The Wife Who Escaped

4# Do your best

"Open your mouth."

My heart skipped a beat as that muffled voice sounded in my ears. I could feel the heat from the fingertips holding my chin. The trembling lips opened slowly.

Reynand's eyes were paying attention to the thick lips that were open. He lowered his head and swallowed his lips.At first it was smooth. He licked his upper and lower lips in turn and sucked them up.

Gradually, his sucking power grew stronger, and his soft touch gently penetrated the gap between the lips. The smell of wine I drank some time ago spread in my mouth. Their breaths intertwined, and the kiss intensified.

"Bright.."

Even the exhaled breath was swallowed by his lips. Although I could not come to my senses from that sweet but unstoppable kiss, her hands wrapped around her waist. Then the other hand slowly pulled the end of her dress. The dress fell to the floor, and hot eyes were on her. Wherever his gaze landed, it felt like it was burning.

Reynand started taking off her clothes. As she took off her nightgown, a sturdy naked body was fully visible.

Seeing that scene, Kirana's eyes shook.

It was the first time I saw a male body in person when I was an adult.

Reynand listened to the flushed appearance and accepted it. And walk to the bedroom. He had no idea how fast Kirana's heart was beating even in the short moment leading to the bedroom.

Reynand put Kirana on the bed, Reynand approached and lowered her head. The touch along the bend was dizzying, as if it was generating electricity. The pure white drawing paper was dyed in rose color, and excited breath flowed from Kirana's lips.

As his mind drifted further away, his body became closer, Dizziness pounding on me like waves, His breathing was constantly interrupted by the heat coming from him.

After a long time passed, Reynand's body was also covered in sweat. Sweaty face, wrinkled brows, and rough breathing were all caused by myself, so my appearance gave off a strange feeling.

'Is it because of this feeling that men and women fall in love?'

It was a strange feeling, but I didn't hate it. Instead, I was filled with emotions so deep that words could not describe it.

He thought that Reynand would feel the emotions he was feeling at the moment.

I believe that having children is not just an act.

He closed his eyes and hugged his back even deeper, His second bedroom was filled with hot air for a long time afterwards.

****

The life of the newlyweds follows a certain pattern, in some ways going smoothly, in some ways a series of monotonous days.

Reynand was very busy with company work, leaving early in the morning and returning late at night. Besides, I also travel business many times a month, I can barely see it at home.

Despite being so busy, Reynand did not miss nearly a single day. Except, during business trips and menstruation, every time Reynand came home from work, she immediately took Kirana to the bedroom.

Sometimes there are times when we make love right in the hallway or in the living room without going to the bedroom. I think Reynand is amazing and amazing. If I were him, I would go straight to bed as soon as I got home tired all day at work, he even looked fine and without seeming the slightest bit of trouble. What is even more surprising is that almost every day we have a relationship.

One day, I asked him with a tired face due to repeated relationships.

“Are you not tired, Rey?”

To that question, he answered confidently.

"I think I explained it. I mean to do my best every day."

Those were the words I said the day I first met him.

As he said, he really did his best. We continue to do that relationship over and over again, especially doing it during ovulation.

No matter how busy he is, he often goes home, hooks up, and then goes back to work. In addition, he also stopped smoking for the reason that it would have an impact on the fetus. Kirana knew the reason why she had no choice but to do her best.

That said, since Reynand accepted the marriage, he promised his grandfather that he would have children as soon as possible.

Since her marriage, her mother and grandfather have urged her to get pregnant.

In this situation, Kirana was more worried about her pregnancy than anyone else. He didn't want to let down the expectations of Reynand and his family, so he did his best.

I consume all foods and nutritional supplements that are said to be good for pregnancy, and unconditionally avoid foods and supplements that are bad for pregnancy.

I even gave up my dream to continue my Graduate school and continue my further studies after marriage.

Ever since I was young, I knew I was going to have a baby. However, one year passed, and another year passed, and the child had not yet been conceived.

Her in-laws expression became increasingly cold, and began to dislike her. They whispered every time they saw Kirana

'Kirana's been married for almost two years, but still not pregnant'

'What if you get married with nothing but a child and can't even have children?'

'He said his business went bankrupt again? the boy was completely useless in our family.'

'I heard Reynand paid all the hospital bills for his mother. Dasa has no conscience'

'Can't get pregnant at a young age, his mother's sick, his family's a mess.'

They don't like everything about Kirana. Not only did they change his attitude, but Reynand also showed signs of being tired as time went on, and his words diminished. Even more so when she served as a director in the first year of her marriage.

Arriving home, I went to bed without saying a word, as if I was doing my duty. During a relationship, there is no conversation, only rough breathing.

When the action was over, I headed straight to the bathroom as if I had done my job. It became commonplace to go back to work.

Kirana used to sleep alone in the spacious bed.

I had to get used to the pressure and cold treatment from my in-laws and parents.

Kirana felt everyone around her change, but no one knew that she had lost her smile.

****

After reminiscing about it, Kirana turned her bitter gaze from the air. Then I looked at Sarah who was lying in the hospital.

Kirana put her hand on the back of her slender hand and stroked it.

"Mama."

He still hasn't heard the answer. But for him it was fine, because his Existence in this world gave him hope and support.

The only reason why he could endure this horrible life.

Everyone said it was wrong, but Kirana never let go of this hand. In fact, he heard that there were foreign people who woke up after being in a coma for many years.

I believe that Mama will wake up one day, and Mama will look at me with her beautiful eyes and smile. I will embrace you with countless friendly hands and tell you.That you have endured well so far.

Waiting for that day, Kirana was the crutch of her entire life. He was able to endure any humiliation and endure any trials.

"Everything's fine. If only Mama would wake up again..."

Kirana stroked her hand, putting her face on the back of her hand.

When I was a child, I used to rub my face with the back of my hand and look at me with loving eyes.

'My beautiful daughter'

'Mama loves and loves you in the world.'

That voice, that warmth, those eyes... I miss him so much and I can't stand it.

"Mama."

The musician dipped his cheek on the back of his hand and said quietly.

“Stop sleeping now and wake up.”

My pitiful eyes were wet with moisture. Soon, hot tears fell drop by drop onto the back of my hand.

"Quickly and. hug me tight."