The Wasted Girl

Chapters 17. Shot by Johan

That afternoon I rode a bicycle by myself near my home complex, the complex is still cool and there is a park nearby there is also a small lake like a place to play. I really like to play near the lake because the atmosphere is very cool many animals such as fish birds and so on added with melodious sayup of trees that are still green, but still green, actually I did not intend to decorate at that time but I think I have to dress up to the maximum so that Gilang likes to see me. At that time I wore my favorite pink dress coupled with a funny bando. I was trembling and nervous, when Gilang school said he wanted to meet me near the complex park because Gilang house and I were in the same complex.

I waited with a tense feeling, actually Gilang and I we have been friends since Junior High and now we are in the same High School. My feelings were broken at that time, I think Gilang I hope he likes me it turns out he likes Dara I feel sad, my feelings are broken and I was surprised I was not strong to hear Gilang's statement. All this time I was just hiding with a limited status of friends and friends no more than that. I feel down and embarrassed, and disappointed I feel my feelings are not reciprocated by Gilang.

The night mist covered the invisible sun what could give the light in my heart the roar I had hoped for, but it did not give me happiness. Somehow the sunlight does not give light to the dew on the eyelids, this heart rages full of mystery but does not give a little hope for me to be happy. What happens to the heart why silence is silent, is not worth I am happy. I'm not as pretty as her but do you deserve to compare me with her, the roar of the thunder is not strong to bear the burden on a broken heart.

It's hard to know the heart, it's hard to look at the corner of the eye. Little by little tears were dripping down strongly and quietly buried in my heart, I felt that Dara did not hear this scream of heart. I also do not want my friendship with Dara to be tenuous, but what do you want to say I feel abandoned.

Usually I always play basketball with Gilang near school but now Gilang so close to Dara and he always just stick like a postage stamp. At first I was the one who set them up but why now I am the one who gets jealous to see them both.

Honestly, I could not hold the weight in my heart but this was my outpouring, I was powerless at the time. I who was feeling lonely at first now I'm with Coky my cute and cute little pet cat. With him I took out all the contents in my heart, I hope Gilang can be erased in my memory.

With that, my father and I have now decided to move away and away from my old school and complex. I actually felt really bad at that time but I couldn't tell Gilang or Dara.

On the other hand, tell me he's always looking for me. So is Dara who I think my best friend why now, let it maybe this is just my story. Everyone has mistakes and not everyone can understand their mistakes and understand the meaning of friendship.