Traces of the Past
Lousy
I came out of the apartment in my office clothes a white shirt with a V-shaped collar combined with a dark blue skirt below the knee and a matching blazer, edgar was already in front of his car waiting for me outside the apartment...
"I don't think I'll pick you up" I said.
He walked up to me, grabbed my hand in his grasp.
"I won't forget, unless there's work I can't stay" he said, opening the car door for me. He's circling in the car.
"Your office is far away why pick me up?" my many.
"Morning a clear clay for the brain so as not to stress the work of the office" he said mocked me.
"You're joking, isn't your office full of women in mini-clothes" I said .
"Unfortunately I'm more in the field reviewing building projects than in the office. I don't have time to look at the mini-mini" kelekar edgar makes me laugh...
"Thank you" I said as soon as I got out of the car and said goodbye to the office...
My busyness at the end of the month is increasing checking the documents and files that are piling up that revo between you this morning. At the end of each month the entire board of directors and other board members receive new reports and breakthroughs in meetings . Revo and I are always discussing new breakthroughs in marketing and looking for loopholes in insurance companies that are now increasingly mushrooming...
...
I put my foot into the apartment.
Tired, I sat down to take off my heels and put my feet on the table. Sealing my eyes for a moment relaxes my brain for a moment.
I remember my parents in Surabaya, mami papi must have missed me. But my disappointment with Sakha used to make me just walk away. I just want to continue my S2 lecture elsewhere without saying My goal 3 years ago... I changed my phone number, closed all my social media accounts...
It wasn't just Sakha's disappointment that made me leave, but my accidental encounter with Elissa that made me determined to get out of there without anyone knowing the reason for my departure, even Sakha only knew of my departure because she was angry and disappointed in him...
...
My phone vibrated to wake me from the memory of my departure from Surabaya...
# i was there this afternoon, at 9 we met in Oshc
keysia
#ok
I replied to a brief keysia message.
#gw pick up you need to bring a car
keysia
I read the message without replying to him putting a cell phone on the living room table, I entered the bathroom cleaning the body under the shower.
Standing looking at my own body in the mirror.
Hot pants with a rather large t-shirt with ponytail hair.
I love my style of dress that is like a teenager at the age of 29. Even keysia and ester often mengedekku style diningku much different when with my work clothes.
Ting Nong's
My apartment bell rings,
I walked out of the room and walked quickly to the outside door.
Esther barged in when I opened the door,
"Joyce, I ask for a drink. crazy keysia I have to eat again have not been done to pull it" gritted ester while opening the refrigerator.
"Nungguin lu kelar eat mah sampe cafe close also will not run. Lu pesen food semeja already know dugem, teler until vomiting will not I take you home" sumpang keysia upset.
Ester blinked her eyes, putting on a plain face, teasing keysia.
"Still see you but not often" I said.
"Joyce, do you still have the same sakha flavor?" ceplos ester made keysia glare at him.
"I don't know" I shrugged my shoulders, doubting my feelings for Sakha. I used to love her. My marriage and sakha also happened because of the mistake elissa and alex left me dialtar. I actually like it secretly. Her jokes make me happy but I always pretend to be upset.
When Sakha asks me out and says love on the campus always makes me flowery happy and I always go away and reject it...
Not because I really want to reject it, but I know Sakha is a handsome man who is considered by many students in the campus. Even from the stories I heard the ranks of Sakha's former lovers are countless. I'm also stuck in a relationship with Alex as a sex partner, even though I know Alex has a fiancee...
I let out a heavy sigh, trying to throw away my past memories...
Keysia and ester looked at me speechlessly no longer asking about sakha.
In Oshc already waiting for acel, ramon, bram, rengga...
I was surprised to see them at the table we used to order.
We hugged each other for a while just saying hello because we hadn't seen each other for a long time.
They left me with esters and keysia.
I smiled to see them teasing the women who were dancing to their bodies as if tempting to touch. They disappear mingled with many people who dance, the dark lights and the twinkling makes them more freely touch each other and kiss on the dance floor...
The wine we ordered came, I grabbed the glass and took a slow sip.
Esther has gone nowhere, only me and keysia are still sitting.
"Gw likes other people, I am also confused about the same feeling I have to sakha" I said to keysia in a whisper in her ear. The sound of music made us talk like we were whispering.
"Lu confused as to your own feelings?" ask keysia.
"Not that, but the people I like don't know who I really am" I said sadly.
"Your feeling to sakha how's joyce?" ask keysia.
"Gw there is still a sense of the same sakha, I still love him" said gamang.
Keysia patted my shoulder. Trying to give me peace...
"Joyce" said someone to surprise me.
"Sakha" called me, I was shocked to stare at the person with the black jacket behind the sakha.
Ahh I even forgot that Sakha had a meeting with Edgar at the coke cafe that time.
"Do you know joyce kha?" edgar was confused.
"Ohhh, joyce my ex-wife who I'm telling you that" Sakha answered edgar's question which left me shocked to be unable to speak anymore. I felt like I had tens of kilos of chest pain that made it difficult for me to breathe.
Edgar looked at me silently demanding an explanation...
"Hey kha how are you?" sapa keysia tries to eliminate the existing awkwardness.
"Hi too, alright" sakha replied as she sat beside me embracing my shoulders making me stiff unmoving.
"hey handsome how are you?" asked keysia to edgar who was still looking at me sharply.
"I miss you dear" said sakha in my ear and kissed my cheek.
I'm still silent not knowing what to do...
"I'm going to the toilet first" I hurried up trying to shake off my nervousness.
Situations that make it hard to say. My arrival to Oshc to tell me about edgar and sakha on the yawning keysia just disappeared when the person who wanted to be told appeared together in front of me...
