Tough girl in novel

*Episode 49

"Why daydream? What are you thinking about now? Isn't everything done?"

"Done?" asked Maria in a tone filled with doubt. How not? He who daydreams, of course will not connect with what Arkan just said.

"Yes, done. It's all done you do. Now, stay focused on the romantic life issues between me and you."

"Huh? Problems with romantic life? Love story you mean?" asked Maria in a very incredulous tone.

"Hello .. I didn't come here for that," said Maria without thinking in advance what she said.

Suddenly, Arkan who listened to the speech just now, confused seven circumference. He put on a face filled with confusion also asked for an explanation as clear as possible on the person who had just let go of the remark. While the new Maria realizes something is wrong with the words she is saying, she immediately looks for ideas to cover up the mistakes she has made.

"Mm .. I mean .. anu .... "

"Anu what? What do you want to tell me, huh? Just tell me now! Don't be so convoluted, 'cause I really don't like obscure things."

"I'm ... still not .. I still doubt the word love, Arkan. I don't believe in what is called love. It's just .. If it's for both of us, I'm not sure."

Actually, those words Maria spoke were only to cover up the mispronunciation she had just said. He doesn't want Arkan to know who he really is. And, he didn't want all the secrets he had to get choked up just because of this mispronunciation.

"Why aren't you sure, Maria? Do you have another man? If yes, just say it right now. I won't mind a thing."

"Oh no! Don't have. I have another man. From childhood until now, I never wanted to fall in love with men. Because I'm afraid, love will hurt if it's misplaced to anchor it."

"You haven't liked men since childhood until now? Are the words I just heard true, Ria?"

Suddenly, Maria fell silent. He just remembered that the Maria he played was very fond of the person whose name was Arkan. And that person was now beside him. Unfortunately again, Arkan knows that Maria really likes him since adolescence instead.

'Aghh ... Why am I so fucked up? What a blow that caused my mind to be unkind. Was the influence between me being beaten with my mind as messed up as I am now? Ah ... Why is this thought so messed up? The glass case, I can't even think well. Lord ... please help me. Help me, ' said Maria inwardly as she played her own hand.

"Rome .... "

"Hm .... " Mary was a little surprised by the call. But try to be ordinary, so that Arkan does not know what he is feeling.

"What are you thinking? Why just shut up?"

"I'm thinking about all the things I've just been through, Ken. All these wonderful things, that make me not think well."

"Not to think about it anymore. It's all over. Because what passes cannot be changed, forget it. Now, focus on the thoughts that are coming. Because the day to come you can still arrange as well as possible."

"Oh yes, Ken. I almost forgot to ask you one thing. How did you know I was here?"

"Of course I know. Because before you were forced out of your car, you called me, right?"

"Wait on! Don't tell me that call wasn't intentional, Ria. I don't like that."

Maria put on an unpleasant face.

"But .. the call was indeed accidental. I don't remember calling you before I got out of my car."

"I guessed that you didn't intend to contact me, Ria. Because after I answer your call, all I hear is a noise. Unusual noise, which makes me feel anxious about your situation."

"You ... really worried about me, Ken?"

"of course. You think I'm faking it," Arkan said in an annoyed tone.

Mary did not answer. He just stared with a faint look at the man beside him, but, the man was not looking at him, but rather, looking ahead.

'Ken .. I didn't come for love. But, for a task that I might have completed everything well. We can't be together. Because you and I are different. I want to be with you forever, but it's a little impossible. Because this is not my world. I was sure that I would return to my world after the task I was on was done. Because if I go back, we'll be separated. I can't live a love like this, Ken."

Mary spoke at length in her heart. However, there was something he did not know from the feelings that he himself had. Indeed, love for Arkan had grown in Mary's heart. In fact, love has grown like a rose that has flowered. The flowers are also blooming beautifully.

Finally, the car they were riding in arrived at Arkan's apartment. Yes, Arkan chose to bring Maria to his apartment to be treated on the grounds, Maria could avoid the problem for a while. At least, until Maria really improves.

According to Mary, she was not sick at all. Only Arkan overreacted to the injury from the blow the man gave.

"Ria, don't you mind if the one who checks you later is the male doctor?" ask Arkan when they arrive at the luxury apartment room.

Mary did not reply, Arkan spoke again. "Actually, I'd mind if the one who examined you was a male doctor. Because of the injury you experienced it in the chest because of it. But ... Since my family's doctor trusts this doctor, well ... what else? I had to call him too."

"I don't mind. It is not the doctor's job to examine the patient properly. I'm sure, if it's a male or a female doctor, they're the same. They just do their job."

Arkan did not answer. He just looked at Maria with a sharp gaze as if he was knowing a secret that was being kept tight.

Feeling uncomfortable with that gaze, Maria looked back with the intention that Arkan would no longer look at her. But, they even look at each other. The doctor did not even notice it.