The Woman the CEO
Ch 48~ Grieving
The hospital is closely attached to the characteristic white nuances. Also with a very distinctive aroma that is the aroma of drugs. But that at this moment did not concern Ayana.
His heart was sad to see how miserable his mother was. Lie down on the bed. With a bandaged head. And also oxygen support.
His legs were already very shaky as he tried to sit in the closest position to his mother. Sister could only look at Ayana from behind the door. Seeing how much the girl was shaken.
“Mother, Ayana comes.”
He gently held the mother's hand. Kissed her. His heart ached to see the person he loved the most in this world seem helpless.
She had an explanation the mother had already dealt with. The doctors tried their best to take care of her mother.
“Please open mom's eyes. No, don't make me fret like this.”
Blessed and full of supplication. Ayana's voice carried a heartbreaking nuance.
“Hem, mom will wake up right? Quickly awake. Don't give up like this.” his hands are getting tighter grasping the hands of the mother.
“Mother knows not I never complained to mother.”
Looking at the mother. There was no response and it was getting sadder. Ayana fear. At this moment he was afraid that if only the mother would no longer open her eyes and instead unexpectedly disappeared from the world.
Although all her strength trying to make her voice to sound cheerful so that the subconscious of the mother welcomes her well. Still, it didn't happen. His soft voice had already changed with a small hoarse voice. Not to mention these pitiful little sobs were unwilling to subside.
“I don't complain because I'm okay. But..but your son is trying so that you don't need to hear a lot of sad stories about me.”
There's no response. For sure. Biting her lips Ayana tried hard. The female nurse was still faithfully standing behind the door. Trying not to be the third.
The nurse's eyes looked at the doctor who turned out to be back. The gel was given when the nurse stared at it with a question mark.
“Prepared only.”
“Doctor,” the nurse did not accept he interrupted with a small voice approaching the doctor.
“You cannot precede the destiny of the dock. No, don't talk like that. Please pull your greeting.”
The sister's voice seemed threatening but implied also the vibration of helplessness.
Oh my god, please strengthen Miss Ayana.
Ayana wiped away the trace of her tears. Trying to put on a smile. To the most powerful woman in the world. It has been tested by destiny. Being surrounded until they find a mental disorder.
Ayana wants to be honest how much she keeps a dark story that she does not want to share with her mother. It is not about his rational mind, that the person in mental disorder will certainly not understand what he tells. Or what pathetic content he mentioned. But he just wanted to keep it. He could have told a story. But he is not able.
“But I want to complain now. So that mom wakes up and hugs me.”
His hands were tied with uneasiness. While the sound of objects that show the detection of the condition of the mother's body is still faithful to be the main focus of Ayana.
“Actually I don't have many friends Mom. Haha, yes I don't have many friends. They were very picky and never invited me to anything. Whether it's one group in camping, one group in a sporting event, or one group in learning.”
“But I thought it didn't matter. But, but.. it turns out it makes me very lonely.”
Very quiet. Because it's hard to make friends among the elite. Where Ayana went to school for a scholarship.
“I also work Mom. I know first mom said ‘Ayana does not need to work Ayana just need school and live healthy. There are fathers who will seek sustenance. When Ayana big new Ayana can work.’ ..”
Ayana almost cried but she held her back.
“But I work Mom. Against all sayings mother.” smiling face but bead eyes increasingly inundated by clear liquid.
“I work, become a more self-sufficient person. Haha, I'm all-rounder Mom. So the dishwasher can, so the londryan shirt handler can, so the food delivery guy can.”
“Haha look Mom, your son's hand is not pretty. Not very pretty. Rough and unkempt.”
All because Ayana is too busy working hard in this life.
“Everything sounds sad isn't Bu?”
So please get up and hug me.
“Oh yes, I remember mom had an appointment to take me to the playground. I have to keep it dong. I've been very patient—, I don't mind if still need to wait. The important thing is that we can take a walk. View the outside world..”
When she was a child, Ayana was promised to be taken to the playground. Ayana remembers. The promise was said when the father was rarely at home. He rarely invites her to play. In fact, the devotion of the mother as a wife was rewarded by betrayal. Until now it leaves a dark wound in Ayana.
Ayana's eyes suddenly opened. Feeling a soft rub on his hair. His head immediately looked up. And he—, found the mother looking with my eyes, also a thin sweet smile.
“Mother..” Ayana.
“Princess mother.”
His mother was totally conscious. Although her voice was weak still it made Ayana's chest feel a great relief.
“Mother, I know and remember me?”
Ayana doesn't believe it. Mother remembered? Calling her in a soft, soothing voice earlier.
“Of course mom remembers. World's beautiful mother's daughter.”
The longing is passionate. The voice of joy in Ayana's heart screamed.
“I'm so glad you remember me. Oh my god, I was scared. Mother was too long asleep and did not move at all.”
Eye beads full of happy sparkles and must be mixed.
“Sini come.”
His mother opened her hands wide. Clap the right side of the bed.
“Mother told me to get into bed now?”
“Here come nak.”
“But mom will be uncomfortable later. I'm just here.”
“Come Ayana. I want to hug you.”
Finally Ayana immediately slowly tried to take a lying position next to her mother. Tilt her position to face her mother.
“Sorry yes dear mother does not remember you well.”
“No, no innocent mother at all mother need not apologize for not remembering me.”
If I could point the scapegoat out of the darkness of their lives. Maybe that one name could be the one. The other is none other than the father.
The mother looked at her daughter. One kiss came to Ayana's forehead. Then down to Ayana's cheek.
“You must be strong yes dear. I'm so sorry I couldn't make my daughter happy. But I hope you make peace with the past. So you can have a quiet day. Don't hold a grudge. It is useless.”
“Bu, don't say so.”
Holding back the cry of Ayana lowered her head. His hands carefully hugged his mother.
“I'm happy, there are some days where I feel happy. If you're healthy, let's take a walk. We're on holiday.”
Ayana thinks they can have a normal day. Just him and his mom.
Ayana didn't get any authorization. So he looked up. Suddenly discomfort crept in the recesses of the chest.
“Mother. What mom sleeps?”
Kening Ayana shriveled. The mother's breath did not look good. Like roaring.
“I..iya, mother se, a little sleepy dear.”
“Oh mom can sleep. Ayana will be here.”
with a cheerful tone Ayana asked the mother to rest.
“Mother loves mother's daughter very much.”
A kiss came over Ayana's head. No more talking between them. Silence created.
Ayana's smile was still on. But why does every second he goes through feel gripping?
Seconds pass...
First minute...
Second minute...
Fifth minute...
Fifteenth minute...
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Ayana's chest is pounding. He's waking up soon. See the ECG screen, a device that measures and records the condition of the mother's heart.
“Why the line..”.
“Doctor!”
Ayana was shouting out loud!
“Doctor! There's something strange about that device. Doctor please check my mother.”
The doctor who was outside the room immediately rushed inside. Followed by sister.
Oh, my God, they just hugged each other. Love one another. His mother said she just wanted to sleep. His mother just wanted to sleep. Not leaving.
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But why now...
The doctor turned around when Ayana saw a straight line on the screen. Her eyes widened. Body vibrates.
“AT 22.15 WIB. Patient on behalf of Mother Rose has passed away.”
“No! It can't be a doctor! Your doctor must be wrong. My mother, my mother could not have died. He had just made plans to go on vacation with me. Impossible!”
Ayana hugged her mother's body. Sister crying. A loud pounding filled the room. Ayana's desperate screams wrench an ear.
He tried to wake his mother. But only the body gets without response. Proving the truth from the doctor's words.
“Mother! Ahhh, Hiksss...Hiksss.why mom left so soon. Yes, yes, lord.”
Ayana kisses her mother's forehead. He cried loudly.
Her mother is gone. And now the figure that became his encouragement could no longer be seen.
The sound of a door slamming loudly rang out. And everyone was shocked, the doctor, the nurse was shocked.
Especially Ayana. His eyes were getting watery he saw Ken there.
“My mom, just died Ken.”
Ayana's voice was almost inaudible.
The man stepped out wide immediately hugging Ayana. It's anchored in Ken's chest. Ayana further spills her tightness.
“Aghh, hiks, hiks, my mom is gone. My mom is no ken.”
“Cry, grieve'lah, I will be here dear.”
Feel the berthing to grab it. Ayana became even more bitterly crying.
And Hans Prasetyo could only fall silent there.
