TITIP MISSES MOM

chapter 38's

POV Anin

As if I had a dream of surviving a tragedy that almost took my life, fortunately I immediately escaped during a murder event committed by two men whose faces were faint in my memory.

Yes, two people I always remembered in my heart, who ruined my life with my mother. I had to be separated by two men who never accounted for the situation they had in my family.

"Annin,"

"Papa" I smiled at the man who is now my father.

Just this time papa mentioned my real name, I am very happy to hear it because it is my name, the name given by my mother when I was born.

"Thank you, sir, for saying that name!" I said cheerfully.

"Dear, papa will do that to you" said the smiling father.

"Pa, papa's mum here, Anin asked anatar yuk to father's grave." I asked papa.

"okay! papa will take you to the place where your father rests" said papa as he stroked my hand gently.

Yes even if papa is not my real papa but that man is like loving me. I'm so happy to be the son of a father who sells attention and gives his love to me.

'Daddy loves you, Nin. If Zahra was here, she might be as old as you." whispered papa embracing my shoulder.

"Pa, instead of Anin envying Zahra who is always there in papa's speech, but Anin wants to remind Zahra that Zahra has calmed down," remind me of papa.

"You can't accept that Zahra has calmed down in nature there Nin," he complained to me.

"That's it,"

"Papa was even proud to see your mother who was so sincere in accepting her fate, losing her husband and you" said papa staring at my face.

"Sir every woman is different," I refute papa pepper.

"Yes like Anin and Ana, pa" I continued.

"Have not discussed it again, Anin wants to go to father's funeral," said Anin cut off his father's words.

I saw that papa seemed to want to talk but I immediately invited him. Finally my father followed me to the funeral, we walked together. Habits that I do with papa, if we walk his hands holding each other.

Yes, maybe out there, who saw me and papa walking like children and biological fathers, we actually have the same story but just different.

I had to part ways with my mother, and Ana, while Papa had to let Zahra go forever. Only Mama has not been able to accept Zahra's departure, until Zahra's name has to be used by myself. I can't refuse. Mama's decision was supported by papa, I got worse and worse. Good thing our last name is the same, so it doesn't matter the last name remains my own name.

When I arrived at the cemetery, I gave my greetings. After greeting us, we prayed at my father's grave, and I hope that you can calm down and meet Zahra.

"Papa envies your father" whispered the father as we returned home.

"Why should I envy you, you have everything." I smiled.

"Iri because your father has you and Ana, good children," said papa sad..

"Pa, don't tell me that, Anin is also your son!"

"Yes papa's son, but papa is afraid you will come back to your mother and your sister,Nin is the father and mama is afraid," said papa.

I was moved to hear what his father said, I immediately hugged his papa body gently.

My heart broke, hearing what my father told me. Do I have to bury my longing for mother, let mother wait for me? In the shadow of the uncertain shadow?

I really have to choose which one now? Mom or mama? Sometimes I regret why Zahra had to go in the life of papa dsn mama, why not just me who died?

But if I'm the one who died, maybe I can't reveal the fact of my father's death. As God has given me the opportunity to do that, Kaskus.midal Zahra is still alive and Zahra may not be able to reveal the crimes committed by uwa Darman and Pak Tio. That's certain.

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"I'm jealous of you brother!" said Ana.

"Dad? Meanin?" ask Zahra.

"I saw yesterday that my sister was hugging my sister's father" Ana said.

Zahra looked directly at Ana's face, she did not expect that when she hugged her papa anyone saw her.

"You seen him?''

"Yes, sister, I am so envious to see brother embrace the body of sister's father." sad Ana lowered her head.

Yesterday when Ana went to the garden to pick cassava leaves, she accidentally saw from a distance Zahra hugging Mr. Bram's body gently and.pak Bram also returned Zahra's embrace.

At that time Ana dripped a clear liquid on her cheek, suddenly saw that she missed the father who had long died, honestly Ana until now had never felt the affection of her father.

"I could never, brother, feel the affection of my father. I'm lucky to have a father like that!"

Zahra was silent, she was confused to hear what Ana said. He took Ana's hand in his grasp.

"Bra pray father deck. When you miss your father, you have to pray for him, which means you miss your deck" Zahra comforted Ana.

"Sister, I just want to hug you!" then Ana cried.

Zahra immediately hugged Ana's soft body. Zahra's heart felt sliced to see Ana crying in her arms, she could feel what Ana felt because she was also part of Ana actually.

"Na, I've calmed down there, you must be strong like mother." advised Zahra.

The word was not only for Ana the truth, but for her as well. Yesterday he also felt what Ana felt even though there was a papa beside him, yes even though papa and mama were in front of him but he still missed the love of mother. The mother who was always in his heart.

"If only Anin's sister existed maybe I'm not alone in remembering all the yearning for father." isak Ana.

'De, you hold out for the sake of all of us, dear brother you love mother, each lucky you deck can.beepwlikan with mother while brother," cried Zahra's heart..

He tightens his embrace on Ana, like giving strength to Ana. Actually, he did not give strength to Ana, but Ana was the one who made her strong and excited.

Unwittingly by the two girls, Ayu's mother who will visit Zahra can only peck in silence she sees scenes and conversations between ana and Zahra..

'No, I'm sorry. Mistaken mother never looks for your sister, not mother forgets your sister, but I just want to focus on you alone. I'm sorry dear mother, we are the same as looking for your sister huh, ' whispered the woman..

Ayu's mother immediately rubbed the liquid that almost fell on her cheek, but her heart felt happy when she saw Zahra embrace Ana's body, it was like seeing Anin embrace her sister's body.

'O Lord, do not separate us from Zahra's son. Son of Zahra I consider my son my God. Don't separate us, ' whisper Ayu's mother's heart.

Ianthey can't imagine that if Zahra comes back to us again, she can't afford to lose Zahra.*