
My pregnancy has now reached four months.
And my stomach is now swollen.
So this is how it feels when someone is pregnant? It's a little difficult, but I can hold it.
And also. Since a few days ago, I can feel that there are signs of life in my fetus.
Is it a Soul? Maybe I can figure out if Lydia's here.
But what I do know for sure is that my son has now grown up well and healthy.
“Hehe. Grow up to be a great kid, Nak~”
I always say that almost every day while humming.
I don't know the truth for sure. But the words of the ladies in the palace, singing or humming like that and keeping my mood in good shape can make my baby grow healthy.
Time went on, and my days were mostly spent with rest and walking in the park quietly.
The ladies-in-waiting is very attentive towards me and the Palace Doctor sometimes comes to do the examination.
While Anastasius ..well, I didn't expect much of him.
Sometimes he comes once a month to ask for my news and just leaves right away.
Really am. What's wrong with that guy?
Well, I don't really mind it.
After all when he came, it was my mood that got worse.
It is better to keep my mental state in check while relaxing in peace.
Living a life like this is not bad either.
Until finally arrived, when my womb was seven months old.
I can't eat anything.
“Akhhh... !”
My stomach hurts ....
It hurts so much.
There is nothing wrong with my body. But why does it hurt so much?
What's wrong with you, son?
That day, the ladies gathered.
The Palace Doctor quickly came to see me. It could be seen from his face that he was in a hurry.
But after a while of undergoing the examination, the Doctor said that it was the period of the Fluctuation of magic energy.
Whatisit? it was the first time I heard that.
I don't know about it, the Palace Doctor immediately explained, “It was a situation when the fetus inside the Madam's body was forming a magic energy channel inside the body and adjusting to its flow. You don't have to worry.”
“But this feels painful!”
“... Sometimes there are special circumstances like that. Actually not too painful for the people of the lower middle class. But unlike the Madam, this Child was a descendant of one of the Ancient Vampires and the King of Albion. I am quite sure that the child's body in the fetus will have a strong body and magic energy capacity that is far above average ..”
“Enough with the explanation! More importantly, how to reduce the pain? Is my son okay?”
This pain is excruciating to me, what about my son?
I was afraid something bad happened to my son.
And I'm worried, somehow bad feelings always haunt me.
And it's true.
I was shocked by the doctor's answer.
“Actually I don't intend to say this. For the lower middle class people, it is certain that the child born will survive. But ... For the child who has Dragonoid blood as well as Ancient Vampires, I am not sure ..I'm sorry, Mrs.” The doctor bowed to me apologizing.
Nah!
I'm sure my son will survive.
“It is precisely the Mistress that should be more dikahwatirka ..”
“No! Hwaaaaa ..”.
When the Doctor spoke, I did not pay much attention.
Because I cried then and there.
With my stomach still hurting, the sound of my crying became slower replaced with a groan of pain.
My stomach hurts even more than before.
“Please calm yourself Mistress! That does not mean you and also the child in the womb can not be saved.”
“How .... ”
Without me knowing it before, the Doctor had been holding a golden feather that looked beautiful.
And the feather was given to me.
“Please always hold this feather Madam! It was a feather from a Phoenix bird. The feather can heal the Mistress from the wound, if anything happens. And also, it is rumored to be able to bring good luck to the person who has it.”
I've heard of it. And I'm pretty sure that's true.
“In this phase, you are expected to survive a little more in the room. Also, it is expected that everyone can leave the Madam alone.Too many people will actually harm the Madam and her baby. I hope Madam will understand ...”
“Nggghh! W-well. You can all get out.”
Some people objected that I was left alone.
I'm glad about it.
But for the safety of my baby I don't want to take any chances.
“Go!”
“... Fine.”
People slowly started to leave, and only the Doctor was putting the medicine beside me.
“This is a painkiller.” he said, “Then I say too. You can call us if there is something urgent.”
“... Ja. ”
And after that I was alone.
Resisting a very painful pain.
When will this be over?
Even the feathers of the Phoenix bird did not work at all.
Also, the medication he said was for pain relief had been used up on the first day.
When I asked for the medicine again, the Doctor said that he was telling his subordinates to look for the medicinal ingredients again because it seemed like getting it was quite difficult because it used ingredients that were quite rare.
What use. I need that medicine now.
Time keeps going.
Three days?
Four days?
I don't know. I was too tortured to think about it.
In a day, sometimes a Dayang brings food for several times.
But in this situation, who would want to eat?
It feels exhausting ....
And I even started bleeding.
Hicks ... hiks ....
GET SICK.
And I ... bleed again ....
How long will this all end?
It hurts.
I want to die.
I was not rational at the time. Until I say something unforgivable to myself.
If only I wasn't pregnant.
This child ... I wish he never existed.
I fainted for 3 days.
Even the doctors and other people started to panic.
I miss when I can still move freely.
It's very painful.
Until one day.
I felt as if a thread had been cut off.
A taste so bitter in my heart.
“... Nah! Impossible!”
Until then I shouted to call the doctor with all my might.
Seeing me cry, the doctor who entered alone immediately examined me and a moment later.
“Sorry I Mistress .... ”
The doctor did not continue his words.
But I can understand what he means.
Because I feel it too.
The child in my womb feels empty.
I don't feel anything from him.
“... Already can not be saved.”
I heard the Doctor muttering.
And what happened after that, my heart was beating violently, I had trouble breathing.
Until finally, I drooped weakly and fell onto the bed and my gaze instantly darkened.
Connect ....