This Love is Toward You

This Love is Toward You
kissed



that morning Nara walked by the beach to see the fishermen coming home from the sea Nara bought quite a lot of fish and gave it to the residents. Nara also helps mothers cook fish and other side dishes and then eat together. Gavin who helped find the fish was ready to clean. Nara helps Gavin wash his hands and wipe his face with a towel


" it's great to see this newlywed couple" one of the mothers said


" my wife is beautiful, isn't she? ask Gavin


" yes, son Gavin is also handsome fit. Like you guys from the city why are you here?


" i followed my wife to escape" replied Gavin


Nara stared straight at Gavin.


" no kok buk Nara just want to go to a place that Nara has never gone,


" oh the old one here, the people here are very happy with you two...


" yes my wife and I are also at home here" Kat Gavin kissed Nara on the cheek in front of her


Nara just smiled stiffly in front of all the mothers.


after lunch, Nara asked Gavin to drive her to the city to buy clothes for the children of the village.Nara's journey was silent,


" you why Ra?


" you who why say that in front of everything, your attitude to Nara for Nara doubted Vin, Nara so shaky, while Nara even felt you were the husband of Nara.we can not keep gini. and Nara's time is also 2 weeks away.the day after Nara will leave the village and go to the city. Nara's going home...


" i'll come with you Ra, I'll go,


" can't Gavin, you make Nara doubt with every decision Nara, you make Nara hesitate to go home...


" so go with me Ra


" Nara can not be the day after Nara will go to the city xxxx city not far from where Nara lived, Nara will be there 1 week to strengthen Nara to go home.


" we're going home with Ra, then,


Nara did not answer anymore and was just pensive looking out the window. Nara kek town bought clothes, books and tools for drawing, food and others. Nara and Gavin then returned and gave to the children and other residents as well as say goodbye.


that night Nara was just at home having dinner with Gavin...


" what are you gonna do after you get home, Vin?


" i'm going to go to college, and if I'm allowed to work...


" for sure you can, you will do whatever you want Ra, you will,


" hopefully I can, because of the other option I will be a widow and sent papa abroad.


" that's not going to happen I promise


" your answer calms me down, even though I know it's not going to happen, thank you, yes,


Nara then exits the road on the beach and Gavin follows Nara. Gavin hugs Nara from behind, Nara doesn't even push her away.Gavin's breath felt in Nara's ears and neck gives her goosebumps. Gavin occasionally kissed Nara's head and shoulders. Nara could not resist Gavin anymore, Nara turned around and kissed Gavin's lips, Gavin returned the kiss for a long time, gently making his second breath irregular. Gavin lifts Nara's body and brings her to the lounge chair behind the house. Gavin continues to kiss Nara not wanting to let go. Gavin is already above Nara, Nara realizes this is wrong but does not want to stop this and does not want to reject Gavin.


and Nara is already in Gavin's lap, Nara's seat is on her lap facing Gavin. Nara puts her hand around Gavin's neck, while Gavin continues to caress Nara's body. Gavin kisses Nara's neck and kisses Nara for quite a while and Gavin holds Nara to his room. Gavin undresses and directly overlaps Nara's body, Gavin slowly lowers Nara's coat and kisses Nara and Nara's chest and pushes Gavin, Nara then stands up and runs to her room. Nara cried regretting what she had done. Gavin just sat quietly on the edge of the bed with his breathing still irregular.


Gavin and Nara did not sleep at all.The next morning Nara took a bath and saw red marks on her chest and neck.His tears flowed looking at herself in the mirror


" why can't Nara hold it back, if this is how Nara gets back home, back to mom and dad, but Gavin... Nara is in love with Gavin... How is Nara supposed to be???


after finishing the shower and packing Nara out by wearing a shirt jacket jeans and his sneakers. Nara sat at the dining table. Gavin who was also packed sat in front of Nara, Nara just lowered her head and said nothing


" i'm sorry Ra, I was late last night,


" no Vin, Nara is also wrong should it not happen, from here we should walk each other


" i can't stay you Ra, you're my wife, there's nothing wrong with what we did last night,


" we've been here too long and pretending to be husband and wife,


" i'm married and I'm doing that with other men, I'm getting scared to go home, I even hate myself, I'm getting scared, from childhood I was well educated by my parents and I did that shameful thing..


huhh I better go straight home...


" i'll go wherever you go Ra, Ra,


" can't be Gavin, Nara will go home and you know that means Nara will go home to my husband.


" love me when you are 2 weeks, I beg Ra...


Nara and Gavin say goodbye to the locals and thank them for receiving them well