TIED WEDDING ROPE

Yona's pregnant

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And sure enough, the marriage between Daniel and Yona was still done, although Daniel did not remember Yona, Yona still insisted on marrying Daniel. Because of the promise that Daniel made, Yona held fast to that promise.

Because indeed the late father Daniel also had an oath with Yona's father making Daniel can not refuse the match, to appreciate the request of his late father. But according to Daniel it was only a match, because the change in memory that he experienced made him forget the promise he had said to Yona.

In Daniel's memory, he can vividly remember that if he had the utmost respect for Yona's father, his only altered memory had not been erased, making Daniel still remember everything but Yona, Melly and all her memories are with them both.

Daniel only remembers that he used to play at Yona's father's house because he was close and considered Yona's parents to be his real parents. But in that memory there was no Yona at all.

After the marriage happened every time Daniel saw Yona would cause a strange sensation to Daniel, he felt that if suddenly his heart would hurt, his body shook and would suddenly be sad. Therefore Daniel did not like to meet or be with Yona because it would make his heart suddenly hurt. And therefore also Daniel chose often outside and if you go home for sure when Yona was asleep.

To cover up the pain he chose to have fun outside, play around and do things, so he forgot the pain.

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However, Yona believes Daniel will remember her one day. Yona makes a deal with her parents so as not to mention the memory problem to Daniel. Because it will affect Daniel's psychological health.

But whatever the force, it's been almost three years Yona waited, faithful to the promise that Daniel had made, but it seems their destiny says if they should part ways.

Yona, who had been suffering for almost three years, accepted the indifference of her husband, suffering from covering up her illness from everyone, endured the pain in her silence.

When Yona gave a divorce request letter to Daniel at that time Yona was very unanimous about her decision. Not because Yona gave up on Daniel but because of her limited age.

For three full years Yona diligently controls his health, but no health measures are able to heal him. Even if the tumor is removed it will not cure Yona but will result in another infection.

At that time Yona thought for so long, what she should do, and Yona found the best answer, which was to part well and leave peacefully from Daniel's side.

While Yona was grateful that Daniel had forgotten himself, at least Daniel would not feel any more pain about his departure.

However, a moment of that selfishness appeared within Yona. He just wanted once, to feel loved again by the people he loved so much. Just once, for Yona to be given a chance, just once for Yona to let go of everything, just once so that Yona can give up sincerely.

During the suffering that Yona experienced, sometimes Yona felt that she deserved it, because a lifetime had troubled her parents, troubled Daniel and only became a burden for everyone.

And when Daniel is on vacation with her for an entire week, Yona forgets all the pain she endured, she wants to carve out the memories before her departure.

Yona does not realize that her selfishness will make Daniel suffer even more, unwittingly as if giving revenge for the loss of three years in vain.

Like the wind that blows, Yona goes and gives up her heart, her love and wishes her husband the best.

When Yona says it's too late, it's real, it's too late, whatever Daniel will do, no matter how much regret it won't bring Yona back. I will not be able to repeat time.

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Yona and Daniel once promised to stay there when they were old, enjoying their old and happy years together.

But who knows, the fate of life is so cruel to separate the two men, and not the old age that separates them. Promises are like dust grains blown away by the wind, of no value.

"Am I selfish to leave you? if I didn't have the disease I would have stayed by your side, kept your promise and waited for you, let me go because my time was near, so that when I'm gone you can continue your life, your whole life you've suffered because with me, I want you to be happy, too,"

At this time Yona was looking far into the ocean that lay before her. gusts of wind that hit her skin seemed to say if her struggle was about to end, it was time to give up and let go.

The pale face that was so clearly drawn on her face, at this time Yona had indeed not covered her illness anymore, the empty eyes described the willingness and determination that was ready to leave everything behind.

Yona until not aware if she had stood for so long facing the ocean, the air was getting colder, the sky began to look dark, indicating that Yona had to return to her dream home with Daniel.

He chose to stay here because Yona wanted to remember Daniel forever because Daniel was the only person she loved so much.

"Geek!" again Yona felt nauseous, it had been a few days she felt nausea that looked abnormal, she also felt uncomfortable in her stomach. However, Yona thought if it was the effect of her illness, thinking nothing else.

But, because the nausea that is currently too severe makes him decide to go to the puskesmas in the village, Yona was about to make up for a special drug to suppress nausea, and she was, in the village there is no hospital that there is only puskesmas only.

"Dok, so how? does the nausea-suppressing drug exist?" yona asked the doctor who was examining her.

"Mother Yona, you are pregnant young at this time, this is not the usual nausea but nausea because Mother already contains a fetus in the stomach of Mother," the doctor said when he had confirmed if the patient he examined was positive for pregnancy.

"Ap ... what? ha ... pregnant?" yona said with a stammering answer.

At this time Yona was again given a surprise, not knowing what to behave like, whether to be happy or sad, Yona did not know with her current feelings.

"Yes Mother Yona, I will give the drug available at this health center to suppress nausea without harming the fetus," the doctor immediately gave the writing of the medicine to the nurse who was on guard and gave the medicine to Yona.

Yona who still did not know what kind of behavior could only fall silent and accept the medicine, along the way she just fell silent and her mind floated.

"This time will I be given a chance to give birth to you? forgive me for being careless and conceiving of you, if my age suddenly stops what will happen to you?" Yona was crying again.

After giving up everything, Yona is given another ordeal, as if Yona is forced to fight and not give up. However, Yona already knew that if all of them were just false hopes, all Yona could do right now was just live it all her way through.

But if I may, one more chance, if I may be selfish again, Yona wants to give birth to her child, so that at least there is consolation for the person she will leave behind.

Yona who did not feel that she had reached the house immediately sat on a chair that directly faced the ocean. He cried all night, what should he do now, is going back to Daniel for his son? but Yona knew that if she came back she would give more memories and would make Daniel even more hurt.

"What should I do?" yona said sobbing while holding the necklace Daniel gave her.