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Ara stepped gontai
get out of his father-in-law's room. He was just talking about prihal
her decision was to allow her husband to marry Clarissa.
This is an
the big decision he ever made. Holland was strongly against the idea
it's crazy to marry Ellard to Clarissa. Holland is very
fearing the Louis family's reaction to Ellard's grieving Ara in
their marriage has not been even a year. But Ara tried to convince dad
his father-in-law, if he himself would try to speak well with his family
and make sure they will approve this decision.
Ara has no
electives. He thinks marriage is the best way to help psychic Clarissa
which shaken. Moreover, the doctor stated that Clarissa had depression
heavy to the point that all he had in mind was death. Added with
the condition of Clarissa's old disease that was previously estimated to gradually recover,
now back. Clarissa's leukemia re-emerged and this time the impact grew more and more
severer. The return of the disease makes Clarissa will not have
a longer age.
That information was told
by Clarissa's own mother to him. Diana had especially pulled him to
park the hospital to speak four eyes prihal who overflowed his daughter. Diana
crying, insistently pleading with Ara for once this creates a desire
his daughter's last to marry Ellard, before the girl is called
Lord. Diana also pulled Doctor Clarissa to come with them—
describe in detail Clarissa's disease.
Ara's heart was broken, she
weight dilemma. On the one hand, she loved her husband so much and did not want to
share it with other women. Ellard was just his. On the other hand, it
nor can she ignore Clarissa. The girl also suffered no less
from her. Even if Clarissa's way of getting her husband didn't come in
wits, but Ara also can't refuse if everything has happened and broken.
Clarissa was pregnant with Ellard's child and her life was not long. Phrase
sharp Oma until now can not be forgotten he— said that he
it has not been able to give heirs to continue the family business empire
them.
Since returning from Home
Sick, Ara continued to think hard until she finally came to a decision
finally, she chose to step down and give up her husband for Clarissa. That girl
and his son-in-law needs Ellard more. Again, he prefers
self-destruct to the pulse point.
“Hopefully
your decision doesn't make you regret later on.”
That's the expression that
last Ara heard from her in-laws, who then left Ara in the room
Holland was disappointed. Just one second after Holland came out, Ara's body
slumped. In that quiet room, Ara started to cry roaring
be so. Spilling all the claustrophobic things that he had long held. It
keep beating his chest that was pounding violently— so sick. Crying over everything
the destruction is so real now. He could not imagine himself, though,
seeing her own husband standing on the altar proclaiming the sacred promise of marriage
with another woman. Really, it was better that he disappeared right then and there.
Once
aurora is the most hypocritical woman.
****
After visiting from
her father-in-law's house, Ara did not go straight home. He needs it now
tranquility. If he went home, he would just keep crying
the state of his household. So he decided to enjoy the afternoon breeze
in the city park. Ara sat herself on the garden bench with an empty look.
Unintentionally his iris stared at the couple sitting
relax. They laid out a mat on the grass with the husband
laying his head on his wife's thighs— his face is facing a distended stomach
his wife is very pregnant. They throw each other smiles and occasionally
laugh together. Looks very
happy, especially since then the man's mouth never ceaselessly kissed the stomach
wife darling.
In silence, Ara
watching all that sweet stuff. He smiled bitterly, suddenly imagining
if now they are in their position are him and Ellard. Feels warm
and happy. Their home life would be perfect if it were
a child between them and Ellard did nothing
that's disgusting. Ara lowered her head with a faint heart. Slowly, his hands
touching his own stomach. If she could get pregnant too, she would be very
blissfully. Every night in his prayer, he
just ask the creator to be given the opportunity to be a mother and
have a peaceful home life. But seeing the situation now
this is inversely proportional to what he prays. Destiny as if
I don't want to stop playing with him. Ara bit her lower lip when
that stuff almost came out. Shit, man,
why is it always this bad.
“What you are not tired of
crying continues?”
The heavy sound made
Ara was shocked. Ara looked up at the owner of the voice
“Kak Leo..”.
Leo does not reply—
choosing to sit face to face with Ara who was immediately wiping her tears.
Leo looked at him for a long time with a hard-to-understand look
“Ka-kak Leo
here?” ask Ara pleasantries, riled because since this man before her was just
quieten
“Sedang catch wet
beautiful girl who is always strong-witted” said flat
Ara grimaced, clearly
once Leo was insinuating him “I didn't cry. My eyes fell, my eyes,
keep me rubbing-kucek— uh, even peri bung” lie Ara while grinning, even,
pressed his eyes
“You till when you
gonna pretend okay, Ara?” sharp, every emphasis “I know you
more than anyone. “you are stupid, very naive and powerful. Are you aware
that?”
“What does sister mean?”
choked, Ara felt anxious if Leo's speech was like this
“I already know
everything” low, yet sharp “Are you happy living like this? You're insulted
because they cannot give offspring. You know the fact that your husband
she impregnated another woman and is now being treated in hospital
as a result of the suicide attempt he made. Your husband is there too
accompany, and you're here crying. Is everything I say wrong?”
Ara stiffening, speech
it instantly made his face paled. Didn't expect Leo to be this fast
know all the problems that have plagued him.
“Da—where sister knows
all that?”
“No matter I know
whereof. What do I want to ask you until when are you going to pretend?”
Ara was silent, her tongue
lamentable
“You are not well
just, Ara. Please, stop being pathetic. I'm sick of Ara, please
stop!” leo's voice is rising
Ara lowered her head, swallowing
his saliva is hard. “Then stop spying on me if brother doesn't
want to see me like this”
“Ara...” by Leo. It
holding both of Ara's shoulders, then raising her face
“Color I am so
care you. I always didn't want you to keep getting hurt. Not used— no
now it's. I don't expect you to bear the wound yourself. You deserve
happy, Ara” raucous Leo, his eyes reddened.
it falls back when it is always Leo who says the most sincere thing.
This guy still cares about it. Always has.
“I'm fine. This
it doesn't hurt, brother. I'm used to”
“Customs to you, but
I'm not.” Leo again looked up Ara's face which was now watery. “Stop,
Ara. You could be dying more than this. Go with me— to the place where
no more people who hurt you” Leo, pull Ara's body, pull,
hold it as tightly as he can with both eyes that come crying.
Ara returned a hug
Leo, don't say anything else but cry on his chest. Warm hug
like this is what he needs— calms his tired soul though only
provisional.
****
While in place
else, Ellard continued to move restlessly. Since then he has been walking around
in Clarissa's room. Clarissa realized that the girl was sitting down
leaning against the headboard of Hospital— stared flat at Ellard who was so
kentara was reluctant to linger in a room with him. If it wasn't for
forced his father to keep him here to look after Clarissa, so it's been since
long he went.
After Ara said
the sentence that so touched him earlier, the woman was immediately left by
His father spoke with four eyes. He was held in this place together
Clarissa. He had a chance to rebel, insisting he wanted to talk to Ara—
asking for an explanation of his wife's stupid request. But Holland is
threatening him— says if he does not hesitate to carry out his wishes
Ara to marry her to Clarissa.
God damnit, man,
how dare the father and son-in-law manage his life as good as he can. Anger
bubbling in him. Want to destroy anything to reduce the turmoil
emotions that have reached. His wife's words hurt so much
his heart, without a burden the woman was willing to be pitted just like that. Hell, not even a little bit
it never crossed his mind to get married again. Enough of just his Ara. Him
he did not want another woman to fill his days except his wife, Ara.
His wife
that's…
he really can't tolerate anymore. Determined, after returning from Home
This damn pain, he'll punish the woman so as not to be careless anymore
saying stupid words.
“Why are you
saved me? Why not just let me die?” slow down, Clarissa
inquiring. Since then he had been conscious but reluctant to make a sound.
Choose silence like a statue.
Ellard stop—
he looked at Clarissa for a moment before taking a step closer to the girl's bed.
“How do you feel?
Does it still hurt?” Ellard ignored Clarissa's earlier question
Clarissa stared no
befriend iris, Ellard said
“What am I living for,
The el? you just don't acknowledge this kid I'm carrying. So it's no use
don't me and my son live?” clarissa Sarcas
Ellard sighed
heavy. He grabbed Clarissa's uninfused hand and held it
“I'm sorry. This
my mistake. I was just too shocked, suddenly finding out that you
pregnant son. I find it hard to accept this reality” Ellard lowered her head, staring at the fingers
Clarissa in the grip
“I don't need your apologies,
El” press Clarissa “I just want you to be in charge. This child needs
father”
Ellard raised
his face, “I will definitely be responsible to the boy. After he was born
I'll take part in taking care of him”
“Not like that
responsibility I mean”
“What?”
Clarissa wet
his lips were dry, though,
“Married me. That is
the responsibility I want” Clarissa said was so light that it made her grip
at Clarissa's instant detached.
Stare at the nanar
Clarissa with her clenched hands to quell the returning anger
because of the word married again
become discussion.
“Sorry Cla, for which
that one I can't. I have a wife, and I never will
remarrying low”, Ellard finally let out a voice after a moment of silence
some moments.
Clarissa laughs cynically “If
that's why you saved me?! Just let me die!!” hysterical Clarissa
suddenly “I want to die! Why would I live again if you didn't want to
marry me!”
Clarissa is getting
hysterical, her eyes reddened. Without babibu the girl plucked the infusion from
her wrists then desperately wanted to get off the bed.
Ellard rounded his eyes
at the sight of Clarissa's blood dripping back. He approached immediately, with
quickly restrain Clarissa's body from getting out of bed. Clarissa
rebelled but Ellard hugged him strongly.
“Call Cla.
Please. Why are you doing this? Please calm down..” Ellard said in frustration.
and increasingly tightened his embrace on Clarissa, even though the girl continued
the rebels even delivered his punch in Ellard's chest
“I would never
stop trying to die, even though you held me back several times” isak
Clarissa. She was crying hysterically
“What did you say?
Don't talk like that” Ellard tightens her arms
“I want to die..” shimmies.
Clarissa weakened, and a second later she fell unconscious.
Ellard pressed the button
near the bed to call the doctor and nurse to come immediately to
her room. Waiting for the doctor to arrive, Ellard again laid down a weak body
Clarissa. The girl's face was so pale. Ellard standing next to brangkar—
looking at Clarissa's nano trying to get back to ending her life.
It all happens so
quick one. Didn't expect that his one-night folly would bring
such a great disaster in his household. Clarissa insisted she wanted to
married by her for the sake of the child in her womb. While Ara, looks already
giving up their marriage and telling her to marry Clarissa,
and the latter is compounded by his father's attitude that looks like it's supportive
his wife's request.
His head feels so
it hurts to remember all their nonsense. Neither one
there were those who understood the dilemma he was facing right now.
Instead of giving the best solution, they even more cornered him.
Ellard groaned, pulling her hair in frustration and dissatisfaction
punching the walls of the room repeatedly to remove a lot of blood from the books
his finger. So angry when you do not know where to start to decipher tangled threads
which is now intertwined. Ara turned her back and no longer cared. That's the truth
who inevitably had to face Ellard.
Ellard's breathing roared
rough, “Sialan Ara! Damn it!” he screams in frustration
To be continued
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