
Ding Tao felt his face turn red, but he tried to stay focused on his explanation. Since this matter felt important to him as well, one thought was very disturbing to him.
The feelings towards Murong Yun Hua and Murong Huolin that he was nurturing, made him feel worried. It could be that he had done nothing that betrayed Huang Ying Ying's love, but in his heart he had already cheated on the girl.
Ding Tao did not know, what he was doing was already wise, but he had complete trust in Murong Yun Hua.
The girl was so good to her an Murong Yun Hua was already more experienced in this matter. In addition, Ding Tao hopes that Murong Yun Hua is not too sad or embarrassed to remember the events of a few months ago. He wanted the girl to understand, that her true feelings were not one-handed clapping. Merely, what a power, Ding Tao had already first loved Huang Ying Ying.
It was with such thoughts that Ding Tao finally admitted his feelings,
" And that's what made me doubt Enci Yun Hua, because of the feeling I had towards Huang Ying Ying, I felt also when I met Enci Yun Hua and Brother Huolin. Could love be divided? If every time I meet an attractive girl, then I fall in love, what kind of person am I? Or maybe that's not what love is? I really don't understand…"
Murong Yun Hua also pensively thought of Ding Tao's outpouring of heart, in his heart there was a sense of pleasure and happiness, because the young man had just admitted that he had no sense of himself. Although also at the same time Ding Tao admitted he had a sense with two other women. Suddenly Murong Yun Hua so did not know should feel happy or annoyed, and with a frenzy Murong Yun Hua pinched Ding Tao's hand hard.
" Oh...Oh..Enci Yun Hua why was I suddenly pinched?", asked the surprised Ding Tao, not expecting Murong Yun Hua to pinch him.
While shaking his lips with a spoiled Murong Yun Hua replied,
" Hmm, there is a lover, here there is also, this kind of man you if not pinched must how else?"
Hearing that Ding Tao's face became reddened, embarrassed and also disappointed in himself,
" That's Enci Yun Hua, in that case, I feel very guilty. To all of you, I don't know…"
Seeing Ding Tao so sincerely feeling guilty, Murong Yun Hua so wanted to comfort him,
" Don't think too much, didn't I pinch you but wasn't really mad at you. If I were really mad at you, I wouldn't pinch you. I won't want to know you at all. What is wrong if someone loves more than one person? Especially if it's a man, isn't it common?"
Ding Tao could not accept such an explanation, either,
" Not true, public opinion is not always true, what about the principle of justice? If a man may have more than one wife but a woman is despised if he has more than one lover, where is his justice? A husband expects his wife to be alone. If he wished so, of course, his wife wished that her husband was only for herself."
" I don't understand the justice of Brother Ding, but is justice only as understandable as you just said? If a husband has three wives, but he is able to make all three feel happy is it not good? If he chose a wife of one, but because of his choice there were two women who were heartbroken, would that be fair?", asked Murong Yun Hua.
" I don't know Enci Yun Hua, I told you, I'm confused by this. If I were to indulge in pleasure alone, I would of course choose to have the three of you. If that's the fairest thing, then why do I feel guilty when I think about it? Why is my conscience in revolt?", replied Ding Tao.
Hearing Ding Tao's rebuttal, Murong Yun Hua grew more and more interested in the young man. Slowly Murong Yun Hua stood up then sat down on Ding Tao's lap and leaned on the young man's body,
" Maybe you're right Brother Ding.it would be wonderful if every man looked the same as you..."
" Sister Ding, I will not bring up the matter of the heir to the Murong family any more, just ask me, stay here overnight again.
You're right, it's not good if you wish Miss Huang Ying Ying. I'm willing to have you for the rest of your life, I'm just asking for you, tonight alone…"
There was no one else in the room, just the two of them. Ding Tao was a man and Murong Yun Hua a woman, a woman whose beauty was hard to match in those days. If in the era of three kingdoms there is Diao Chan, in the time of Ding Tao there is Murong Yun Hua.
" I.., even so, ... how does Sister Ying feel if she knows.", Ding Tao's trembling voice still tries to hold on, but between her body and her brain is out of line.
" If you don't say it and I don't say it, how can he know?", Murong Yun Hua whispered.
" But in this heart, my conscience will continue to demand honesty from me. Blaming me for acting unfairly towards Sister Ying. I can hide from humans, but not from my own heart" replied Ding Tao complaining.
" Sister Ding, think he loves you, I love you and you love both of us. Just because of the game of fate, you met him first. Where is the justice? You said your heart would be tormented, but what about my heart…?"
Although in the mouth he was about to refuse, but his body was powerless to push Murong Yun Hua away. Do not forget also, the efficacy of the God of Knowledge Medicine, this drug is efficacious to improve the work of the brain and nervous system.
Thanks to the drug Ding Tao's five senses sharpened, his sensitivity increased and his brain worked to receive input from the outside in more detail.
So just imagine, if earlier when Murong Yun Hua was about to force Ding Tao to accept the legacy of the Murong family, Ding Tao had already had a hard time rejecting it. Especially now, coupled with the assurance that Murong Yun Hua would demand nothing from him.
" Enci, is this the love of his name? Is this not mere lust?", said Ding Tao with closed eyes, trying to survive the stimulation he felt.
" I don't know if it's love or lust, which I know if you do I'll be very happy. For the rest of my life, remembering tonight, I'll have the strength to live far from you…"
And without waiting for an answer from Ding Tao, Murong Yun Hua kissed the young man's lips. The kiss was just a glance, their lips touching gently for a moment and then parted. But that slow touch made Ding Tao's head feel lightly floated.
Ding Tao had already kissed Murong Yun Hua before, but at that moment Murong Yun Hua forced himself on Ding Tao.
The next kiss was different from the one Ding Tao had felt before. This kiss belonged together, a kiss that both parties wanted, just like he did with Huang Ying Ying. Both were inexperienced at the time. As Ding Tao kissed Murong Yun Hua, his lips slightly opened, and he felt Murong Yun Hua's tongue infiltrate inside, sweeping his lips and touching the tip of his tongue.
Ding Tao's head throbbed violently, suddenly there appeared a desire to suck his tongue into Murong Yun Hua's mouth, hug his body, feel their skin touch, fuse his body and Murong Yun Hua's body. For a moment they kissed warmly, Murong Yun Hua suddenly retreated, prompting Ding Tao to move away. When
Murong Yun Hua retreated away, Ding Tao tried to get closer. But Murong Yun Hua's wry finger touched Ding Tao's lips, stopped him, with a passionate whispering voice and a slightly breathless breath he said,
" Not here, come on, let's go to my room."