Trapped by the Past
One Day Without You
I don't know why
My heart t'rus is restless
What's gonna happen?
Tears fell unbearably
Seeing you fall silent
Turns out you left
'Tuk forever
Leave me alone
And my love
Are you looking
And heard
The crying lost me
Just now
'I want you to know how I feel
At you
Maybe God
Not allowed now
You and I are happy
Turns out you left
'Tuk forever
Leave me alone
And my love
Are you looking
And heard
The crying lost me
Just now
'I want you to know how I feel
Are you looking
And heard
The crying lost me
Just now
'I want you to know how I feel
Are you looking
You heard
You saw
Ooohs
Are you looking
And heard
The crying lost me
Just now
'I want you to know how I feel
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriter: Didit Adhitia/Arief Hartagia Winarto
Lyrics WHEN YOU GO
Singer: Citra Lestari Flower**
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"Somehow can I continue my life without him by my side ?"
Asep got out of his car to open the door for Oca when they reached her apartment.
The long journey from Bandung to Jakarta they went through without sharing words.
Oca still refuses to just make a sound or smile. A woman is like a bird that doesn't know where to fly.
"Thank you, it's off tomorrow because I'm not going anywhere until I don't know when.." Oca said when she wanted to leave Asep while holding the Abi relic box.
"Well, call me if you need help !" Connect the man with the glasses. Not to forget Asep issued a plain business card containing only one phone number.
Oca received the business card and walked away from Asep.
"Please promise to contact me when you need help.." Imbuh Asep.
"Yes, bawel...!!!" Oca is short.
"Because I'm a man you can count on !" Asep said with a smile.
"Yes," Oca waved her hand.
"This time you'll run back to me again Oca.." Asep's inner self when he saw Oca was far away.
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This morning Oca plans to take her car which is still in Harapan Kita hospital.
Her body looks fresher after taking a shower this morning.
Then he looked at himself in the mirror and saw two dark circles in his eyes.
The sign appears because Oca lack of rest.
His eyes still look haphazard as a result of crying nonstop. When he thought of Abi, Oca's heart still hurt.
Oca still can't let go of Abi's departure from his side.
The pieces of Memory he and Abi appear when Oca thinks of Abi.
"Are you Abi, I miss you .." Isak Oca again.
When stepping out, Oca did not forget to use sunglasses to cover her eyes.
Without him realizing there was someone following him from behind, the person deliberately kept the distance between the online taxi that Oca had ordered.
When Oca's online taxi arrived at the hospital, the man left Oca.
He had thought that Oca would take his car.
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Oca was in her car and on her way to Medistra Hospital.
He wants to meet Dr. Doni's superior and Oca's cousin.
"Come on Ca,,, !" Dr. Doni orders when Oca requests permission to enter her room.
"Sister, I want to resign.." Oca opened the conversation between herself and Doni while giving her an envelope containing her resignation letter.
"I don't know you're disappointed, but you don't have to act like this Oca.." Persuade dr. Doni.
"Oca has failed as a doctor !" Oca Sahut.
"Do you know ? brother used to operate on patients and the patient eventually died.."
"Oca can't do anything for Abi kak.." said Oca with his sobs.
"I know how you feel Oca, take your vacation and use it to calm down.." Persuade his cousin who works as a doctor.
"But I want to resign sis .." Oca Whines.
"I'll ask Aunt Riana to wait for you not to live alone it will make you remember Abi."
"I'll think about it !" Oca replied with an offer from Dr. Doni.
"Well, that's the new Oca I know .." Praise Dr. Doni to Oca.
Then Oca left Doni's doctor's room and rushed away from the hospital where Oca worked.
He wanted to visit a place where great memories with Abi had been created.
Starting from the cafes they used to visit, where the sale of medical equipment and shopping centers they had visited.
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Tapak tilas to the place that Oca and Abi had visited made Oca's longing for Abi a little treated.
I don't feel like time goes by so fast.
Reluctant to feel Oca coming home, therefore Oca stopped by a night Club in Jakarta.
He drove his vehicle to the SCBD area at Jl Sudirman Senayan. You guys must know there's one of the club's hottest nights for young people.
The Fable Club' Jakarta.
Fun hangout to get rid of the fatigue of the capital.
A lot of young people come here looking for fun, but it's different for Oca.
Oca came here because she was very tired and wanted to vent all her emotions that she had endured all this time.
Oca is not an expert in drinking, but for just drinking, why not ?
Then Oca ordered a tequila drink called Don Julio Reposado . This alcoholic drink is priced at almost 1.5 jt.
It is not as expensive as Wine with the old year. But the level of alcohol is enough to make Oca unconscious.
The woman drank in front of the bartender who served her.
Many eyes pay attention to it, Not a few eyes are interested in the charm of Oca.
A mouthful of two sips of Oca is still strong, but when mamasuki gulps to three, Oca's head feels willing to break.
Maybe because I'm not used to drinking so Oca gets drunk easily.
There was a young man who approached Oca to get her acquainted. But Oca did not budge.
Out of annoyance, the man forcibly pulled Oca's hand.
Someone came and stopped the man's hand.
"What are you doing, this woman is mine !" The bluff of the man.
"So your taste is somebody's wife ?" Bumpat the man who is none other than Oca's personal driver.
"What ? A man like you can't possibly have a wife as beautiful as him.." The Man's ejek.
"So you want to fight me ?" Asep hit the man.
"You what are you doing ?" Bumpat The man.
"If you don't accept come to my office !" Maki Asep while removing her business card that reads the office of her law firm.
"His life is a lawyer .." Bump the man and leave.
Asep immediately took Oca away from the place, "You're really making it difficult for me Oca ..." Asep's grouse raised Oca's unconscious body.
"Let me go, let me go, I still want to drink.." Oca whines when Asep calls her body like a sack of rice and takes her to Oca's car.
While the Car Praba itself has taken the driver home.
"You're getting crazy.." Asep on Oca.
"Why are you scolding me Asep, what's my fault ?" Whine Oca between conscious and not.
"You look pathetic, I know you're sad about losing your girlfriend but what does this have to be ? your future is long .." Asep put Oca's rough body next to the steering wheel.
"You hurt me Asep.." Weeping Oca
Asep then got in and started powering Oca's engine.
"You're bad to me Asep.." Oca blabbing indistinctly.
"Yes I'm mad at you !" Asep turned his head and held Oca's face.
Then he removed his thick glasses. "See who I am ?" Ask Asep clingy in front of Oca.
"Nepods .." Answer Oca briefly without guilt.
Seeing the response Oca so, make Praba up black. She was so emotional about Oca this time.
Unknowingly, whether what wind had possessed Praba's soul he then hugged Oca and had brought his face closer to Oca's face.
However, Praba had not had time to give punishment to the woman who made him emotional soul, suddenly Oca vomited his entrails right on Praba's face.
"Ocaaa...!!!" Praba grumbled in annoyance.
While the woman who had vomited the contents of her stomach was now unconscious. Really unconscious.
Praba immediately took a tissue in Oca's car and cleaned her face with the tissue.
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