
I feel I can no longer face this. I was a fool, who made me carry alone the burden that I should be able to complete with their help, the people I love. Ever since I entered this world, a sense of solitude became. In fact, even though the longing for Red Blood, especially my sister, has been fulfilled, but I don't think this is the real me.
With what I now know, many secrets have been revealed about my own family. Starting from the perpetrators of my parents' deaths, which I would have known who, but the story I do not believe. Wh why? Because he, Raditya, is telling stories, but fickle. Then about the true nature of Maya, who turns out to love her son, even though it is invisible.
Then, about Sasha's past, which turns out to be related to William's family, how cruel his grandfather, killed someone. The Sena family, which had finally broken up, could no longer be repaired, and hit many more things. Problems that have been solved, but it feels there is still less, I don't know what it is.
What I can do, through all, when I just don't know, is what it really means to be in the same world as a novel. Now I walk in a white room, which I don't know, where it came from, and I don't know where I am either.
Floating my body. I could only stare at my hands, and move them, as well as my feet. I don't have wings, but I can fly. Great also.
An empty room, empty, without air, became the hallmark of this place. But I'm guessing this is my subconscious. My soul is interested, taking me somewhere. And it feels heavy. I felt my touch and movement again.
"Well, did you go back to my body?"
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I can see the world again. And feel more relieved. But, where is this? When my eyes opened slowly, I looked around as I could guess that this was in the hospital. When it moved, it hurt a lot, piercing my chest.
I felt it, and it hurt a little. Maybe because I haven't moved in a long time? Or because of something I don't know? I may not be satanic. Sometimes my mind is random.
But where is everyone? How deserted? This place too, why is it so different from the usual. My legs moved, supported my body, and climbed the cold floor. Uh, it feels numb.
But I was just one step towards the door, like automatically, it opened. It was grandfather! Why is he here? And, there was only Red Blood filling this room.
"Sister. Finally brother siuman!" My little sister, Keyla, she's crying. Unable to see her sob, she approached me and placed her head on my shoulder, and her tears soaked the nursing clothes I was wearing. It spruced up, but it didn't hurt me.
"Sir Rissa has been a long time. Why is it only now? Until my 19th birthday my sister wasn't there, either" Keyla quivered. 19 Year anniversary? That means, I've been lying here for a long time? 2 Years?
What the hell is going on here? I just got hit by a car, and passed out for that long?!
"Silence, Rissa. Red Blood has already exterminated the man who shot you. They're all gone! It's a good thing the bullet didn't get through your heart" Grandpa explained. Huh, bullets?
Didn't I die, and transmigrate to Vina's body, because of that? How can I come back? Then, am I back? Then if I go back, what about the storyline, what about Vina's body?
I still don't understand any of this. What, everything that happened, wasn't the real thing? I looked around me, when everything was quiet. I gulped my saliva nervously, which is what the world really is.
Here without them the novel characters, or there with the novel characters? I can't believe what I'm seeing right now, but this is my family. But I'm not comfortable here! Their treatment is strange, and I'm not used to it.
Silent. Without a sound, it makes me certain of something. If they are, it is not something real. See how those who turned out to be unrealistic, and rigid. Then, their conversation was also very different. I remember that very much. This can be said I said with the term the Unreal World. The world is not real, it is only artificial.
"You're not all real!" I screamed I couldn't stand it. My hands clenched tightly, and everything changed. With a very disturbing sound!
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Like a broken computer, all blackened, after something sounded in my ears. The world, what? Why is there such a world? And I'm back in my subconscious. Who made me like this? I hate this so much, it just makes me dizzy.
As I recall, I got hit by a car, and passed out, and then I don't know what. However, I realized, if this is a novel, where the world can still be made up by someone. But Sasha's time did this. Is there anyone else who can access this story?
UH. but I can't feel my body even though 'again' I'm awake. I fear. Fear of not trusting people. Afraid that I'd be stuck between time and space. In the end, they cannot return to the original world.
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"VINA! You are aware, thank goodness," said one who was so relieved, as my hands moved, and eyes that had been closed from the moment, opened again. Him, Edward. The first face I saw was Edward. His face is getting better looking. There was some plaster on his face. But it looks like it's been a long time.
I can feel that around my mouth is a breathing apparatus. Am I that bad? Yes yes, basic Vina KW. Ringisan came out of my mouth, and the young man panicked. And darted out, called a doctor, to check on me. I put myself in bed.
"Gue's really in the place where it's supposed to be, right?" Seems like. I answered my own question. I could feel the twists on my head, and on my hands. My legs, are they all right, my blanket's dropping, so I can see them clearly. Fortunately, unlike in soap operas, his legs would have been paralyzed if there had been a collision.
Out the box is my mind.
"Gue can grow. Praise God."
I saw the door open, Edward brought a doctor, and followed a few people behind him. It was Gio, Keyla, and the core of Red Blood.
"Vina. Finally Lo realized," said Gio happily. He smiled at me, and the young doctor examined me.
"How long has it been fainting?"
"Almost a week, sister," Keyla replied. His eye bags are visible, what is he really doing? Until the lack of sleep like that, what if it made him sick?!
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SERIATE...