Touching Hearts

Twenty Four

Flashback 2 months ago

Almost

at midnight, Ellard was still at the Club accompanied by a foreign woman who had been there for some time

dearest him. There were no counting how many glasses of alcohol he sipped.

God fucking.

Ara's aborted return managed to make it a bad mood all day

messier.

“El,

uda don't drink anymore. You're uda fucking drunk!” Arthur suddenly

interprets. I was tired of seeing this one drunkenness.

Since marrying Ellard has never come to the nightclub beginning—

if he came he only drank a glass-two glasses, then immediately blurred

go home.

“Whispering

hell lo” Ellard brushed aside the hand of Arthur who tried to seize

his glass. Again he asked for three more bottles of whiskey on the bartender,

pour into the glass with great difficulty.

“You

why anyway? Same with your favorite wife? If there's no way you can

can be left here now” Arthur grunts amused, face tangled friend

this drink is obvious there is a problem with his wife. If problem

business or else, this guy can still control himself— behave

calm as if nothing happened.

“Cunguk, ,

singkirin hand lo!” ellard growled as his glass was again held back.

“Stop

drink El. we go home”

That

not the voice of Arthur— the voice of a woman. Ellard looks up “Cla?”

“I

who called him. You uda teller, better go home. I can't take between”

tymphal Arthur

“Who

who wants to go home? I still want to drink again” blake Ellard straight back whiskey

from the bottle directly

Clarissa

turning a panted eye. Without caring about Ellard's curse, he went straight

put Ellard's hand on his shoulder.

“Cla…

I still want to drink” grumbled Ellard is unclear

“Thur, ,

help me get down El to the upstairs room. There's no way I'm carrying such a big body

until home” sumpul Cla painstakingly withstand the weight of Ellard's large body

now I have completely lost consciousness.

“Yes

already,” Arthur approved Clarissa's idea. That girl is unlikely to bring

Ellard's in Ellard's stark state.

Di

in the room, with Arthur's help, Ellard's tall body is thrown upwards

mattresses.

“Judah, ,

I live first yes. If there is a need for a phone,” say goodbye Arthur and reply

a small nod by Clarissa, and then not long before Arthur came out of the room.

Subsequent to

arthur's departure, Clarissa sat herself on the side of the bed. Her hand

take off Ellard's shoes, then tie and then button up that shirt

slowly removed. He gasped as his hands were tightly clutched by

Ellard, then in one stroke his body collapsed on the bed with Ellard's position

overruled him.

“Sayang…

you're already home? I miss you so much” raved Ellard while smiling no

evidently. The atmosphere of the room so that it can no longer recognize the figure

below now. All he had in mind was his wife.

Clarissa

nervous, he held a man's chest in front of him “El, it's Clarissa. Not Ara”

“Finally

you come home baby, I'm so happy that” Ellard chattered without

heed Clarissa's words. He sniffed along the neck of the girl's level

that's.

Clarissa

clutching Ellard's shirt tightly until it was tangled, he desperately held back a sigh

strange in his body due to intimate movements made by men on it.

“I miss you so much baby, and I want you”

hoarse, Ellard's gaze was already filled with the fog of passion.

Cardiac

Clarissa is pounding faster. Ellard's misty gaze seemed to hypnotize him.

This man loved her very much. Ever since then, even now the feeling

that hasn't changed at all. This time he will be selfish. He wants

feeling this man of his tribe— slowly made Ellard his, his,

in whole. Even in a dirty way like this. It's okay, as long as

with this he could tie Ellard with him.

Sorry Ara.

mine

Clarissa

staring at the beautiful face before him with intense and full of adoration. She grabbed

nape of Ellard, wrap his leg tie into his still hip

clad pants. Slowly, Clarissa kissed her cheek, then her neck.

“Do it. I want you too”

And

Ellard completely lost consciousness completely, without a second thought

returning Clarissa's kiss wildly in bed.

Flashback off

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“I want to

divorce! I'm backing out..”

Sentences

it was like a broken cassette that rotated over and over again on his head. He hates

that sentence came out so smoothly from

the mouth of the woman he loved. Ellard was dumbstruck, her body seemed hard on

move except for the blaring sound he managed to get when he realized his Ara

keep walking and leave it there. Can't do. Shouldn't have

like this. Parting with Ara was something she never wanted. Till

whenever the woman has to stay by her side— Ara can't leave

from her. His world will be destroyed. Being at the end of the farewell, he could not

defining what kind of pain is now ransacking his heart.

His face flushed red, his net was already soaked by a trace of tears.

Seconds

that too, Ellard ran after his Ara. When you reach the handle

the door, the Oma blocked his arm.

“Oma..

release” Ellard growls furiously “My wife is running away Oma, I have to hold her”

“Then

what about Clarissa?” said Oma Sharp “See, you have the heart to leave it

under such circumstances?” Oma pointed at Clarissa who was stunned on the floor while

holding her stomach “however she is pregnant with your child Ellard!”

“Personation

Oma! I don't care” jolted Ellard with an unstoppable rage again

“All I care about is my wife. She... she can't leave me”

Ellard snapped a little rough of Oma's check and ran straight out.

Ellards

keep running like a doormat. Not caring about the strange looks of the employees

passed it. The figure he was looking for was no longer in this building.

How could his wife so quickly disappear while he clearly knew

her legs are still in the healing process. Damn, for the sake of not being intercepted

by her Ara must have forced her legs to run strong.

With

quickly Ellard entered the car and drove it at such speed

tall. He didn't care how many swears were thrown at him from

other vehicle parties. All he thought about right now was Ara, hoping

the woman did not really leave him.

Five

twelve then Ellard arrived and immediately parked his car haphazardly.

His long legs continued to run through the seven rooms and he was immediately invited

with a sight that made his heart feel like it was being plucked from its place.

There, Ara was taking out a large suitcase in one of the cabinets. While

occasionally wiping his rough tears that were like unwilling to stop coming out.

“Honey,

what are you doing?” ellard asked with round eyes in disbelief.

Ara

he could hear his voice, but he quickly mastered it. It

not to say, choose to open the big suitcase and step up.

stumbling to pick up one by one his clothes while occasionally sobbing.

“Ara…

what are you doing?” ellard repeated, panicking at the sight of Ara

instead fold his clothes and start putting together in a suitcase.

“As

which you see. I'm packing my things for a little while now,

new owners will occupy this room”sahut Ara flat without stopping

activities

“OMONG

EMPTY!” snapped Ellard. Seizing some clothes in Ara's hands violently,

then put it in the closet.

Ara

snickering cynically, staring at Ellard's bitch

“Who

Ara was sharp as she pushed Ellard's chest with emotion.

Ellards

grabbing Ara's hand that pushed her chest. “You won't go anywhere.

The owner of this place is you.  Please don't be like this,” Ellard shook her head full of pleas. Threaded

reminiscing in the eye. “We can talk about this in a good way”

“For

what?” Ara chuckled again amidst the tears. “Toh, you guys have done

the most disgusting thing and not how much longer the result of action

you will be born into this world”

Ellards

closing his eyes for a moment, his wife was completely unable to speak

all right now. His emotions are more controlling now.

“I

also just found out this truth earlier.that's why I asked Blake to

forbid you to come in. I know you with the coward will go

abandoning. I know you won't accept me if there's a child from my sin”

I'm Ellard pulling her hair in frustration

Ara

silent, he turned his face to the side. The more it gnawed at his heart

when Ellard now truly confessed his actions. A few moments quiet,

until Ara let go of Ellard's rough hand grip and took back

clothes in the closet.

“Stop

doing that, Ara...” Ellard groaned when Ara did not press at all

his speech.

Ellards

back reaching for Ara's elbow, then closing the door firmly, with Ara who

hit the closet next to him. Ellard shifted in front of Ara with both hands

the one holding on to the closet right on either side of Ara's head. Support body

tiny Ara behind her body.

“Stop

before I do anything crazy again, baby. You will not hope

saw him” hissed Ellard right in front of his face

“Not

you've done that crazy thing?” cynical Ara, absolutely not afraid of “HAL

THE CRAZY THING YOU'RE DOING IS MAKING LOVE TO CLARISSA BEHIND MY BACK ELLARD

O’NEILL MILLER” screams Ara who suddenly hysterical, “YOU'RE HURTING ME WITH

HOW YOU GUYS BEHAVE!!” he continued to get hysterical. Ara tried to push

ellard's large body, but unfortunately it ended in vain because the man did not

shift a little bit

“Ara..”.

Ellard's breathing was disordered, he looked down in despair. It felt like the more Ara stated

his feelings grew even more hurt considering the wounds he had inflicted.

Ara

wiping his tears with the back of his hand, he took a deep breath then

exhale it roughly before returning to utter the sentence that made Ellard

raise your head quickly

“Mari

dissever. Divorce ak—“

BRAKKK!!

Haven't

as soon as Ara finished her sentence, she was already startled by Ellard's punch

in the closet behind her body. Real loud. So hard can make

ara's body trembled in surprise.

“What

you realize it could break my heart, baby? didn't I say it often, though,

if I never liked that word out of your mouth, Ara?” whispered

Ellard with an injured face, right in front of his face. And the look of that face

able to make Ara shudder in horror.

“You

tell me you love me, Ara! Why should I leave?! What are you saying

that if it stays gone?” once again, Ellard's tears slid down. “Do not…

you're gonna make me even more devastated” Ellard shook her head full of supplication

“Personation

El.. fuck!! I can't do it anymore,” raung Ara

Her body

immediately lunglai leaned against the closet, he sobbed bitterly by drowning

his head on the knee. I don't know what else to say with her situation

now it's. It all seems to have been broken. On the other hand, it is also very heavy

with his decision to ask for a divorce. He wants to keep the house

ladder. But what about Clarissa? The girl is also pregnant

son of her own husband. Clarissa is holding Ellard accountable

of the child she contains. Isn't that the same as asking for Ellard

marry her? No. gabe. She could not bear to the fact that— split her husband

with another woman.

“Sayang..”.

parau Ellard, he also slumped his body in front of Ara who was still beta crying

his position. Slowly, Ellard grabbed Ara's frail body this time around

rebelli— took him immediately into her arms. He hugged the body tightly

his wife is still shaking. Smell at the top many times, with tears

which was shedding profusely, his heart was so sick.

“Sorry…

forgive me dear,” whispered Ellard many times “Hit me, maki me until you

satisfied, but never leave me. Until I die I will never

let you go from me”

“I

hates you..Very hate you” raved Ara, beat Ellard's chest with force.

weakened ones.

“Iya,

right. hate me if it makes you better” Ellard more and more

tighten hugs. Putting his face on his wife's neck and the sobbing

it is also beginning to sound. He was injured, but the wounds he felt were not as big

received by his wife.

Sufficiently

long they were in such a state, until finally the suction of his wife was not

sound again— replaced with his smooth snoring. Ellard smiled bitterly,

today his Ara has cried a lot because of it. Slowly, Ellard got up

standing with Ara in her arms. He broke his wife's body in

in the middle of the bed carefully so as not to disturb his sleep.

Thereafter,

he got off the bed. Get out of the room and not long after

with a container filled with warm water, a small towel and pajamas that he took from the walk

closet. Slowly, he took off the cloth that stuck all day on the body

his wife— wiped her whole body with a wet towel and put on her pajamas

sleeps. Ellard also combed her hair, applied face cream, as well as body

lotion to his body. He often sees Ara doing this before going to bed.

Last

he took the massage oil that happened to be on the nightstand. Carefully he

apply the oil to the hands and then sorted into the shins of Ara

injuries. In his sleep the woman involuntarily grimaced. The injury still hurts, though,

plus, the woman forced herself to run strong. Ellard scowled at him as gently as possible

maybe until slowly Ara did not feel pain anymore. After cleaning

his wife's body, he proceeded to cleanse himself before joining in

on the female side.

Ellards

pull the blanket, cover both bodies to the chest. As usual, his hands

made his wife's head pad and then lying on her side with his hands

coiling tightly around Ara's waist who was already far asleep comfortably. Ellards

stroking softly Ara's cheek with her thumb

“Pardon

I love you,” clean with eyes back glazed “ I know just sorry

it won't change our situation back to warm as before. Really, really,

I didn't realize I was doing it, baby. I hate so much

myself now. I hurt you, made you cry all day. But

still, I will never grant your request to get away from me.

You have to stay with me, baby. Together we defend the house

stairs kita— don't leave me. I'm gonna fix all that mess

I have done it without a word of farewell between us. I love you fucking so much baby.”

Ellards

pulling down Ara's nape, kissing her lips so deeply accompanied by the roar of tears

the falling glides off the eye peluk. For whatever he looks strong

and it's fine. Even while watching the body of the mother who was stretched

stiff first, he can still stay strong. But not if it is about

His aura, he will become very weak, lose self-control and easy

shed tears. This woman means so much to him. Even he is willing

be patient waiting for a long time to tie this woman in

a wedding. Without Ara knowing, actually since a long time Ellard has been

become a stalker of himself. To monitor every activity he does from

far-off.

And

all that madness started when the girl was ten years old. That girl

about to grow up the teenager had done something that managed to arouse interest

which is unnatural in him. He judged Ara like an insane person.

To be continued

*As usual spoilers and treasers of this story I posted on IG: rianitasitumorang 😉

See youuu

ELLARD O'NEILL MILLER

AURORA BEATRIX MILLER

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