Trapped Handsome Face Billioner

Chapter 12

Radika has just ended her meeting with a client who has long worked with her company. Throughout the meeting Radika could not focus at all, how could someone change that fast in one night? he who is usually smart now like a fool can only be silent. Ayesha ignored him, ignoring even slowly going away. His heart was in a mess like it was in the middle of a hurricane. His mind swirled around letting all the negativity permeate his sane brain.

Ayesha herself was no less chaotic. His heart was erratic, tormented and painless and invisible. His mimic dilemma but his unanimous determination had already enveloped his entire heart. He has nothing to repeat his mistake and will not commit the folly that he regretted for life. The two were pensive as if their ears were blocking the noise that was bothering them.

"If this is the best thing for me to do, despite my pain and torment, dilemma and sadness, I do it for both of us. Sorry because of me you're stuck in the torrent I made. Sorry if this makes you confused." Ayesha believes what she is doing now, the decision and determination she has taken is right.

"Better, I just focus on my education and finish quickly! My spirit!" Ayesha pulled up her bag sleeve, a wide smile seemed on her tired face, but all would be fine since her spirit was not easily sorted.

Radika rubbed her hair rough, "Arghh," she cried out in frustration, her hands covering her gloomy face. All the bad possibilities filled his smart brain, "Do I have any fault of you? Did my attitude or manner of speaking ever offend you? Tell me what made you turn out like this! You're making me so miserable little by little." Radika became angry. Radika acted, "I have to see her, I need to talk to her face to face, I want her to explain everything!" he grabbed his hanged coat, walked in a hurry, Farel who saw him suddenly stood up agitatedly to his superior.

"What's wrong with Mr. Dika?!" Then Farel decided to call his subordinates to follow Radika fearing something unexpected.

"You follow the boss, keep him safe and watch around him!"

"Ready sir!"

Farel sighed, as soon as he took the plunge in his work, he knew there would be a lot of complexity and trouble coming. All has been penetrated then that is where he will help his superiors as much and as he can.

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Radika also arrived at Ayesha campus. Wind blows fly Radika's hair strands and does not change the good looks of her figure. His eyes swept around him, detecting Ayesha's figure was there anywhere near him? Feeling unable to find her female nose, her feet stepped towards the building where Ayesha was studying.

surrounding all the places but not finding Ayesha, continued to try to enter the room where students could gather there. His eyes set the nameplate of the room that says library. His hand slid the door, and he entered.

"Who are you looking for, sir?!" Radika turned her head to the left, she was not even aware if a library guard saw her

"Ah Is there a student here named Ayesha?!" ask back Radika

"Hemm, I'll leave a visitor's list for a moment" the guard pulled something out and raised his face, "The student you're looking for is in this room, sir!"

"Thank you" Radika walked down every shelf. Many students spend time in this room. Some are doing tasks, reading and looking for books or just sleeping.

After circling the vastness of the library, the silhouette of the shadow lady sat down while leaning back. Radika is closing in on Ayesha. His eyes implied something like 'Actually what happened to you?' Ayesha was unaware of Radika's presence standing beside her.

"May I sit here?" ask Radika

"I'm waiting to hear from you,"

Ayesha's reflexes turned her head and her body froze. "No please!!!" Ayesha cried out in her heart against Radika. Ayesha was afraid of wavering and was afraid that her presence would tear down her resolve which she now doubted.

" What are you doing here?!" Radika could see that the look of the face was no longer happy when she was with him, now looked flat and Radika did not find joy there. Even sadness, torment, and longing. Ayesha did not dare to look at the bead, she really tried to hold it back.

"I miss you here and I want to ask you many things when only one night of time has passed, but I cannot ignore my wondering feelings. What's wrong with you? Am I wrong with you? Tell me if you are, why have you changed? Why not tell me? What happened to you at such a short time?! Please tell me honey, don't be like this hmm. You torment this heart, you also torment me with this longing."

Ayesha was silent, she heard but did not know how to respond. "nothing happened to me, Dik, everything is fine, you did nothing wrong. It's just, here I'm wrong. Trapping you into all the hassle I've made, plunging you into the stupidity I've done. So here, I want to fix our relationship. Because it's my fault, so let me take responsibility. You can do your own activities as usual. We can continue to be lovers, we can revolt, meet occasionally but to be close as we have been doing. I hope stop here."

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Radika could not say, Ayesha's words seemed not yet fully accepted by her brain. He was not satisfied with that explanation. "Ayesha's all gonna be okay, trust me!" said Radika trying to calm the rumble in her heart

"Yes right now we're fine but-"Ayesha turned to Radika while shaking helplessly,"but we don't know how to go ahead, either, me or you can't help us not do that stupid thing,"

"What stupid?!"

"Yes a stupid thing, and you can certainly guess it. So I beg you hmm, before it's too late, please support my decision." Without waiting for an answer from Radika, Ayesha stood up and left just like that.

Ayesha held back her tears from sliding through her defensive wall. He doesn't want people to know what's going on with him. He wanted to keep everything in silence.

Walking in a hurry, his feelings became gray now. There are no colors that usually decorate his days. Ayesha wanted to get home immediately and shed her tears while she was in the room.

His heart said sorry, sorry and sorry if his selfishness made the hearts of his devotees to be tormented and sick. Ayesha stopped the taxi in front of her, her eyes reddened and teary. His heart and breath were irregular until his hands squeezed firmly.

"Everything will be fine and it will be as it was. Radika, I'm sure you're a good man. As far as I know you and be close to you, you cherish me, care for me and give me affection as a lover. You're not wrong, here I am wrong. Sorry if I'm weak and cry easily. Sorry if I can't help myself and can't be the best woman for you. This is how I am easily pessimistic, easy to complain, for all this ugliness I apologize."

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Somehow both of them responded to this decision of an Ayesha. Sad atmosphere dominates today, sparkling and enchanted gaze, warm smile and sweet expression from both their hearts and lips, longing embrace, little by little drowning like being carried away by the waves of the sea.

In the future everything will change, making people who know their closeness confused. Choose silence because they know the pair of lovers can pass the brunt of a relationship.