
Sometimes this heart becomes weak helpless
Encapsulated in an endless pit of grief
My breath is like water that keeps flowing
Until this heart is accustomed to languish
This self is also afraid to be happy
Exams, sorrows, lara the usual thing
Let me enjoy the seconds of time
It was a sigh to return to Him
Now I'm afraid to be happy
Because happiness often goes without saying goodbye
And grief often comes without permission
Make every storm of life
To be a matchless pleasure
By night, Shafa was already leaning on the bed. From this day on Thunder served all his needs. Shafa doesn't know how to be happy or what. He was too scared to feel happiness again. Afraid that one day the happiness will disappear without permission. He destroyed his soul a second time.
"Have you taken Fa medicine?" ask the thunder that just came back. He came down to put Shafa's food marks.
Shafa replied with a nod.
"Have you contacted your friend that for a few days you haven't been home?" Now Guntur sat beside Shafa.
"It."
"Rest! I will sleep in Samuel's room" said Thunder. He stood up to step.
"Wait for Thunder!" shafa Exclamation.
"Sorry! If I just call you names. Our age is far different. I don't know how to call you," he continued.
Thunder sat back down and smiled. "Call as you please. I don't mind," he said. Staring at his wife with gentleness. "Do I look old? I'm also only one year younger than Fachri."
"Yes I know. Although I used to be ten years old and Fachri was only called by name." Shafa spoke with a small chuckle. Given the absurdity of her used to call her husband just by name. "I really don't know myself!"
"But Fachri never objected. Maybe that's so everyone thinks you're your age. You've been looking all grown up since High School."
"I mean my extravagant face!" sudang Shafa's.
"Haha... Your face is cute sweet Fa," said Thunder who involuntarily pinched both of Shafa's cheeks in a fit of anxiety.
Shafa was suddenly wrong. Thunder touched it without awkwardness.
"If you can't think of me as a husband. We begin this relationship with a friendship. Think of me as your best friend" Thunder said later.
Shafa approved Thunder's proposal. A relationship on behalf of a friend might be better. Slowly but surely the relationship will be stronger. It just takes time to strengthen the relationship.
"Then from now on don't ever bother me. If there's anything to say."
"Thank you Thunder!"
"Either. Thank you for smiling today too."
"It's all because of you and Samuel."
"We are so noisy!"
"Whispering but fun."
Thunder and Shafa exchanged smiles. The freeze between them slowly began to erode. Although their relationship started with friendship but it was a good start.
"Oh yeah, you're willing to keep the deal I made, but you haven't told me your request yet."
Thunder stared at Shafa for a moment. Then he began to advance his body, closer and closer. Shafa himself was confused. His feelings began to rage. What will the thunder ask for?
"What are you gonna do?" shafa asked nervously.
Cup...
One warm kiss landed on Shafa's forehead. He made the girl shut up in surprise.
"That's my request. Let me do it every day."
Shafa was still frozen. He did not understand why Thunder asked for such a thing. He thought Thunder would ask for his rights. But it was also impossible, because the man before him had already agreed to the deal he made.
"Isn't kissing the forehead also the usual thing done by a friend," said Guntur again because he saw Shafa speechless.
"Well...." Shafa was getting clueless. Since when did a friend do a kiss. I think he just heard that.
"Don't be so dumb! You rest. I'm going to Samuel's room." Thunder moved from his seat out of the room. He looked at Shafa before closing the door.
After the departure of Thunder, Shafa spread his body while holding the forehead that had been kissed by the man who was her husband.
He smiled to himself given Thunder's behavior. Shafa closed his eyes. The sleepiness starts to attack.
In Samuel's room
"Yes, if there's Shafa, you're hogging my bed" Samuel grumbled as his brother lay on his bed.
"Only during Shafa's time in Sam's house did I sleep here."
"Why else? Durennnya not yet mateng."
"Lo thinks that Malika still needs to be processed."
"Don't babble just because I want to sleep!" Thunder pulled the blanket over his body.
Samuel who was sitting in his study chair went up to his bed.
"Cayank.." called Samuel in a seductive voice. "Here Brother hugs Cayank. You're cold, aren't you?" Samuel became increasingly close to hugging Thunder.
From behind the blanket Thunder thrashed to escape from Samuel's embrace.
"Please Sam! Don't ngaco!"
Samuel hugged Thunder. His feet locked the feet of Thunder, so that his brother could not move freely. Then on his side was a blanket that covered Thunder's head.
"Don't be ferocious dong cayank! Here's brother kiss." Samuel turned his lips to kiss.
As strong as Thunder's power held Samuel's head with his hands. "When did you go crazy, Sam?"
"Since you went into Brother's room. Come here brother love a warm kiss."
Thunder was horrified by Samuel's behavior. He's trying to get away.
"Basic crazy!" as if thunder after being able to release itself. He also came out of his sister's room.
Samuel laughed with satisfaction at having driven his brother away. Even if he had to do some crazy drama.
"Where should I sleep now? Time to sleep in the guest room. Minah can tell mom papa if she gets caught." Thunder muttered to himself in front of his room.
Slowly he opened the door to his own room. He walked closer to the bed. Shafa seemed to have fallen asleep with a peaceful face. For a while Thunder looked at the face of the angel of his heart.
I love you My Ara.
One more kiss he gave on Shafa's forehead. That was all he dared to do. A request he made a moment ago.
By kissing your forehead...
I want to convey an unspoken signal of promise
I want to explain to you
That I respect and respect you so much
as my life companion
By kissing your forehead...
I want to hint at a sense of not wanting to lose
How much you mean to me
Never wanted me to take you off
You are the angel I have always missed
By kissing your forehead...
I want to hint that my love is not just mere lust
I want to tell you that with that
I uphold your degree as my companion
There is always a sense of wanting to protect
I want to give you the best place
By kissing your forehead...
I want to say that my love is selfless love
I want to give you the purity of love
I love you unconditionally
By kissing your forehead...
I want to hint at a responsibility
A responsibility outwardly and bathiniyah
Protects you from all grief and anxiety
After looking at his wife's sweet face, Thunder stepped out again. He went down the stairs carefully. Then to the guest room. Thunder slept there.
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Get here first!
I haven't been able to tick much. My problem is overload.😅
The oneng nutmeg.😂
But I have to enjoy dong! Wkwkwkwk...