TITIP MISSES MOM

chapter 19's

AYu POV

Ever since Zahra's arrival I've felt such a strong difference in my heart. Banyangan Anin who always appears in my dream beautiful dreams just disappear. I also do not know why it should be so, I used to so often wonder if Anin came to hug dsn call me mother. But the truth is not at all.

"Mom wouldn't want Zahra to live here!" the first time Ana was my second daughter asked me to allow Zahra to stay in my house.

The reason I don't accept Zahra is because Anin always comes and I'm sure the girl will come to hug me. Was it wrong to wait for my first child? Yes, even if I hear that Anin died, but my heart and my feelings think that Anin is still alive.

"Mother pity Brother Zahra, then brother Zahra should stay where if not here?" asked Ana at the time.

"Yes lived in the house of the kades, he did not bring Zahra to this village? Let's let the kades allow the girl to come to this village?" ask me wonder.

Yes, it is surprising that several times who come to this village, no one wants to live in my house? If this one was any other, I even heard that Zahra asked Mr. Kades to ask me to allow Zahra to stay in my house. It's strange..

Yes I clearly did not allow Zahra to come or occupy one of the rooms, I was only afraid that Anin came when the room was occupied by Zahra. The time I had to drive Zahra away to leave that room, there was no way. So rather than something happening I would never allow Zahra to stay in one of the rooms Anin was going to use.

Even if Ana is against it. But I kept it.

"Yes if you don't let me stay here, but you still let me play here with Ana" said the girl with a smile.

"Where would you like to live if not here?" ask Ana.

"Sister lives in the library room of the village, there is one room that is not used" said Zahra.

"But let Zahra play Mom, don't be banned from playing" Zahra smiled sweetly.

I could only sigh, hearing what Zahra was talking about. After Zahra said that I immediately left the living room. To be honest I left them just wanting to manage my heartbeat which arrived very pounding once I heard Zahra's decision which was so unexpected at all.

I was used to it at first when Zahra was occupying a room in the village library. But long time ago I felt one very loss, I was afraid Zahra went as far as Anin..

Yes I was afraid that Zahra would come and go again like Anin who just left without saying goodbye, yes Anin went away without saying goodbye while my husband's body just lay with dried up blood.

"Anin and her father died but now Anin has no known body" they said..

Yes, during the day the village was stirred by the discovery of a corpse in a garden not far from pesawahan, after being investigated if it was the body of my husband who had died. It was not only noon for me and Iyan kang to look for Hamdi kang as well as Anin.

We found that Hamdi's body had stiffened, let alone that the blood had dried up.

"The work of his brother who wants to seize his brother's wealth!" knock the other one.

I just shut up. No comment and once.

"Don't let Anin be killed or sold by his uwa!"

"You can be killed."

"Most sold it's impossible to kill! that boy does remember that it's been gedenya."

"Tajir knows that selling kids."

"Enak times taken genie is not sold most raised to be his son. If any man could raise a child, except the rich man who has no children."

"Pity too?"

Many comments were heard across the community. But I keep quiet, sometimes I am also angry with the citizens who think Anin has died killed, but I do not believe it because until now Anin has not shown his face.

But everything changed when Zahra arrived. Without me knowing the arrival of Zahra who has made my life change in a sustainable way, the dream of Anin somehow seemed to disappear somewhere, replaced with Zahra.

I do not believe that Zahra came to the village was just a task, sometimes I was curious about the arrival of her who arrived, he said, compared to newcomers Zahra like his at home and can adapt to the villagers xxxx.

I sometimes want to please his family but I'm very reluctant, yes I know that Zahra has parents and he is one of the only children who live a luxurious life. And one that I wonder because he came from a rich family, had a car, but I wonder he even felt at home in this village. The village was simple, unlike his life in the city.

"Already Mom, strange also mother of the time I have to ask about brother Zahra anyway!" Rajuk Ana when I tell Ana to ask about Zahra at home in town.

"Once, Na. Tell me you want to know." persuade me.

But Ana refused subtly. I just took a long breath. Seeing Ana refuse to ask about Zahra. I finally did not mention Zahra to Ana.

I'm actually curious about what Zahra said.

"I just want to be rich dad?" he said when I asked him why he was a librarian.

"The father who was always my teacher when I was a child, he was the one who made me like this" he said smiling.

Ever since Zahra came to this village, I just heard he always called his father. Nor do I know what Zahra called his father, what father or father. So does Zahra if she calls the woman who gave birth to her mother.

I don't know. Since this village, Zahra called her parents in the city as Mother and Father. Strange, I know that rich people or city people are often called mami and papi.Taoi if Zahra calls him father and mother, but I also do not ask anyway!

"Since childhood I wanted to be rich dad, dad always gave science to all citizens."

"Dad is also a passion for me to continue to give the best for everything."

"Would Zahra be proud to have a rich dad and Zahra?" my many.

"I'm so proud Mom, but I miss you too" she smiled.

"I want Zahra to miss Zahra's father nak Zahra often call dong to dad at home" I said encouragingly.

"Not really!" zahra's smile is a mystery.

"No, definitely not. Kan nak Zahra can vidio call with dad." I said astonished.

Well no wonder how, Zahra's answer makes me bigung time not to call his mother and father there, make sure that Zahra kangen. But Zahra just kept quiet when I said that, like she was hiding something I didn't want to know.

Yes, if Ana will not be able to meet her father, because Ana's father has died and not come back again, but with Zahra?*