
Many times fell into the same hole mirrored Ayesha who could not hold back on her lust which now became opium if she was placed in a situation of being alone with Radika who was equally unable to bear her faith. Ayesha has to do something to prevent the bad possibilities later. All this time, he felt God was still giving him a chance to immediately stop all this before anything happened.
Not only Ayesha continued to rotate her brain, her heart her brain said to stay away temporarily from Radika but different voice with the bottom of her heart that said not to take off even far apart goods a day. Both are equally important, but if Ayesha can choose, she wants to be able to hold back and also not far from Radika.
Ayesha herself was not sure if she made that decision, then it was all over. The proof all this time, he had tried and tried still Ayesha could not. Honestly, he wants to quickly finish this lecture and can be close to Radika. Ayesha dizzy herself thought of this all that was endless.
shuffling her hair vented out the vexation and gloom in her heart. "What else do I have to do?"
As powerful as he hid, sometimes some people closest to him discussed topics that were very touching his heart. They say that they feel disgusted, unclean, sinful, ****** and other bad mentions. Ayesh becomes even more anxious when her secret is revealed.
An idea flashed, Ayesha intends to run away from home to live alone and arrange everything from the beginning because this is not true. But, he did not have enough money saved let alone Ayesha had not worked anything. His head is not that thick.
Pensive in the park near the department building and someone without permission sat next to him."Can't you be here alone? Galau yes?!" ask Siska
"Loh Sis you turned out, I guess who suddenly sat down. You're not going home?"
"It's back to asking, answer my question first. Why are you sitting here by yourself? Galau?"
"Not nothing but just want to sit alone let alone the park again quiet conditions so good for relaxing Sis," Siska glanced at Ayesha, a glance at Ayesha, he followed the woman who leaned her back on the chair.
"If you may know why you're Sha?" Siska asked out of curiosity because the look on Ayesha's face was very cute not eager to make her ask, why? "Eh but I don't mean anything, yeah, I don't mean you make up stories either." Ayesha just kept silent while looking at Siska.
"I'm just sad if I want the condition of my father," he said a little smile to hide something he was very guarded. Who would want to hear the story of us that we do stupid things that know very well it is wrong still done repeatedly, he said, it is difficult to escape like a chain that is a little bit on our feet so that it is not easy to get away with it.
"Your father is sick, what pain would you know?"
"Stroke and this is the third time," Siska was shocked as she covered her mouth feeling pity.
"I only worry that at any time the pain will be severe father will leave me, brother and mother." continued to smile thin despite the pain he felt. This topic is not a sensitive topic anymore because it is common for Ayesha when people ask, 'why don't you ever play with your friends? Just a nongki or stop by your girl friend's boarding house?' Ayesha can not be as fast as it is to go have fun and play for a long time, Ayesha has dependents at home to take care of her father because only she has a lot of free time.
"At least you can still refresh your brain right?!"
"Yes so," smiled wryly.
"Yes I've gone first huh, sorry to interrupt me time you Ayesha, bye!" Siska moved and left while waving her hand. Ayesha not long after, stood up and intended to go home before her brother.
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The day before the afternoon, twilight clouds with orange tinge look beautiful both eyes Anesha. He is now preparing to go home with his desk cleaned up. Today is the same as the usual days instead of the spirit but always ends up tired.
Ting...
The clang of the mobile phone signifies the incoming message notification, emblazoned with a message from his sister.
"Sister, ask for help later stop by the market for a while yes, I see the vegetables at home are up."
Anesha sighed, "always sudden and inopportune times." Where the condition of his body has been on the verge of limits. So that naturally appears the sense of mager and males at that time.
"Well, you'll stop by the market." inevitably, Anesha has to go to the market after this. After finishing the table, Anesha exits the lecturer room and walks towards the motor park.
When in the lobby a male lecturer greeted him, "Newly go home Miss Nesha?!"
"Loh sir Toni you are still on campus apparently, I just came home because I still need to check the duties of students who are late collecting, hehe"
Toni is one of the handsome lecturers of many young male lecturers even though Toni is already a little in his thirties. Anesha communicates well with Toni, they initially met when applying for work in this campus as lecturers in the same department until now they often meet when there is a lecturer association.
"Well what's Nesha's home?"
"Just like you, sometimes I like to be upset with students who are late to collect assignments. Though I have given a 3-day slack but still some are late. I wanted to let it go and not accept it anymore, but so my keinget used to like this as well ,haha!" Anesha giggled as well, she also felt the same way. Wanted to be angry but so remembered himself who had been a student.
"Yes, Mr. Toni, I want to go home once a night, I also have to stop by the market."
"Oh please Miss Nesha sorry to hinder your home hours."
"No need to apologize sir" Anesha smiled as a sign of courtesy.
Anesha rode the bike and put a helmet on her head and drove at a moderate speed. The location of the market is indeed not far from the campus, so Anesha quickly arrived there. He took off his helmet and put his clothes on the wind.
Before still Anesha took the time to buy a large crackle as a place of vegetables. Go around sorting vegetables and buying ingredients to be used as side dishes.
"Mom I bought this one, how many bu?!" anesha asked the nautical food seller
"15 thousand mbak,"
Anesha glared in shock, as expensive as it was for this maggot shrimp."The booklet is small and expensive. 12 yan buk?" Anesha bids
"Can't buy that price!"
"Yesterday I bought elsewhere not so much mother, the warehousing was just as good as this. Yes, mom is not." Anesha was about to leave but was prevented by the seller.
"I.iya deh mbak 12 thousand," Anesha smiled triumphantly. His tactics worked, but yesterday he was busy on campus.
"Thank you buk, the best selling merchandise!" Anesha breezed away looking for another.
Spent an hour, but a long time in the bargaining section rather than choosing the material. Then his eyes saw a mother with scattered goods, "It seems like a stumbling!"
Anesha helped her, "This is my mom help!" Anesha picked up the fruits that were rolling not far away and put them in her shopping bag.
"Thank you for helping my mom,"
"Together ma'am, let me help lift it up to your vehicle."
"Don't bother the deck, mom can be alone," the mother who will take over but detained him.
"Don't you mom, let me help you, mom alone?"
"Never mind, same housekeeper, he's bringing stuff to the car too." Anesha nodded. He was going to grumble when the mother had no one to accompany him.
"Thank God, ma'am" arrived at Anesha's car to help put it down and finish.
"i'll go home, ma'am!" he wants to resign.
the mother took the money out of the wallet and will give it to Anesha."no need to ma'am, I sincerely help also I have worked." said Anesha refused subtly.
the mother closed her mouth in surprise, "Good pardon mom, I didn't mean so deck,"
"It's okay ma'am, okay I'm going home ma'am!" Anesha crucified the mother and left.
Upon arrival at the house the clock shows 18:30 pas. Anesha put the groceries in the kitchen and went to take a bath to get rid of the limp in her body.
Ayesha who saw her sister came home, then helped to clean the groceries and put them in her place.