
the clear circle in my eyes could not be contained anymore, I just thought that much of his hatred towards me because of the misunderstanding at that time to the extent that this unintentional meeting was considered planned
"even though I was so expecting a big brother at that time, the reality is now different, even my reason for being alone is not because of big brother, so don't think about the no-no" said Cecil trying to hold back his tears
"whatever you say, the most important thing is not to bother me" replied Aham
I went back into the bathroom because I didn't want anyone to see me when I cried
"sorry I am cil, I must behave like this to you. This is all for your good" said Aham
although what Aham did was only to protect Cecil, but of course it has made Cecil hurt because of the words of Aham...
after a moment of pecking in front of the toilet, Aham rushed back to the table where his family had gathered
"ham, you don't pass Cecil? how long has he been" asked Bima
"no different toilets" he said casually
"Cecil where's the bim?" ask mama tada
"so saying goodbye to Mami's bathroom but not back and forth, do I try to check it out" replied Bima
Before long Cecil returned to the private room we occupied, Cecil tried to cover up the sadness he experienced
distract everyone with her cheerful smile
"i'am here" said Cecil while patting his brother's shoulder
"boiled from where lo deck, very long anyway" grumbled Bima who worried her
"why sister if the girl goes to the bathroom, what???" Cecil asked back
"It's dandan lo? who's she going to dance for??" bima Goda
"create the photos, it will mumpung here the photo spot is good" replied Cecil
we started eating without a sound. Cecil who had finished with his meal said goodbye to all who were there to return to the car because he was sleepy, both parents understood that considering the journey they took was very long..
"ma pa, my aunt if you want to go to the car first, because it's really accomplished" I said while asking for the car keys to her papa
"okay, be careful son" said papa dana
"i came to the deck, I also achieved very much" said sister Bima following me
when I got in the car, I started to close my eyes, but sister suddenly asked me
"lo there's a problem again same aham?"ask him to me
"no brother, why the hell suddenly ask that?" ask me without opening my eyes
"gue knows, you two came back from the bathroom earlier expression lo different deck. Even though you laugh but your laughter is different from before" replied Bima
"do not guess, there is nothing either. There's nothing to worry about, buddy, because now I'm trying to get some sleep so don't be noisy, my handsome brother" I said casually even though I was holding back from crying
we were there for only 2 days, considering that papa mama om and aunty were only free on Saturdays and weeks only. after the day that kak aham said that to me, I never again visit kak bima in Central Java.Every time asked what the reason is, I always have an excuse to not feel well or there is an event.
flashback off.......
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After studying at SMA cadets, kak Bima and Kak Aham were still compact to continue the same education that was both entered the Military Academy and today is the day where kak bima also kak aham who had both completed his education celebrated graduation...
On the other hand, I would love to be present to congratulate my brother. But I was also afraid if I had to be met with an aham brother who even what he said still ring in my ear to this day, I can only congratulate my sister over the phone (even though I was scolded, but for the sake of not meeting people who hate me. I would)...
they are placed in the same place and of course still with one gang they used to be brother Tino and brother Riko..
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in the Pradana family home
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"mami, where's Cecil?" ask brother Bima whose voice sounded until my room on the 2nd floor
"above Bim" answered my mother
without ba bi bu, brother Bima immediately opened the door of my room
"dekkkk, long time no see us. why the hell you do not want to come to the event yesterday" asked Bima
"males, anyways a hot day" replied Cecil
"yes if the malem does not look neng" said Bima
"eh cil, what semester is it now?" ask bima
"semester 4 sis" I replied while playing my phone
"how do you have a boyfriend yet?" resounding
"not thinking" I said
"it's funny, if you still like the same aham met him, obviously if that time was not your fault.I know you do not lie, but it is easy to instigate the same rindi" he said
"sister, I have forgotten" I answered briefly
"hmm" sister Bima took a deep breath
"do you know?"
"yes you know, me and aham who filled the event" he replied
I just oh ria, how could I come to socialization it. What if I accidentally cross paths with aham sis? that's all that's spinning around in my head
sister Bima said goodbye to go home because she had an appointment with her friends to hang out, and I chose to go to bed because the clock was already showing at 20:00
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mornings
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at the dinner table
"Cecil hasn't woken up yet?" ask papa dana
"it's been pa, he said there is socialization in the morning really" said mama tada
"mama told Cecil about our discussion a few days ago?" ask papa dana
"yet pa, I am confused to say. afraid of Cecil's disappointment" replied mama tone
"i'll talk later with ya" said papa dana diangguki mama tada
"this is a long life for children" he continued
"morning pa ma" I said as I hugged them alternately
"morning darling" they answered at the same time
"oh yeah, what time are you in?" ask papa dana
"emm, 9 o'clock why pa?" much
"there's something we want to talk about with you" said mama tone
"what ma?"
"this is your matchmaking problem with your best friend's son, don't worry you yourself even know him well and have met him" said papa dana
"who's pa?"
"Abraham Bagas Gautama, you still remember his friend Bima Aham, his son Om Tama and Aunt Isma, who at that time ate with us in Central Java" said mama nada
I who heard the name aham kak called very surprised like there was lightning in the morning but without rain, the article how can we be betrothed while our relationship is not okay. If my obsession with Kak Aham is still the same as before maybe I've been prancing now but this time it's different
"why do you want to be a bengong gini?" ask mama tada
"uh, no papa ma" I replied
"the plan is tomorrow he wants to meet you at an aesthetic cafe near your campus" said papa dana who made me more surprised
"emm good pa" I replied
"pa and mama know you're a filial son, so please give good news after your meeting tomorrow" said mama tada
"definitely pa ma" I assured them both
"i said to the campus first yes pa ma, titi already waiting outside" I said as I shook hands with both of them
on the other hand I thought, how can I give good news to my parents? what if sis aham refuses this match? I can only pray that this decision I make is the best one.
I would love not to go to a meeting with my brother, but I don't want my parents to be disappointed
"lo why cil, from earlier daydream mulu?" ask titi
"gue confused ti, I'm fooled by my parents and tomorrow I have to meet him" I said
"let's keep his troubles where? you're not resigned about the soul mate.lo who said it himself, right?" titi
"the problem is different, you know who is fooled by me?" say
"don't know, who is it?" ask titi
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don't forget the vote