The Voice of the Heart of Aisha!

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I don't know what God is directing my life. When I need someone to listen to my story. God sent that person to me. A very nice guy who always understood me. He was the one who always filled my days. When I was sad and down, he was always by my side. I have always been comfortable with him by my side. Until I can't imagine that comfort is turning into love. I'm the kind of woman who doesn't fall in love easily. But for some reason when the man was present inside me, I could feel a strange tremor in my heart. Maybe it was all because of the kindness of that man. And that man is yes you all already know that. Yes, it is Zafran.

Zafran is the man I always hoped to be my husband. I always imagined that I would live with him. But, all of that began to fade when I found out that I was the child of his mother. Yes, it turns out I'm not the son of the mother who has been living in one house with me. At first I was very surprised by all of this. But slowly I began to understand all of that. But I'm so happy that the woman I've wanted to be my own mother is my real mother. It was a really happy thing in my life.

I was so shocked to learn that Zafran had left me for good. It really makes my heart cramp. The man I love has never gone back to God. And the shock was again when I found out that everything that happened was because Zafran wanted to help my life. He donated blood to me just to save me. At first I was very sad, because myself Zafran had to be a victim. Yes, although he asked for himself, but for me this is all because of me. Mother always calms me and gives me understanding of it. As a result, I began to accept the destiny that God gave me.

I'm happy even though Zafran and Mama are gone. Mother and Papa are still beside me. At first I thought that Papa and Mommy would start a serious new relationship. And I personally really want that they want to get back into a relationship. Like a marriage maybe. Yes because they still love each other so there's no harm in them doing just that. But, everything I expected didn't happen. Because, Mother refused Papa's invitation to get married. Mother only gave reasons that Mother would not want to marry Papa. Yes, Mother really loves Papa, but Mother does not want to establish a marriage relationship, because there is still a deep disappointment in her for Papa. I understand that. Indeed, Papa is very wrong with Mother. So, it is only natural that Mother is like that. Actually yes Mommy has forgiven all the mistakes of Papa in the past. But to get rid of the disappointment, it might be difficult. But fortunately, Papa accepted that. Because, Papa is aware of all his own doing.

It was then that Bang Aashad started to get closer to me. I don't know what he means. After 2 days he was acting strange. Suddenly he expressed his feelings to me. He said he loved me. I was very surprised when I heard his statement. I didn't think he loved me. I thought of him as my own brother. I was at first confused as to how. But, I tried to give as subtle an explanation as possible, so that there was no misunderstanding. And thank God Bang Aashad would understand. But he asked to always be by my side in order to always take care of me. And again I refused that, saying that I could still take care of myself. In my effort to reject it. Bang Aashad has decided to return to Switzerland. Actually I was sad when Bang Aashad decided that. But yeah how else.

After everything was normal and I started to recover on my legs. I asked to continue my studies in Turkey after graduation and got an S1 degree. And with Papa's kindness, he agreed to it.

Long story short, Mother and I went to Turkey. A few days there, I got word that Papa's company was in a state of disaster. I was so shocked at that time. Especially when you know that it's all because of the work of the family from Kintha. Kintha felt a grudge against me, because he thought I was the one who caused Zafran to die. I don't think, why would he do that to Papa? Why not just denounce me? I feel guilty for Papa. Because of me, Papa has suffered a disaster like this. At first I wanted to go back to Indonesia and cancel my studies in Turkey. But Papa strictly forbade me to return to Indonesia. Papa wants me to finish my study. As a result, I cannot fight. For almost two years I studied and wrestled with a thesis. My studies are finally finished. I have legitimately become a Master/Master.

Mommy and I have been at Ataturk Airport, Istanbul, Turkey to return to Indonesia. At that time our flight was nonstop without transit. After a nearly 12-hour journey. Our plane finally landed in Jakarta. When Mommy and I are going to check out of the airport. Suddenly someone hit the suitcase I was carrying. When I saw that person, I was shocked. Because that person is Bang Aashad. I didn't expect that the two of us would meet at the airport. All I know is that he's in Switzerland. And at that time he said that he would not return to Indonesia. But he was actually in front of me. Bang Aashad was as surprised as I was. Finally the two of us and Mother, chatting while asking for news.

Long story short, I have been in Indonesia for 2 months. I was surprised by the presence of Bang Aashad on the doorstep. I took the initiative to let him in. I called Mother to accompany us both. Bang Aashad started telling her the true intentions of coming home after a long period of pleasantries. My Mother and I were shocked when Bang Aashad said that he wanted to make me a wife. He even expressed all his feelings to me, from when he was a child until now. I was confused as to what to answer. As you all know. I've taken it like my own brother. We have been friends since childhood. And suddenly he proposed to me. How am I not surprised by that? I didn't know that he loved me for a long time. Bang Aashad told me love at the time. But, I did not know that his love had been feeling for a long time, even from when we were little. I felt bad when I told him about how I felt about Zafran to Bang Aashad. Bang Aashad must have been very sick, not his heart. But at that time I didn't know. Yes, fine fine, right. Then Bang Aashad asked Mother for permission to escort me. Mother simply replied, "Mother leave everything to Ice. If Ais really wants to live with you. Mother will agree." That's what Mother said at the time. Bang Aashad immediately looked at me to find out the answer from me.

" I don't know what to answer. You know my true feelings, right? Honestly, up until now I still have a taste for Zafran. I'm afraid that it will hurt you later. Maybe you understand this," I said at the time.

" So you know, you even know how you feel. Brother doesn't insist if you have to love brother. What you want is for you to be Brother's wife. My brother wants to take care of you all the time. My brother loves you very much. But, Brother does not want to force you to repay your love, even though you hope for it. But you're not forcing. You know you love your brother, right? It's okay though darling it's just a form for a sister to her brother. And from that dear brother is sure you will never hurt Brother. If you're willing to be brother's wife. Brother will be directly faced with Om Shah.If you do not want to, Brother will not force, too" explained Bang Aashad.

Honestly, I was really very confused at the time. I still love Zafran very much. But I also love Bang Aashad. For a moment I thought. I can't live alone forever. Sooner or later, with Bang Aashad or the others, I will definitely experience being married. Saying bismillah, I received a proposal from Bang Aashad.

3 Months before the day. I was tested again, precisely for my relationship with Bang Aashad. Kintha came back into my life. He almost hit me while I was walking along the road. Fortunately there was Maya who was yelling at me to get away from the streets. So, thank God I survived. At first I did not know that the one who did that was Kintha. But after Rea and Hasan came, Hasan said that the car that was going to hit me was Kintha's. Even Hasan had time to stop Kintha's car and threatened that he would no longer disturb me. I understand what Kintha means, I just try to calm down and accept.

I thought Kintha would stop interfering with my life when Hasan had threatened her. But, it turns out that my guess was wrong. He even did a crazy thing where he dared to tease Bang Aashad. Every day he terrorizes Bang Aashad by phone or chat. But luckily Bang Aashad already knew Kintha's true intentions. Bang Aashad tried to ignore Kintha. Eventually, however, Kintha began to threaten Bang Aashad. He threatened that, he would harm me if Bang Aashad did not want to be with him. He said that if he could not have Bang Aashad, I would not be able to get Bang Aashad. Bang Aashad who heard the threat was instantly emotional. Bang Aashad instantly did what he had to do. Bang Aashad reported Kintha to the police on the grounds of threatening someone with a criminal act. The report was received by the police. And the police are investigating. Kintha was arrested and tried. Before the punishment. Kintha's father came to us to beg Bang Aashad to retract the report. Bang Aashad did not want to. I, too, pity, persuaded Bang Aashad to comply with Kintha's father's request. Bang Aashad was wondering why I was still doing good when I was hurt. I continued to persuade Abang Aashad to retract the report and thank God Bang Aashad would do that. Bang Aashad retracted his report by threatening Kintha. If Kintha dares to do anything crazy again, especially to me. Bang Aashad will not hesitate to make his life suffer for life. And it'll affect Kintha's father's company.

Long story short, after everything calmed down. Finally Bang Aashad and I got married. Early marriage I really could not love Bang Aashad and have not fulfilled my duties as a full wife. I'm always thinking about Zafran. I felt bad for my husband. I apologized to Bang Aashad, and the good Bang Aashad understood all my circumstances. Bang Aashad said at the time. He will not touch me when love has not grown in my heart for him. I actually feel sad about it. I feel like I'm the worst wife. I slowly tried to love him. And with her care, kindness, and attitude I began to fall in love with her. Four months I married her. And it was four months that I started to love her. I told her all my feelings. And he's certainly very happy. I who saw him was very happy was also moved. And at that very moment I gave up everything in my entire body to Bang Aashad. Piiipppp, I'm a sensor. It's not good to talk about worship, hihihi. Two months after that. I'm having unnatural nausea. I guess that time was just a regular pain. But when I remember my monthly date. I immediately remembered that I had been menstruating for a month. I took the initiative to check. When the dichek I thought turned out to be true. The flattened tool shows 2 red lines, not 2 blue lines, if that's a movie. Hahaha, kanda. I was shocked to find out that I was pregnant. I was moved and happy when I found out. I immediately woke up Bang Aashad who was still sleeping. When Bang Aashad woke up, I immediately handed the item to him. He opened his eyes in disbelief the first time he saw her. And seconds later he immediately hugged me full of joy and happiness. We were really happy at the time. We immediately contacted Papa who was in Indonesia. Papa sounded very happy when he found out he was going to have a grandchild. Before we even called Papa. We told Mother first. And Mother of course very happy.

9 Months passed. I managed to give birth to a handsome little whiz. We were all very happy when we saw the cuteness of the Kocik. Are you curious about Kocik's name? Here I tell ya. My son's name is Alisher Marek Al-Zafar. It's very unique not the name of the Kocik. Once you know my son's name. Do you want to know what it means? But I don't want to tell you what hihi means. If you want to know please searching by yourself yak, wkwkwk. Marek's name is a name given by Zafran. Zafran once told Bang Aashad that Zafran had left a name for our son if we were a match. Well we were a match and really I gave birth to a son. So, Bang Aashad happily pinned that name on our son.

Now my little son is less than a year old. See he's very happy to be in his Papa's arms. Umh is so adorable to my son.

My son always kissed her Papa every time he was carried. Sometimes I like to be jealous when I see them. Fortunately, they are men I love very much. If not, I'll take the Papa uh sorry I mean the Cocky of my dear son.

Maybe I've told you enough of this. You know enough about my journey here. Thank you for following this story. Love all of you. Yes, I leave it to the nulis.

" Eh wait a minute. I want to say a little dear,"

" What do you want to say?"

" Thank you all for following my wife's story. I love you so much, guys."

" What??? Love's? You love someone's other than me?"

" No, that's not what I mean, baby. I love you until death do you part."

" Hmz."

" Are you two why?"

" Look at Mommy. Bang Aashad loves someone other than me."

" That's not true Mother, suer."

" Yes Mother. Alright."

" Hihihi. Hi all. Thank you for supporting this story. I love you guys."

" Who are you talking to, Sar?"

" With this support story Shah."

" Oh, should ya talk to these guys?"

" Yes dong. Gotta."

" all right. I want to talk. Echem. Thanks yeah. May you who support this, his provision be launched Aamiin."

" Aamiyen."

" Have you spoken enough?"

" It's been."

Back to Ayesha woyyyy.

"Preciate life. Appreciate every gift and every moment by not allowing it to be wasted. There is no real measure of success in this world except, the ability to share in your life. If you don't find an easy way out, there's no need to panic. Even a disaster can recover suddenly. You don't have to guess everything. Never forget where you come from and who you really are. This is what guides where you should move when your life is hit by change. A compass that will not make you lose direction even when you have to face a series of misfortunes and luck. Live life with gratitude. God willing it will always make life happier. What keeps you growing is your life goals. So, do not waste your life with things that are not important. Focus on your goal, in order to achieve it."

" ~THE VOICE OF AISHAH'S HEART!~"

The end!!!

~Ayesha Zaara Tasanee~

~ArShah Jamuza~

~Sarah Tasanee~

~ Almh. Dilara Khasima~'s

~Alms. Zafran Mohammed~

~Aashad Al - Zafar~

~Kocik as Alisher Marek Al - Zafar~

~"-*-"~

The end of this story is not like this. But really I'm very incapable of doing all this shit anymore. Writing is not my skill. I write just because I want to know what it's like to imagine creating a piece of writing. And it all turned out not to be easy. To you writers who stop by here and read this, I say YOU ARE GREAT! Keep imagining with the abilities you can. Let me enjoy your imagination. Success for all of us. SPIRIT!

Thank you to everyone who has supported this unclear story. Sorry if I have a lot of wrong words. I can't say much more. The point is I'm very grateful.

Greetings from me:

Dindam❤

Thank You💞