THIRD PERSON

episode 86

unlike most brides who spend their honeymoon together, it does not apply to my wedding and Ranti . at first I wanted to take her on vacation abroad but since there are children I so undo my intentions so I just invite her to live together in the house that I have prepared when I was married . at first I was happy because I could spend my time with her but I also could not be selfish because not only myself who needed her there were also her children , I had the driver pick them up and we ended up living together . Although I was close to her three children but when I was married somehow I became nervous I was afraid they would not accept me as her father but all my fears were unreasonable in fact they were happily calling me father .

Maybe I'm not her real father but when I heard that word in my ears I felt moved and proud of myself for being able to be the parents of those three adorable little boys. Especially to Nathan either since our meeting in the park that time like there was a sense that I can not explain like we have a bond when we just met .

It's lucky I married a woman like her . but there's something that worries me , I who now really feel unworthy to be with him I am full of this dark past if he knows it will he still accept me ? or should I tell him all this ? but I don't have the courage to tell her .

although this may have been a fate that brought the two of us together but it's not too coincidental I don't know what scenario God gave me . When I have found my soulmate, my past is now present without giving a cue.

The past that I've been keeping so tight , if I remember that time I was drunk I booked a room in a luxury hotel then I called my fiancee named Diana to go see me there because there would be no energy to go home .

But when I went into the room there was a kind of aroma that made my passion increase in addition to my existing drunkenness I faintly saw a woman above the place my sleep is the same as mine he looks drunk but I can't, given his face clearly , because of the effect of the drink and the aroma I was sleeping with her was heard screaming from the woman but I did not care about it and in the morning I saw if she was sleeping but her face was covered by her hair until I not knowing what his face was like I also saw his whole body red because of my actions at that time I felt guilty I intended to be responsible for him because I saw a red stain on my bed sheet just realized she was a virgin which means I've ruined her life a lot.

But since I was engaged at that time I decided to die and I also had my people remove all traces even I asked them to close this matter so that his family could not trace my whereabouts . because I don't want to make the fiancee I love and soon I'll marry it's disappointed in me . but it's a pity that my fiancee found out about it and decided to annul our marriage and with bodohny I gave her half of my property as compensation for the mistake I made hoping she didn't hate me yet after he got my fortune I just realized a lot to the beard of the things that happened that night I investigated him and without thinking all of this had been planned by my own fiancee , he set me up to get my treasure and he even went out with my enemies leaving me, which is why I decided to have a vasectomy so that similar events never happen again in my life .

but because of my guilt I tried to find the whereabouts of the woman but there was no result so I also shifted my investigation to my former fiance who at that time fled somewhere like lost in the swallow of the earth, I hope when I find her I can also get information about the woman that night .

from the incident that traumatized me to the time I met Ranti everything changed when I was with her but at night I got a box containing information about the whereabouts of the woman who was at night that's what I slept with on my ex-fiance's errand who has now returned to this city but I don't care on what basis he gave all of this to me which is clear about this I can't get to Ranti first before I finish everything.

It was a shock after Theo and I checked the information last night I got if the woman was around me . I also had Theo divulge information about me because he was also looking for my whereabouts through a private detective I also had Theo track him down to this day I got a message containing his data . at first I didn't believe everything I know right now .

" this must not be true, surely he just wants to play me "my inner self

but because of my curiosity and for the sake of proving if everything is wrong I also secretly took Ranti's phone, fortunately she did not use a password so it was easier for me to use it . that's when I found an anonymous message and when I opened it it turned out to be true that the woman I had left behind was now by my side, my face turned pale , my body trembled without me noticing that my tears just came out either because of happiness or sadness.

" i can't be careless maybe it's just a coincidence or a trap that he gave me so that Ranti and I split up, but if it's a trap then why did Ranti investigate all this ? or does he know about my past ? no way, because I told them to take care of it, but why did Ranti do all this ? " my mind went haywire .

I decided to go to sleep after I put her phone back on, when I started to close my eyes, Ranti suddenly hugged me. I saw that Ranti had opened her eyes but she was hugging my body more tightly .

" did he just see me take his belongings ?" I became awkward as she looked at me .

" what's up, baby?" ask me not to suspect him .

" it's okay, I just think if we're married 'it's good if we don't keep anything a secret" he said .

" em what do you mean, baby ? you're accusing me of keeping something from you?" ask him.

" ahh no I didn't mean that ! " while getting up from my body .

" oh or are you still doubting me ?"lure me

" no Adrian, I do not doubt you, actually I want to tell you something a secret "he said cf .

" what is it ?" ask me again .

" hhh fortunately it was not the problem that he meant "my inner being relieved.

" it's not really about my problem but my friend's problem but I really want to help her so I want to ask your opinion "he explained, I just nodded and she started to tell me " my friend used to have a problem when he was abroad, at that time he was drinking because he had a fight with his girlfriend & when he was going home he accidentally met a woman, the woman helped him and took him to a place where he told my friend to rest there, my friend thought if the woman was good but after that there was a man in her room and the man ,, the man harassed my friend "Ranti told me while crying her body was shaking as if holding back such deep emotions . I hugged her .

" you know I've been looking for that guy for years but there's no results, doesn't he feel guilty in the slightest ?" while crying in my arms

now I'm sure if Ranti was that woman, maybe she used the word friend because she thought I wouldn't accept it if she had a past like that , if only I could replay time maybe back then I'd rather not let her go , I will definitely keep him by my side whatever he has been through because of my actions, I can't be honest with him I'm afraid he will hate me. I can't let her go from me anymore .

" don't cry yet, maybe that man had his own difficulties so he left your friend"

" why are you defending that man ?" while wiping his tears.

" i'm not defending him, then if you could find that guy how would you do to him ? " answer me .

" maybe if it was me, I would never forgive her, she made my friend suffer even until she had to give birth to a child from her , the suffering he had endured for so many years if he came to prostrate even I would not forgive him "Ranti replied with emotion .

" wait a minute she said she gave birth to a child ? if the count of events does not mean the child will be the same age as Nathan ? "

" Adrian why are you quiet ?" tanya Ranti broke my daydream .

" it's okay, let's go to sleep "take me to him . he complies and sleeps while hugging my body .