Traces of the Past
With Sakha
#*Don't expect something you've let go of, when you decide to let go it means there's never a way to get it back.
*Jocye*
I have to finish everything between me and Sakha.
Keysia said, I have to make a decision on my relationship with sakha and edgar.
Sakha, he's, after all, the kindest man I've ever had in my life. It's just that life doesn't let me not be together with her. 3 years of marriage apparently can't bind us in a close relationship. I left her for three years with the reason I left her. And Sakha always thought all this was a misunderstanding she made.
Edgar, a man he had only known for a few months and was Sakha's cousin who lived abroad. A man who can make his heart tremble without cause just by looking at it...
I decided to meet Sakha after office hours, however, do not let the problems that existed in the past become a barrier between me and edgar.
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I set foot inside the mall to the restaurant where we had arranged.
I entered the restaurant, and Sakha was waiting for me there.
" Haiii "Sakha waved her hand calling out to me.
" I'm sorry it jammed "my broom at sakha.
" It's not too late, I'm the one who is too excited to meet you "keh Sakha with her smiling face.
" Aaahhh you're making me even more unwell sakha "my lead to her.
" We order a meal first "sakha said.
I nodded my head when I saw the waiter carrying the menu book.
" As usual or want another pesen, dear?? " tanya sakha makes me even more unwell.
" It's up to you "My mouth is cute.
Sakha soon ordered food, and the food came.
" so??? what was? miss me? "asked sakha with her happy face.
" Finish the meal first, I want to have a serious talk with you "my mouth while looking at her.
" Oh sure, we eat first" Sakha replied with a face full of question marks looking at me.
" Don't look at me like that, you make me no longer have a taste for eating sakha "my candle at sakha reduces sakha anxiety.
Sakha just smiled faintly at me.
Not long after that our food was over.
Sakha silently looked at me.
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" Sakha, I'm sorry "I said slowly.
" You mean joyce "he said.
" We're done, we can't go back to how we used to be" I said.
" Three years ago I left not only because of your misunderstanding and nadya but.." I continued hanging. I hesitated to continue my words to him.
" I'll say but promise me you won't complicate matters then "my door begs her .
" Tell me joyce and stop making me heat "sakha sahut upset.
" Elissa, you have a child with her. The day I caught you at the hotel with Nadya, I met elissa outside the hotel. She's with a girl almost 3 years old." I said slowly.
Sakha was shocked to hear my words.
He was still silent with a feeling that I didn't know how messed up he was.
" No need to feel guilty, I just knew at that time you had slept with her "I said softly trying to eliminate the rest of the tightness that had been squeezing my chest for years.
" I'm sorry .." said her with teary eyes.
" I'm sorry "I cut his words.
" Joyce, Elissa's son is my son but I swear that Elissa and I have nothing to do with him. It happened because I was drunk when I met my business partner Elissa trying to help me. I didn't expect to sleep with her at all." she explained as she clasped my hand trying to convince me.
" Don't be Sakha's jerk, I know you're a good man otherwise you wouldn't have taken care of him until now, would you? " i said while looking at him.
" What do you really want to talk about joyce??? " ask her again.
" Marry elissa, after all my sister elissa, and you have children with her. Don't make any more mistakes, don't let your child get hurt with people's eyes on elissa who's got a child without getting married "I said as I returned the gentle grip of her hand.
" I never loved him joyce, I only loved you "sakha said sadly.
" You'll love her slowly, don't hurt her again. You even know well my bad past and you can take it well, give elissa a chance "please beg her.
" Didn't you love me anymore, Joyce?" tanyanya doubt.
" I've been letting go of all my feelings for you for a long time, I just want to make it clear to all of us that you and I can move on with each other's lives "I said firmly.
" You love another man?" ask her again.
" Yes, I love another man, but none of this has anything to do with him. Think carefully about everything I said today, you'll be happy with elissa. All you feel right now for me is guilt not love "I said as I got up from the chair leaving her inside the restaurant...
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" May Sakha understand what I said "murm slowly as I walk towards my car in the basement of the mall.
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" Did I really not love her anymore ?" sakha asked in her heart as soon as she arrived at her Apartment...
" I always felt guilty for elissa "inner.
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(rarely up still need to learn again hopefully better in the future.🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏)
