The Wasted Girl

Chapters 15. Meetings

Who was Rama I initially asked among the rocks on the edge of the cliff at that time my best friend Melodi was I saw being knitted in love with a handsome man, he was always present in the life of Melodi. At first I was ordinary but somehow I fell in love with him. Indeed, I know this is not a feeling of love that should be because I should be able to think healthy because Rama's feelings are only for Melodi.

I'm looking for you here and there ...

Here I was lonely when I was silent and looking for the sun, jealous, restless maybe I ever felt. But will I be able to recover from every night I have always suffered.

Just looking for a place to shelter, but if I can sleep well, then the world trembles as if hearing a word and a shout that I really always miss you. Although only able to be buried and unable to explain in words, a sweet little and cute little angel who always awake at night but began to realize when the morning picked up. Where are you I always look for you, in silence I always try to cover my fear of you. Actually what I was looking for and what I wanted to meet, if you were just a glimpse of my life, meet meet only temporarily and then disappear, and while my lips are weak, unable to speak as if I could not always fight with you, stop looking at me enough to persuade you.

Everything is like the end of the wait, though bitter I guess are you going to pick me up?

Or will you always fight me?

But keep trying to be able to forgive all the mistakes I've made as well as all the mistakes you've ever made for me I'll probably take as a lesson to myself. What does waiting mean when one day love just claps one hand, what is love? Can I do it? I was just challenging my incompetence even though I myself realized that there were still many flaws I had.

Actually between me and him is the same love each other?

And whether that affection is something that makes me dilemma or heartbroken. On the other hand, if I am able to walk properly and precisely while I do not know if this is the right time to express my feelings to him even though I know it is only because it feels impossible I forgot everything he had given me but how could I drown and drift with everything I experienced. Maybe someday there will come a time when I find what I want, although sometimes something you want is not necessarily the same as you expect.

That night Rama surprised me he helped me he helped me when I was in a traffic accident when I was driving a car alone, at that time my blood and blood was my blood type with Rama the same. And at that time I also knew that Rama was my brother my feeling of getting sicker but also I was willing to send Rama for Melodi because I was sure Rama's love for Melodi and Melodi's love only for Rama. At first my heart was broken because at that time I saw Melodi together with another man, Rocky, my former best friend, we used to be friends with Rocky and had a time to make a band but we became a fight because the one woman we fought over was Melodi.

When the sound of Melodi makes my heart beat fast while calling her name, it has been 3 months more I lost Melodi and I don't know where the jungle is now. One day down the street I saw a Melodic-like woman on the side of the road and I approached her, but then she ran away. Then I took him to a big house near the garden there was a big tree and there was a vegetable garden.

I was surprised I found a car belonging to Rocky, and it turned out right in the house there was Rocky then me and Rocky we had a chance to fight over Melodi. And then Melodi and I ran from Rocky's thugs. Me and Melodi we both sought refuge and we escaped Rocky's pursuit. Five years have passed now Melodi and I are married and living together in a remote village here we just stay together while enjoying until the day our love we take away.