reverse the word, now rest." Ayla said, closing the door to her room.

Nathan knocked several times but there was no answer from his sister, so he went to the room facing the room. Ayla rested her body after a long day of exhausting.

The next morning, the atmosphere of the city of Bogor which is still not flooded with rain water feels very warm when illuminated by the sun, but feels cold shivering when behind objects that are not translucent. people who feel cold they bask in the morning sun before leaving for work, birds can be heard chirping cheerfully because the sun never tires of illuminating the world, occasional public transport horn sounds offered people to use their services, perhaps passing in front of the complex's gate

Nathan who has received permission from the head of his family because that day there is no Ayla event that must be accompanied, because for wedding decorations they have used the services of wedding organizers just to prepare the small ones.

The three of them were already getting ready to go fishing as planned last night. Nathan and his grandfather look very compact with a shirt and cowboy hat that is rather flabby, the joran has been put in the trunk as well as other equipment, so the, starting from bait and snacks to accompany routine events that they often do when Nathan comes home

"You're coming home late in the afternoon Than?" rahmi asked as she drove her parents into the car.

"Where will Jasmine go to sleep?" Susanto explained.

"Yes be careful when driving.do not speed, Do not rush because we are not chased deposit."

"Okay Ma'am, then Nathan said goodbye first." Nathan said while kissing the back of his mother's hand As well as Jasmine, the difference is that Susanto was the one who was kissed by Rahmi's hand.

After everything was considered neat, the three of them went into the car and then began to leave the yard out of the elite housing complex heading west of Bogor City. on the way Susanto and Nathan look familiar talking, but they do not forget Jasmine to join in it. because Susanto is very understanding and somehow he suddenly felt affectionate with a woman who had only been staying at home for a few days, although Jasmine had not known where the origin of where, but the origin of Jasmine, because only Rahmi and Nathan know the ins and outs of the conflict that befell the beautiful girl.