The Way to Your Light

CHAPTER 38 (DISCLOSURE)

The day had begun to twilight, Naisha gave the code to Aamir through her eyes. As a sign he wants to go home soon. Aamir immediately understood the intent of the code given by his wife.

"Hmmm.. Buk, Aamir and Naisha let's go home first huh, all rightwhat's buk?" said Aamir who felt bad should leave his mother and sister. But Aamir still misses them and wants to stay there longer. But, Aamir did not want to be selfish, he also had to think about Naisha's feelings that seemed uncomfortable to be long at home.

"Aren't you here? It's late afternoon lo, if you leave now, nantik you get home must be late." said Aamir's mother unwillingly left by Aamir and Naisha.

"It's okay, inshaAllah is safe. On the streets there are also many people wandering around" Aamir said in response to his mother's disassociation.

"Son Naisha, just sleep here tonight? Wanna? Nantik Ibuk prepare and tidy up a room for you, Naisha. There was this empty room, the room that Aamir used to use first. But, Alhamdulilah is still often packed once a week, so it still looks neat and clean" said Aamir's mother while looking at Naisha with hope. Naisha feels bad to also have to reject an offer from Aamir's mother who is already good with him, but.. Remembering her who would sleep in an unusual room she slept in, was able to make Naisha's feelings become uncertain. It is certain, he will not be able to sleep all night because it feels uncomfortable and unusual.

"Yet.. InshaAllah, there is a time when Aamir and Naisha come here again and stay for a few days at home with my mother and Syifa. But not today, buk. After all, Naishapun no preparation bring clothes and all sorts, because.Aamir initially just invite Naisha to visit mother and Syifa alone, does not mean have to stay overnight." aamir said again by speaking slowly and carefully to his mother, because Aamir did not want to also make his mother disappointed.

"Ooh.. I see, even though I hope you guys stay here tonight. But, it's okay - what if Nak Naisha has not been prepared to bring clothes and other needs, I can not force" said Aamir then smiled sincerely.

"Yes, but if the reason is because Naisha's sister does not bring clothes, actually Naisha's sister can just wear Syifa clothes. Our body size is more or less the same, right? But well. Syifa clothes are not clothes that are branded kak, just ordinary clothes - ordinary, hehe." said Syifa who also argued. Naisha just smiled in response to the words of her in-laws and sister-in-law.

After that, Aamir and Naisha also say goodbye. They shook hands with each other again and a few minutes later, Naisha and Aamirpun got into the car.

"Be careful on the road, son, don't forget to pray before leaving and don't forget to also tell mom when it arrives." Aamir's mother's message before Naisha's car moves away from home. Aamir answered the message from his mother.

A few minutes later, as they were on their way to Naisha's house, Aamir, sitting in the front seat next to Naisha, looked at her meaningfully. It cannot be expressed the happiness that enveloped Aamir's heart tonight because of Naisha's attitude which Aamir said was so sweet towards her mother and sister. Though Aamir knows very well how Naisha is, but it turns out Naisha is able to control herself not to behave as she pleases.

"Naisha, thank you, yes." said Aamir arrived - arrived.

"Thank you for what?" naisha asked with a glance towards Aamir.

"Hmmmm... First, because you want to accompany me to my mother's house. The second.. Because your attitude is so kind and gentle with my mother and my sister. And the last one.. Accept it also because you want to close your aura perfectly this daily one." explained Aamir with a big smile while looking at Naisha with a soothing look. Naisha immediately turned her face away as if she could not stand being stared at like that by Aamir.

"Ahhhhhhhh.. You're too much, Aamir. Usually donk, I also can not be a strange behavior - strange in front of your family. Gini - gini, I also have a little manners," said Naisha trying to be indifferent and ordinary. Though in fact he was trying to melt the atmosphere that had been somewhat other he felt in his heart.

"Yes.. Still, I should thank you and give your appreciation to Naisha. And most importantly, the hope for that hope remains in my heart" Aamir said mysteriously.

"What hope do you mean?" Naisha asked curiously. Aamir was silent for a moment, not directly answering Naisha's question.

"Aamir?? How silent?" tegur Naisha who can not wait for Aamir explanation regarding his statement earlier.

"Look Naisha, what did your Abi expect when she married you to me.. So is my wish to you, Naisha. I want both of them to be equal - equally embodied. Maybe I'm not very good at putting words together to convince you, Naisha. I'm the one like you said, too stiff... It's true, I was too stiff to - until I couldn't reveal what I should have told you, Naisha." said Aamir, who made it harder for Naisha to understand. Then Naisha drove her car to the side of the road and then parked it there.

"Why stop here, Naisha?" asked Aamir in surprise.

"Yes, sorry Naisha.. I mean like this, what Abi and Umi expect you to do is a kindness to Naisha. They want to see you change, become a shaliha woman. And the change they put on me, your husband. Yet.. Regardless of it all, actually I as your husband is indeed obliged to remind you, guide you and embrace you to the path that is in accordance with the demands of Islam. But that doesn't mean I have to force my will, force you, obsess so much that you forget that you too have the right to your own life." obviously Aamir then paused for a moment to take a deep breath.

"Then that's why, for now all I can give to you as the first step is.. By pouring out the taste.. Love me to you, Naisha. A sense of caring that eventually became a sense of love that began to bloom here, in my heart.." continued Aamir again with the look of his sharp eyes was looking at Naisha.

"Huh??" Naisha could only gawk and was stunned to hear Aamir's revelation just now.

"Yes, Naisha. Actually, two people if they are tied to a sacred wedding rope, it is required to be able to foster a sense of mutual love, love, protect each other. Although I'm aware, Naisha. Very aware and know what exactly is the purpose of you wanting to marry me. Not based on a desire for good. But, even so.. I'm sure the initial bad intentions aren't as long as they're going to be bad as well at the end. With God's permission, that can change. And.. I hope you can also change your original intentions that are not good, Naisha. Therefore, I hope that We can start this holy marriage with good intentions, just to seek His pleasure instead of the other way around, that's how I thought I meant Naisha. I hope you can understand or even accept me as your husband, not someone else let alone your enemy, Naisha." explained Aamir at length. After saying that, Aamir now looks resigned to the answer of what Naisha will say. The important thing is that he has revealed what his heart says and what he feels now. His intentions are good, and he believes that good intentions must be a good path that God will give to him.

Naisha was silent for a long time and she was silent and thought hard. Actually, if traced in his deepest heart at this time, there has begun to be a desire to step in the direction that Abi and Aamir want. But, his ego still opposed and doubted all that, was he capable? Can he? Is it Resilient?? Naisha was not sure of herself.

"Naisha, think well.. I'm not forcing you to decide now, either, because I know.. This is not an easy decision for you." continued Aamir again with a sincere smile looking at Naisha who was still silent without a wart.

"Yes already.. We just continue our journey home, afraid we will go home" said Aamir again told Naisha to leave immediately. But Naisha didn't start her car.

"Before a while." said Naisha at last while looking at Aamir with sharp eyes. And this time, Aamir who returned was silent.

"Did your long words earlier be trusted by Aamir? Do you really love me sincerely?" asked Naisha who could not be seen Aamir's face.

"Y-yes, Naisha.. I am, indeed,.."

"Stop used to be Aamir, from earlier you have talked a lot. Answer Yes or no without frills - another appendage." cut Naisha with ferocious.

"Yes, Naisha." replied Aamir finally and then went back to silence.

"I'm not really sure about myself, and I'm still confused about having to follow my heart or ego right now. Do you know how I am, Aamir? I'm a stubborn, unruly woman, so.. If you are able and able to change me, please try.. I didn't forbid it" Naisha said at last and then turned her face away from Aamir. He looked straight back.

"I'll try to do what you and Abi expect." - Naisha quietly. Aamir was instantly grateful in his heart..

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