TOWARDS THE END OF THE ROAD

Solitariness

Tonight was a very stressful night for me. Why is everything so messed up? Questions that came after our birthday were answered clearly. I had a bad taste when I came home from our festive event and it turned out to be true. I saw dry blood on Mr. Doni's hands and on Fida's neck. Ah, nope. I must have seen it wrong.

"Why rif?"

Ask Fida who knows when she's been standing in front of me.

"Rif, I'm sorry. I'm hilaf. I really don't,"

"Ssttt, no. Don't talk about past events let them pass."

Cut me in a soft, calm voice. I saw him shed tears.

"You don't have to cry. That's why your neck is the same as your left hand?"

I asked who realized that I felt strange with the injuries suffered by Fida.

"I'm desperate for a rifle. I want to die. What girl am I? Which usually behaves like a market thug."

I became emotional and I reflexively snapped at Fida.

"You shouldn't talk like that. You have to be sure that every problem has a way out."

I said in a high tone.

"Yes, I don't believe it, but I really feel fucked."

Legally. I can't scold her considering she still can't think clearly. I can also feel what he feels.

"Yaudah, instead of saying this is not right, kasian readers better we go to warkop yuk? It's still 10 o'clock, right? Ask Mr. Doni anther."

Take me. We walked towards the living room and I greeted Mr. Doni.

"Oight night."

My broom.

"I want to be with Fida."

My next. He's looking.

"Ciee, you had a fight, now you're romantic again."

His ejek.

"Ntar. I want to change clothes first. Wait a minute."

He continued while stepping towards the back of the house. I waited while treating the wound on Fida's neck because the one in hand had dried up. After being given betadin, I then blew the wound to dry quickly. Once it's dry, I close it with a tensoplast.

"Where is your jacket? Just cover it up so it doesn't look weird."

I said a little teasing.

"Any? Am I a clown?"

He asked while pinching my left waist with all his might. However, to me it was nothing.

"Allah, just that. Could it be worse?"

I deliberately mocked.

"Ooo, wait."

He stood up and he pinched my cheek.

"I,"

My peek.

"Well, kasa? Yes kasa? Naw, kacian. Hehe."

Said with spoiled. I just let him keep pinching my cheek. Let Mr. Doni scold him.

"Cloak, spit ah, don't take long. Eeeh, even pinch the pinch."

Said pak Doni.

"Eh, yes sir ha hayu."

Fida Sahut. I giggle amusedly looking at it. We walked into the yard and I scrambled into the car. Fortunately from Fida's house to the warkop or saung it's not too far away.

"Hore, I'm ahead."

My cheers when I see this kid still out front outside the car. Uh, he means still walking limp and slow outside the car. He entered with his unexpected pinch.

"Look."

My peek.

"Haha, hahaha. Ouch, ouch. Messy. Haha."

Her laugh. It's okay, rather than him discussing the already. Not felt, we have arrived at the warkop or saung that I had stopped in episode 13 yesterday while heading to Fida's house. After everything was done and the car had stopped neatly, I got down and ran towards the bench that I was sitting on yesterday afternoon with Fida. Near the rice field. Followed by pak Doni by guiding Fida. I was sitting on the right side of the paddy field, Fida was on my left and Mr. Doni was in front of us. I picked up the menu and started writing down coffee that I thought had no effect on my taste. Followed by Fida and Mr. Doni. After everything is done, the waiter takes the note paper that has been written.

"Jam 10:30 we go home. You have to go to school tomorrow."

Said pak Doni.

"Everything."

My solute.

"Not many rifles. The coffee."

Added Fida.

"No, I'm just 1 cup."

Plain sahutku. He scratched his face and he stood up and said:

"I don't know ah. Oh, fuck."

"Haha. Hence. Don't macem your macem."

Ejekku.

"Ihh."

He again pinched my arm. Mr. Doni just laughed at the behavior of the two of us.

"Eee, mas, mbak, may if you want to date please in kebon sono."

Someone was talking to us who were joking. Since when did the waiter come?

"Caffino hazelNut 1, top 1 palm sugar coffee, and badger white kofi 1."

Waiter put 3 cups of coffee in front of us. The time is 10:20. There are 10 minutes left for us to drink coffee.

"Sok, don't heureuy. It's almost 11."

Said pak Doni. Fida and I sipped each other's coffee and finally left only the glass.

"Yuk, sir."

Said Fida.

"Weh, or."

Mr. Doni's. Which means, weh, hold on a second.

"Sok atuh's. Yuk." yuk."

Further. The three of us walked to the car.

Arriving at Fida's house, I was waiting on the porch. Fida is down.

"See you tomorrow beautiful."

I said. He nodded and gave me the sweetest smile I've ever seen. Now the empty bench is filled by father.

After I got home, I cleaned up and I went to bed. The next day I woke up at 05:00. I got up and took a shower and had breakfast.Meminently today is Monday which means 06:30 must have stayed in class to declare a presence which continued with the preparation of the ceremony. After everything was done, I called Haikal to accompany me while I was home.

"Hello brother,"

Sapaku when the phone is connected.

"Iye there's ape?"

Stomach limp.

"Sister, will you not see me at home? I have no friends."

"Ah, your single effect. Is there a nyokap you?"

"Yes, but mom is now busy to leave later tkw again."

"When did it go?"

"Next week anyway."

"Yaudah next week my aje kesono ye, udeh ye. I'm gonna take a shower first."

Phone disconnected. I'll go back to Mom and I'll wait for Dad outside the gate.

"Ati ati ya rif."

Shouted my mother from inside the house.

"Yes buu."

My solute. Dad was ready for the bike. I went up and I immediately gasped for school. Arriving at school, my father said:

"Rif, you'll be back in the mail. You see Mr. Doni is busy and I have work too."

Father says.

"OKAY. Ready."

My solute.

"Dad go first."

Further.

"Yes, heart of heart."

I said as I shook my father's hand. I stepped into the classroom and Fida was already there.

"Beautiful morning."

My broom.

"Cieeeee."

Cheers from my classmates.

"Morning too."

Legally. We headed to the field and the ceremony started. After the ceremony, the first hour continues. I can get through everything smoothly. Now it's time for me to go home.

"Fid, I didn't papa first?"

My toot. Drowning, he nodded his head, then went behind me towards the hall. Wanna say what to him? Thought. No, but this is reality. Angkot came and I went inside.

When I got home, I slammed the bag into the bed and I changed. Today was the beginning of my life alone. Yeah, I mean without Fida next to my room. I began to imagine when I came home from RS A to my home. And that's where our journey began. Yeah, now I have to be alone for a while. I'm also conscious. I am not yet muhrim and I am aware. I shouldn't have gone home with him.

Seriate.