To Another World Being a Woman

Chapter 144 _Louise My Son (3)

I am currently lying on the bed.

After learning the bitter reality, I immediately fainted for a few minutes before being woken up again by the same pain I felt as before.

I don't know how many days since I first felt this pain, I've never slept at all.

Every time I close my eyes, the pain becomes more painful and painful.

But this time I didn't even care about the pain I felt from inside my stomach.

Because the pain I felt in my heart couldn't even compare to her.

Heart's broken.

I don't know what to do.

Hicks ... hiks ....

All I could do was moan with my tears that kept flowing to make my face ..especially my cheeks became wet and also moist.

But I don't care.

“Hey, Doctor.. hiks .. say that all this is not true... hiks.... hiks .... ”

Whatever it is, I'm looking for the slightest hope.

To make myself say something strange to the doctor who is currently beside me to check on my condition.

The doctor was surprised for a moment.

Up to with a long enough pause, he opened his mouth with a sad expression, “... Sorry ... Mistress ...”

Those words alone were enough to drive me back into the abyss of despair.

But that's a reality I have to accept.

My son has left me ....

Because I was expecting my son to disappear ....

I killed him ....

Dear. When I expected you to never exist, it wasn't true.

I'm sorry .. I'm really sorry.

So, can you come back, baby?

Since I felt pain before, I blame everything on you ....

Am I not a bad mother?

I'm sorry I couldn't be a good mother.

If I consider you a blessing, you won't leave me, right?

I don't care if you don't forgive me and hate me. As long as you come back and live happily, that's enough for me.

So, come back ... !

As I thought about such things in my mind, I closed my eyes.

And when I opened my eyes again, .. I didn't know what was going on, but everything around me was an empty space that was all white.

And the pain in my stomach that I've been feeling all this time has disappeared.

Ah ... did I finally catch up with my son?

Am I dead too?

“But, where is this ...”

“Hai. Nice to meet you.”

Is there someone here?

As I searched the direction where the voice came from, I found someone who was smiling at me.

“Who?”

Not much different from this room, when I saw it, its entire appearance was also mostly white.

Only the color of the eyes, lips and skin is different.

And for some reason, that smile felt scary.

And when I asked her who she was, she was tapping her chin as if she was thinking.

“Hmmm ... if you ask who I am .. maybe the name of the Evil God 'V' will cross your head? But my real figure is the Administrator, the manager of this world. Well, you're free to call me anything.”

Evil God 'V' .. I know that name. I'm pretty sure that name is one of the Seven Powers of the Demon Region.

Why is he here too?

Waitaminute! Is he really the real one?

I was suspicious. But ....

“... Are you dead too?”

And subconsciously I asked something like that.

“Hah?!” He seemed confused by my question. Until finally a moment later, he nodded as if understanding what had happened.

“Ah .. do you consider yourself dead? wahahaha .. funny once.”

I frowned in annoyance.

Why is he laughing like that? What's so funny?

How does he know that?

He emphasized his remark that my son is dead while grinning like that ....

I'm upset. And I was also angry and at the same time felt sad because I had been reminded.

I bit my own lips with a bitter expression and prepared to throw my palm at him.

But before I did, he said something I could not ignore.

“Listen. Do you want your son 'Revived?' ”

“... A-what?”

I'm shaking. And I don't know why I knew that his words weren't a lie.

My heart beat fast.

A glimmer of hope? Can I have a chance to see my son and he can come back to life?

I want to hold onto that hope.

I don't care where it came from and in any way.

Even if it comes from a Devil or with a very expensive fee, I really want my son to live again.

He looked inside at me. And a few moments later he spoke.

“Hmm ... how desperate are you? You can't even hide that hopeful expression from your face. Hahaha ..”

He laughed at me again.

I knew that my facial expression was predictable.

But I don't care about that for now. More important ....

“... Can you bring my son back to life?”

“Yes. But you didn't think that I would do it unconditionally, did you? ”

“I know that. Whatever it is, I'll grant you whatever you want! Of course, as long as it's something I can do.”

“Heh. I hold your words. I will charge him in the future.” he said, and he continued, “But. Before that, I'll be honest with you first.”

“A-what is it?”

“Your son is dead. That's obvious. But, no matter how many times your son is revived, he will never be able to survive.”

What's he talking about?

Didn't he say that he could make my son come back to life?

When I opened my mouth, he continued.

“Listen! Your child's physical body is too special. And the soul that will occupy that body does not match it. And the result is as you know. He's dead.”

“I-it, the .... ”

I'm shaking.

So that means my son can't come back?

“You don't have to be sad like that. After all, it is just a soul that does not yet have a self-ego. Even I doubt it's called soul.”

That's not the problem!

And what about my son?

Do I have to give up here ... ?

“But, I have one suggestion for you.”

“... Advice?”

He didn't answer. But after saying that, he stuck out his hand and pointed his palm facing upwards.

Until a moment later, a light appeared from above his palm.

I don't know what it is.

However, it looked like a collection of magic energy, but it was also not magic.

It was shaped like a ball and emitted a light that was so beautiful and also dazzling.

Whatisit?

After observing my reaction, she opened her mouth with a creepy-looking grin.

“This is Soul.”

Ah ....

After talking to each other all this time, I knew where this conversation was going.

And my hunch is right.

He looked ... A soul? who was in his hand while talking, “If you want her, I will turn on your son using this soul.”

“....”

Right now I don't know what to answer.

But. Far away in the future. What I still do not know at this time, a beautiful woman who claimed to be Louise Albion revealed her real name of 'Ariel' to me while calling myself 'Mother' .

Connect ....