This Love is Toward You

pain of loss

Gavin went to the bathroom, washed his face. Gavin undressed with blood, and there was a lot of blood in Gavin's stomach. Gavin cleaned and stored the clothes that had been exposed to Nara's blood. Gavin cried again remembering his son. Gavin feels very guilty about hurting Nara and her baby.

" i'm sorry Ra, though,...

Nara has been taken to the treatment room and has not been aware as well.3 days passed by the family took turns to look after Nara and Gavin did not dare to enter see Nara. Gavin's just at the door. Gavin always turned on himself. Papa Hari talked to Gavin because he could not bear to see his son

" you can't keep Vin, if you're wrong you have to apologize from Nara, let go of your son, you and Nara just as not know, starting all over again. before apologizing from Nara you have to apologize yourself don't be this way, you have to be strong for Nara

" Gavin can't pa, Gavin has killed Gavin's son and almost killed Nara, Gavin is afraid of pa, what if Nara wakes up and hates Gavin pa, please Gavin pa"

mr. Hari hugged Gavin and Gavin cried in his papa's arms.Pak Hari saw the lowest time his son, Gavin looked very weak and destroyed.

" don't come here, let's go see Nara,

" Gavin can't be afraid..

Gavin just sits in front of the door of Nara's room being treated, his parents taking turns to persuade Gavin to come in to see Nara.

but Gavin still did not want to enter. day 4 Nara realized Nara did not say anything. Nara also does not look for Gavin, while Gavin only tortures himself to refrain from seeing Nara. Nara's 6 days in Nara's care look better but still doesn't say anything, the occasional tear running down Nara's cheeks making her parents worried. they even call a psychologist to talk to Nara and Gavin. Nara still did not say anything.Day 8 Nara improved.Nara's face was not pale anymore, but Nara still did not want to talk and respond to her family. Nara refuses when Mama Tiara wants to help her change her clothes.mama Tiara is endlessly crying at the state of Nara

" Gavin let's go in mama can't bear to see Nara like that, Nara must be looking for you, from the conscious until now Nara did not talk a little not eat, you're just torturing yourself, look at you, come with mama son" Tiara told Gavin.

mama Tiara held Gavin's hand and took him into Nara's room, everyone was crying to see Gavin like that, Nara was just silent and Gavin ventured to approach Nara, and Nara was immediately hysterical to see Gavin

" don't go please Nara ma, pa Nara is sick... Nara is sick... Nara doesn't want to see him ma, please Nara ma, pa, you. have killed my son!!! I don't want to see you go.... Nara is sick ma please" Nara screams hysterically then Nara's voice is getting weaker and fainting, making Gavin limp and kneel crying seeing Nara's reaction.

" i'm sorry Ra, but,

Gavin wakes up and leaves the room, followed by Jody and Papa Hari. Gavin leaves and Jody and Hari sir take him to their apartment.

" i killed my own son Jody, pa Gavin killed Gavin pa's son, Gavin almost killed Nara, Gavin was afraid pa, Gavin was afraid help Gavin pa, help Gavin...

mr. Hari cried to see Gavin, the strong Jody was also weak and cried to see Gavin like that.

15 Days after treatment, Nara was taken home to her parents. Nara still does not talk much, while Gavin lives alone in their apartment.Irang Gavin turns to see his son as well as Jody. Gavin didn't let his mom stay in that apartment. Gavin also did not want to come home to his parents

" papa has told Gavin you have to forgive yourself first you just apologized from Nara. don't keep gini you have to get up and start everything from the beginning" said papa Hari, who was the first to apologize from Nara,

" Gavin has never been this scared during his life, Gavin is afraid that Nara lives Gavin pa, Gavin is not ready"

Gavin only in his room with Nara used to feel Nara's presence. Gavin put pictures of Nara on a big tv in his room. Gavin restrains himself from meeting Nara, and he does not want to go home where he hurts Nara.