TIED WEDDING ROPE

The pain keeps recurring

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Daniel, who is currently feeling exhausted, did not stop, he continued his flight to the hospital, he had promised not to leave Yona for a long time.

Because the distance was far enough to cause Daniel until midnight in the hospital, before that he had prepared a gift for his wife.

When opening Yona's nursery, Daniel could see that Yona was still focusing on her knitting materials, Yona was currently very interested in knitting in her hands.

"Darling, why haven't you slept?" daniel said with an annoyed face when he found out that Yona was still awake until midnight.

Yona who saw Daniel was shocked and silent for a moment. Yona doesn't know if Daniel will finish his business that soon.

"Why are you back? why not rest?" sahut Yona put down her knit and gently rubbed her husband's face that looked so exhausted.

"You know, if a husband who really loves his wife won't be able to rest in peace if it's far away, I love you so much, I love you, even if I rest there will not be able to heal my fatigue" Daniel replied, kissing his wife's forehead.

"Darling, I want to sleep next to you tonight, I've missed hugging you to sleep" Daniel said as he gently pulled his wife's body and hugged her in the patient's bed.

"Well, get some rest, you must be tired," Yona currently hugged her husband who looked very exhausted.

"Oh yeah, I forgot, I bought you a present, I saw this thing at the airport, saw this I suddenly thought of you, so I bought it," said Daniel took a thumb-sized crystal from his pants pocket.

"Huh? crystal? why does this crystal remind me of you?" yona was confused, but she had no interest in crystals at all.

"Try a closer look into the crystal," Daniel did not at all loosen his arms at his wife, he even spoke while closing his eyes in exhaustion.

"Well, why is it that inside a small crystal like this there's a view of the sea? amazing," said Yona so enthusiastic when looking more observant into the small crystal and saw there was a view of sea water in it.

Yona is still amazed by the small object that Daniel presents to her until she does not realize that Daniel has slept because she feels so tired.

Yona slowly put the crystal to the table near her bed and hugged her husband tightly. Her husband's hair gently.

"Sleep, you must be tired" whispered Yona gently stroking her husband's sleeping hair.

***

Time skips, time skips,

Some time has passed, already about three months they are in the hospital, at this time the content began to be seen.

For several months the treatment done by Yona was so painful, every body was shot by a laser beam then his body will give a tremendous pain reaction.

Her pain increased every time she received non-surgical treatment.

While Yona was limp lying on her bed, she was already unable to cover up the pain in front of her husband. All this time he had been covering up his pain so that Daniel would not worry too much.

"Darling, do you remember our house near the beach? when our child is born, we will often go there, you can see the beautiful scenery more often, our child's little laughter will warm the heart, it comforts us and will sometimes work for us. Just imagine? isn't that fun?" daniel is trying to distract Yona by talking and imagining beautiful things.

Yona, who was in so much pain, had no desire to imagine anything else. Her pain is so incredible.

"Daniel, I feel so sick, what if I don't survive? it's too painful, can't I be given a sedative?" sahut Yona was no longer able to withstand the pain he had felt in his body.

Doctors do not recommend the use of sedatives for Yona, because it will interfere with the growth of the fetus in the stomach Yona.

Daniel could not bear to see the state of his wife, he also tried to distract his wife but failed.

His heart hurt to see his wife in pain but he could not do anything, could not ease the pain that his wife was experiencing.

Daniel now feels like the most useless person in the world.

Daniel went straight to Yona's bed and hugged his wife so tightly, he no longer knew what to do to keep her from feeling any more pain.

"I'm sorry, I can't ease your pain, I can only accompany you but can't do anything" Daniel said, hugging his wife.

Events like this continue to repeat, Daniel has tried to talk to the doctor, but the treatment for the tumor that Yona suffered will indeed feel very painful right.

Because the tumor has spread widely and large, so the laser given will have a higher concentration than usual. Perhaps that was the reason why Yona was already unable to endure the pain she felt.

Daniel who felt useless at this moment could only be speechless withstanding the pain in his heart, he should not show his weakness before his wife. He must look strong so that at least he will give positive energy to Yona.

Whenever Yona was in pain, Daniel was only able to hug her, and Yona would fall asleep in that embrace, So the cycle that occurred during Daniel accompanied Yona to cure his wife's illness.

Days had passed, even months had passed, they were now seven months in the hospital. Yona was still unable to adapt to the pain she received, as the more days, the concentration of pain she received would increase.

The pain that does not end is Yona felt every time you do laser treatment.

Sometimes Yona will give up, sometimes she wants to end everything, because as humans it is common for us to give up especially when we feel pain that continues to repeat.

Daniel's presence takes a very important role in Yona, if Yona gives up and sees Daniel also feeling the heartbeat of the baby, Yona will regret and want to fight again.