
"Kira".
A man with a sad face lowered his head.
"Give me a chance".
This is a very strange thing. I couldn't think of anything even when I saw the cold-hearted man faint.I didn't feel sorry for him, I didn't want to caress his hair, and even I didn't want to say that I was fine, either, a word I always say because it has become a habit.
I don't want him to do anything to me anymore. I said in my heart with empty eyes.
" no... I don't want to. I don't want to go back."
His face shriveled at the cold words I said.
His trembling hand held my hand
" What can I do".
"......."
" Tell me what should I do?".
Without saying a word, I saw tears falling on my back.
If only you had behaved like this a little earlier, I might not have left you.
"Stop".
But it's too late, I've always wanted to run from there, I'm just like a doll there, I can't even be myself.
"Now it's all over".
I don't want to live to be your wife anymore.
...****...
"Kirana, aren't you pregnant?"
While preparing tea in the kitchen, Kirana looked at her mother-in-law, Ameera, with shocked eyes.
"Yes Ma?"
“No, you said you had no appetite last night, so you couldn't eat at all. Maybe you are pregnant, your digestion is not good, right?. I was like that when I was pregnant with Reynand."
Ameera continued to speak quickly without giving Kirana a chance to answer.
"Didn't you feel nauseous, dizzy, and weak? Have you done the test?"
Hearing Ameera's flooded question, Kirana made a puzzled look on her face. He replied in a slightly calm voice.
“I'm not pregnant Ma. It's just indigestion."
" But you did the test, right?"
" No ma, my mens period ended two days ago."
Hearing that word, the corner of Ameera's mouth dropped, The small anticipation in her eyes was no longer visible, Ameera turned around and showed her back. Then he took a long breath.
"Bright..."
The sigh was so hard that it made Kirana's shoulder shrink by itself.
" Are you taking the herbal medicine I gave you right?"
" Yes ma, I drink it regularly."
"Nutritional Supplements?"
"I'm taking Vitamin Supplements."
"You don't drink or eat foods that contain oil, do you?"
"No ma, I don't eat foods that contain oil, and I even reduce my caffeine consumption."
“In retrospect, you ate meat tonight. Meat and flour are cold ingredients, so you should avoid these foods as well. Didn't I tell you?"
Kirana just kept her mouth shut because of the constant questioning. He chose to keep his mouth shut because he knew even if he answered, it would only prolong his scolding.
Ameera let out a heavy sigh again, whether she knew or not that Karina's face had become lethargic. He said with a frown between his eyebrows.
"It's been almost two years since you've been preparing for pregnancy, how come there's no result like this? You two are young."
"......"
“Is there something wrong with your body? Go to the hospital and check it out thoroughly."
It was at that moment that Ameera's words passed through her ear and pierced her heart.
"Please stop."
Hearing the heavy voice coming from the dining room, Ameera and Kirana looked back at the same time.
"If she's stressed out like this, we won't have children."
The man standing with his shoulders wide upright was Reynand Steve. He was the husband of Kirana and the son of Ameera. Reynand came to Kirana and looked towards Ameera
“We've worked hard, even without Mama stress we've done it."
Wrinkles formed on Ameera's forehead hearing her son's outspoken words.
“You've been married for two years. How could you not pressure her?"
"......."
" So tell your Grandpa that your wife will be pregnant soon. Right now the President is in a situation where he will give up all management rights to you if you give him a great-grandchild."
Ameera expressed her frustration in a higher voice.
“You know now that the President is siding with Randy, and the game will end if he gives a great-grandchild to him.”
"........"
"You must have children before your brother......."
"We'll do it ourselves."
Reynand coldly cut Ameera's words and placed one hand on Kirana's shoulder.
His eyes widened slightly as he touched his shoulders.
When Reynand tried to turn around with her, Ameera showed a sad expression.
"That's it"
He continued while pointing at the tea and fruit prepared by Kirana.
"Sum some tea and go. After you came home a month later, did you go out to eat alone?"
When Reynand spoke with cold eyes, Ameera spoke inwardly.
'Although he is my son, but every time Reynand looks at me like that, I am at a loss for words.'
"I'm going to go."
She wrapped her arms around Kirana's shoulder and left the kitchen.
...****...
A car stopped in front of a two-story mansion.
The driver's door opened and Reynand exited, followed by Kirana in the passenger seat.
The two opened the front door of the mansion and went inside.
The house was clean and spacious, and it also felt quite quiet and quiet.
Reynand and Kirana quietly took off their shoes and entered the living room. The two of them had not spoken to each other until they got home.
During their two years of marriage, they never talked to each other. Both are always quiet, except when going to parties or meetings that attract a lot of attention, or when they share formal information that they should know as a couple.
As if familiar with the silence of the house, as soon as she entered the house, Kirana silently walked towards the room.
Then, a heavy voice sounded from behind.
"Don't mind what Mama said."
Kirana turned around and looked at Reynand who was taking off her black suit, she stopped in front of the changing room and said.
“Mama is indeed a chatty person. So, just listen with the left ear and remove it through the right ear.”
"......."
'How can you listen with your left ear and let it out through your right ear? Seeing him say impossible things so easily.'
Kirana was at a loss for words for a moment.
"I have to go to the hospital immediately. As Mama said, there might be a problem in my body."
Reynand looked at him for a while, then loosened his tie and said.
"If this is a thorough examination, I agree."
"......."
"You've been losing too much weight lately. Take your time and go to the hospital".
"...... Alright."
Kirana's gaze turned to Reynand's hand that was unbuttoning her shirt. As her burly upper body was seen through the shirt that was not buttoned one after another, Kirana held her breath involuntarily.
Feeling the tip of his ear getting hotter, he immediately turned his face and said.
“Then, you must be tired, so take a break.”
It was at that moment that Kirana turned around and headed for the room.
A powerful hand gripped him, and a low voice sounded in his ears.
"Even though I'm tired, I have to do what I have to do."
Before long, a large hand wrapped around his waist, his eyes widened slightly, and he turned to look at it.
Looking at his dark eyes, Kiran could immediately feel what he was about to do.
Kirana grabbed the hand that she had unknowingly touched the zipper of her skirt.
"Wait."
Reynand's brows furrowed because of the hand that stopped him. It was understandable that he was embarrassed, because he had never stopped doing this before.
Kirana bit her lips gently, then slowly opened her mouth.
"Now this is not a fertile date."
That means I don't ovulate, and I don't have to spend time with him tonight.
Spending the night with her just to have children.There is no reason to do anything that is not beneficial to each other.
However, Reynand's hand was still on his waist.
No, I felt his hands getting stronger.
"No matter."
With a muffled voice, he grabbed Kirana's chin with his other hand.
“Only the date is difficult, but that does not mean it is impossible.”
Those black eyes were shining from the heat. He lowered his head to Kirana's lips and said.
"The more often you do it, the higher the odds are."
Reynand's lips buried her lips. He pressed his lips gently and squeezed the gap. The temperature of each other became tangled, and hot breaths came and went.
In a kiss that gradually grew thicker, a desperate breath came out of Kirana's lips.
"Bright...."
Their lips overlapped again as they rushed to part. The heat spreads wherever he touches it.
My body, accustomed to repeated actions many times, reacted by itself and missed them.
I felt annoyed at my body, which easily heated up at any moment. My heart beats like a fool with only actions that are obligatory.
I wanted to push him out, but I couldn't push him out.
Just by looking into her hot eyes, and by touching her lips to my body, a wild longing swept through my entire body.
Can the affection learned through the body be called love?
If it's love then it's very providing, I hope it's not love.
If it is trembling and this instinct is love....Why am I so miserable.
The strength of the fingertips that touch the skin gets stronger.
'My mind is empty and I can't think of anything.'
Drunken by the dizzy sensation that spread throughout her body, Kirana closed her eyes.