
My name is Cecillia Denada Pradana The only daughter of Papa Pradana and Mama Finada. I am currently studying my S1 at one of the public universities in Jakarta. Maybe if you know what majors I take, surely many of you will be surprised, yes I majored in Electrical Engineering and now I am still sitting in semester 5.
Outside of the problem as a student, of course, one person also has a love problem, but another thing with me. Even because all this time I was not interested in romance made many of my friends want to match me with his brother, many also want to approach me but I am tired of love. Not without reason I am not interested in a love life that is very enjoyed by many people, but because my love and affection still live in people who are in my time. If it is said that it has not moved on it may be so, but all this time I have not even remembered it at all. I used to love someone I thought was impossible to get, all the effort I put in and all the attention I paid but the results were nil.
He was Abraham Bagas Gautama, who was commonly called Aham. The only child of my parents' second best friend, om Gautama and Aunt Isma .At first I liked him since I was in the 1st grade of Junior High, he was my upperclassman and friend of my cousin. They are friendly 5 people, there are my cousin brother Bima, brother Aham, brother Riko, brother Tino and brother Rindi. They often play together in the house of Bima brother so I often see Aham brother secretly because my house and sister Bima next to each other.
Our relationship gradually more than just upperclassmen and younger siblings in addition to playing at Bima's sister's house, Aham's brother will also play to my house. But there was an incident that made me and him choose to separate, namely the slander made by his best friend Rindi, our relationship was increasingly tenuous and up to the time kak aham said "don't see me again" those were the words he said the last time we met..
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Since graduating from Junior High, I have never met him at all. I know that the 5 of them are still one school, even I visited the school several times to visit Bima because the school requires students to stay in the dormitory. But never once did I meet in the sense of talking even though just greeting with brother Aham, I passed several times but the response of Brother Aham like not to think I exist. from there I thought that I should forget my brother Aham and start my new love life...
They 5 continued their education at Taruna High School, I had thought to follow them but I undo my intention because of my brother aham's words to me.
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Today I, Mama, Papa, Om Andre and Aunt Dila (both parents of Bima's sister) visited Bima in her dorm, each parent was given a regular schedule of visits to see her daughter's son. We got there at exactly 9 am, for those of us who live in Jakarta had to travel about 7 hours to reach my cousin's high school..
Arriving in the waiting room we met with the parents of brother Aham who was none other than my parents' best friend, they were greeting each other and chatting lightly until what we were waiting for finally came as well. Kak Aham and Kak Bima went hand in hand, they both stopped right in front of us and then greeted Papa, Mama, Om Andre, Aunt Dila and Kak Aham's parents.
I stood between Aunt Dila and Mama, Bima as usual hugged and kissed my forehead because she was already I think like a big brother because we are both children only puppet. But a different expression was shown by Kak Aham, he who shook hands with Aunt Dila and then immediately shook hands with my Mom without caring about me who had been looking at her
"dad, said you didn't come?" asked Brother Bima who was standing in front of me disperse my daydream
"so dong, I miss the same brother. lama did not meet" I told Kak Bima, occasionally I glanced at Kak Aham who was talking with Aunt Dila
"choose say aja lo kangennya the same teruna here, ye kan" said Kak Bima immediately made me silenced, while Kak Aham who heard it was acting ordinary
"you are Bim, your hobby is good luck and you continue" said aunt Dila
"hehe is ma" replied Bima
"Mama What's up?" ask Bima to my mother
"good news for a handsome boy" answered my mother
after my sister shook hands with my mother and then to my papa, my waiting brother went straight past me and shook hands with my mother
"uh aham, how are you?" ask my mama
"well Aunt, how's Auntie?" ask brother aham
"Auntie is good" said Mama
then aham went towards his parents, they talked and laughed together
After picking up kak bima from his dorm, we invited him to eat around Central Java. Since it is now afternoon and today is Saturday then there is still 1 day that can be used for sightseeing. Not to forget that the family also joined our family. Among our family, only the brother of the bima knows that between me and the brother aham was once close. So that no one suspects if brother aham behaved indifferently towards me..
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arriving at the restaurant we were going to, the 9 of us chose to eat in a private room because not infrequently when gathering parents would talk about business issues.
Inside the room
we were all sitting, I was sitting between my mom and my sister and in front of me was my sister who was busy with her phone.
"oh yeah, Cecil where are you going, son? " tanya aunty Isma who is none other than mama kak aham
"Cecil wants to continue at SMA 1 aunty" I replied
"isn't that already accepted here deck?" ask bima
"that's bodo, why not re-list anyway.kan here there is me too" said kak bima
"it's up to him where he wants to go to school" said aham who made me sure that he didn't want me here
the parents began to talk while I, kak bima also kak aham busy with their mobile phones.until kak bima open the conversation
"cil, why did you get it?" ask bima
"no papa sis, just a little unwell" I said
"i went to the bathroom first, sister" I said to kak bima
I realized that from now on I felt uncomfortable if I was nearby, through the expression of his face already seen how he did not want me here. After I went to the toilet, brother aham also said goodbye to the toilet to sister bima. without me knowing, brother aham waiting for me in front of the toilet. I, who was shocked by his arrival, asked immediately
"sister to the bathroom too?" much
he just kept quiet, without answering he immediately took me to the balcony of the restaurant that was quiet at the time
"what are you doing here?" I try to be ordinary
"never see me again" said kak aham full of emphasis
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"what does brother mean? I'm here to meet with kak bima" asked me who still digest the words of kak aham
"don't you ever meet me, I don't want to see you again!! I know you asked Bima to take me and my family" he said
"never mind me lo ngarep lo lo, lo it's worse than a two-faced man" he continued
I who heard the sentence said by brother aham just fell silent without answering a single word..
"what does it mean, brother?" my inner
the clear circle in my eyes could not be contained anymore, I just thought that much of his hatred for me because of the misunderstanding at that time to the extent that this unintentional meeting was considered planned
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