Transmigration: I'm the Antagonist?!

Part 62: Edward's Point Of View

I guess I can hold back, not to get close to her. The one who recently filled my heart. It's not very new, but I'm guessing it might have been almost three weeks ago, I fell in love.

First meeting, at that time. It means a lot to me. And I feel so pounding.

"Hey. What's the matter, mas? How daydreaming?" That subtle sound was running melodiously through my ears, uh, I remember I still had my earpods in my ears. Of course accompanied by a song of dread, in this park, when alone.

That song always accompanies me, to forget my dark past. But, the girl made me instantly forget about. His face, and his voice, made this heart beat.

His hand swung in front of me, checking my consciousness. "Mas, my face is pretty, but don't look at it all."

"Ah. em. sorry." Why the nervous gini, Ward? Usually you will talk coldly to anyone indiscriminately. Even now my hands are a little tremor. The girl chuckled softly.

"Can't daydream here, mas. Ntar was even cast as a demon," he said, maybe he was joking. What language is it anyway, stamped by the devil. There-there was, however, that girl made me somewhat cheerful.

This girl reminds me of her. The happy ones up there, with God. Oiya, I haven't named her yet. "Em.. You, whose name is it?"

"Oh yes. Know Clarissa Davina Callandra" said the girl as she reached out her hand. I smiled faintly, and was about to reach that hand. But a blow made me take a few steps back.

"Who Lo? How dare I get my girlfriend." It turned out to be a guy, and he said girlfriend. So, lost my hope. But look around, this guy's like he's seen. I frowned, when her guy hand pulled rough Vina.

"Don't get close to other people, I don't like." The girl whimpered, when her hands were pressed, could only nod.

"Yes, I understand, Vrenzo. Please release~" I swiftly release the hand of the guy named Vrenzo earlier, from Vina. I feel like a hero.

"Don't be a hero, you don't know us. And Lo's just a stranger, don't interfere!"

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I sighed, having made it out of the lovers. I feel guilty, because of me, for the reason that they quarreled. I glanced back a little, looking at those who were still clashing mouths.

I don't like to see men being rude to women, want to go there, and make the man kapok. Hey, wake up, Ward. Falling in love at first sight to someone who already has it wrong.

A smile on my lips. The love that I experienced always hurt at her end, when just an hour ago met, and spoke casually with the girl, the girl whose name was Vina.

My heart is cheap. So quickly loved, to someone newly met. I'm sure, this heart only likes it temporarily, amazed for a while. We won't see each other again, will we. I walked in solitude again.

In the end, the people who meet, will be separated again either way. See you for a moment in love.

...💤💤💤...

Nah! It is not a momentary love. I was wrong, I saw him there again, in the same place we first met. That park. My heart beat watching him sit down, and bowed there.

But it was painful, hearing her crying voice. She cried. Why, why is she crying? I want to get there, calm her into my warm embrace.

My feet stepped, finally, the rocks broke from my feet. Who had just walked to the ends of the earth. I was behind him, only two meters. I breathed courage.

"Vina." Call me. Suddenly I covered my mouth, who called out to him presumptuously. The girl who had looked down, looked up, and faced back.

Actually I want to talk to him. However, my body is moving on its own. "Sorry, I think I'm wrong." With a quick movement I left her, which definitely made me weird in front of her.

Vina, sorry. I'm a coward, just to calm you down, in the turmoil of you who don't know what it is. But at least there are people who can be your resting place. Maybe it was me?

Hope so, Ward. You are a coward, and have a stiff mouth. Crisp, cold, and flat. Can't get someone comfortable to you, with your attitude still like this.

"I don't want to be considered weird."

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Again. Turns out she's at school with me. I always saw her chasing after the man who at that time was acting rudely to her in the park. But, what happened to them?

What does that have to do with Vina crying in the park, alone? Is this because of Vrenzo, Vrenzo, who's so fond of it? What's?! So rude?!

Why was Vina even pushed, and I heard that the two people next to Vrenzo were the brothers from Vina. Why didn't they help, and scolded him.

My hands are clenched. When people shouted loudly to insult Vina. I know, and I've heard a lot, that Vina's a bully. But I can't believe it, because what? Because they never managed to show proof of it.

They made Vina, the perpetrator. He was the victim, as he is now. It's called bullying. Must be dealt with firmly! Where are the teachers? Where are the children of OSIS who usually check the situation around?

Again and again. I'm such a coward. Can't do anything to Vina, who was always made like that in the midst of all of us. He has no friends, nor any friends.

Then, I really asked. How strong he was, to the point that he was always strong, and never cried even a single drop flowed from the end of his eyes.

I never even saw him cry. I feel, he seems to have gotten used to this. I was stunned, when the brothers pulled her and pushed her out of the canteen. Where are their parents?!

They're ruthless! You idiot! Moron. But that insult is only in my heart. I'm coward. Sorry, Vina. I can only see you from far away. Without being able to help and protect you.

"Wards. I know what you feel. Why don't you try it? Try deketin him. And make her really comfortable with Lo, hoping to make the girls feel like they want her in a cruel world, Ward."

Anwar gave me spirit. Always was. I'm the fool, why not move and move closer, to reach the girl. I want to feel selfish, can I?

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SERIATE...