Trapped by the Past

The Cloud Came

Black clouds that cloud cover Firdaus Memorial Park Elite burial place in the city of Kembang Bandung.

The atmosphere of grief lingered over the entire audience who attended the funeral of someone.

Without exception the woman who was standing in front of the navel of her lover.

The gray cloud finally came, the deep sorrow he felt almost never wanted all this time.

A beautiful plan to go up to the pelaminan with the lover must be undo.

Mounds of wet soil become a haru sight for anyone who comes to visit.

"I'm Oceana Saphira, I'm a doctor. The job of a doctor is to save the life of someone in danger. But when my beloved was in danger, I was unable to do anything for her. Don't save his life, ask him not to go, I can't. And now I must admit I failed to become a doctor."

"Create Oca.." Persuade his co-workers who were present at the funeral procession of Abigail his lover.

"How stupid am I.." Oca cursed herself in the heart.

The clear liquid thread is now no longer able to come out of the beautiful bead. His tears were gone from noon until he met this afternoon.

Someone approached him, someone carrying a box of yellow stripes.

"You are always in Abi's heart, Brother !! Abi's brother is calm there.." Persuade the woman who is none other than Abi's sister.

"You must be strong, son, for Abi's sake, we all have lost the figure of Abi.." Persuade mama Abi tighten his embrace to Oca.

Oca did not flinch, with a blank look from her own eyes one could describe how much Oca suffered.

Likewise with Praba, he came to pick up and attend the funeral of his love rival. It's just that he came as Asep. He could not resist the turmoil of his heart when he saw how sad the woman he loved so far.

Oca receives a yellow box given by Abi's sister, and takes it with her. He still refused to move from the Abi navel. Until his partner brought him home.

"How can I move on with my life ?"

Finally Oca wanted to also be persuaded to leave the Abi navel.

Then as a farewell, Oca draped her black scarf on Abi's headstone.

"Let me accompany you, ma'am.." Asep opened the car door for Oca.

Whether the car he was carrying, Oca did not observe what car and whose car. His mind is empty at the moment. Nor does it bother where the car is at the moment.

Because Oca took the Ambulance car to deliver Abi's body to his parents' house.

Along the way he was with Abi who was lifeless beside him. Painful is not it, when a perfect man comes into his lonely life, to be called the Almighty. The greatest desire of this man was to marry her.

Very slowly, Oca opened the yellow box given by Brother Abi. He looked at the box with tears.

The box contained Abi's belongings.

The first item Oca saw was a drinking bottle from one of the famous coffee shops.

Oca took the Tumbler and hugged him.

Praba who was with him watching from behind the steering wheel was sad to see Oca so lost Abi.

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A few months ago, Oca and Abi were lining up at a famous coffee shop. Call it Starbuck (excuse me not commercial ).

When he reached his line, Oca then thrust the Tumbler that he brought to the barista who served them both.

"Why do you like bringing your own Tumbler Doc ?" Abi asked when Oca took the coffee bottle out of her bag.

"In addition to a 50% discount we also participate in maintaining the environment by not using the Cup.." Oca replied punctuated by her laughter.

"Discount ? your salary is pretty big and your parents are businessmen.." Ejek Abi at that time.

"That's my parents, not me.." Oca answered while ordering the coffee she wanted.

Because of Oca's habit, Abi finally got poison from Oca. Abi bought Tumbler Starbucks just like Oca. And that drinking bottle is what he currently holds tightly in his hand.

then Oca put Tumbler Abi back into the yellow box.

The next thing Oca saw was a name tag that read Abi's name.

As well as a photo of Abi who was smiling on the nametag.

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"I want to dedicate my life to the salvation of others' lives.." Answer Abi at that time.

Remembering this made Oca shed her tears again. This time Oca cried so much that it sobbed.

"He really loved that man.." Asep murmured in his heart when he saw Oca venting his sadness in the car.

"Mom, how should I comfort you ?" Asep slowly questioned the grieving Oca.

Oca did not answer anything Asep said, he knew very well if the driver wanted to get rid of the pain in his heart.

"I failed Asep, failed as a doctor.." Oca quietly.

"Forget it, don't give up on the long-term future of Ms. Oca.." Persuaded Asep

"I've lost someone precious in my life.." Isak Oca

"Keep up, you must stay afloat for the person who thinks you are valuable too !" Just talk to Asep again

After listening to Asep's advice, Oca said nothing on the way.

His mood was still filled with deep sorrow.

He lost twice the people he loved.

And the last time was really painful.

His shoulder face did not change one bit, his face endured sorrow and his face did not sleep all night.

From last night Oca never once left Abi, before Abi's body was brought home to his parents Oca always accompanied Abi.

Even Oca also accompanied Abi when Abi's body was brought home using Ambulance.

He did not want to part with Abi.

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Shortly before Abi was declared dead.

The doctor told Abi and Oca's family that Abi's condition became more critical after the cancer removal surgery was carried out.

"Can I get into the ICU room ?" Pinta Oca to the doctor who treated Abi.

The doctor allowed Oca to come in to see Abi in the ICU.

After changing into special clothes Oca approached Abi's helpless weak body.

Oca's tears came out when she saw Abi lying unconscious.

"But wake up, you promised you'd marry me ? don't make me wait till Old .." Said Oca with her sobs.

Abi did not give any response.

"Dok, I've met your family like you planned, I like them and they like me too. You said we'd meet each of our families I'm waiting for you to wake up to introduce you to my family" Imbuh Oca.

Oca increasingly unable to stem his sadness, now his sadness has overflowed where.

"If it's our destiny, I wish we could be happy for each other.." Oca Vocabulary.

Abi still did not budge, but Oca saw a liquid object in the corner of Abi's eye.

Oca immediately ran to tell the doctor that Abi was responding to Oca.

The doctor and Abi's family were so relieved to hear Oca's explanation.

Then the doctor examined Abi and told Oca to leave the ICU.

The tears were the last tears of Abi, the tears were a farewell from Abi to Oca.

"*We'll both be happy for Oca, because our hearts remain the same.."

- Abigail -

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