The Voice of the Heart of Aisha!
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Sarah who was limp chose to sit back on the bench and cry. He looked down and closed his face with both hands. He was still shocked to see the Shah in front of him. I want him to kill this guy. But Sarah's not the one who can do that. But he was grateful to have met the Shah, at least he would have been able to meet his daughter. It is certain that after this he will definitely meet the daughter he missed so much.
The Shah sat down next to Sarah and they kept quiet. Sarah still imagines past events that make her heart tight. The Shah was still thinking what he should do now. He was confused as to what to do. The woman he had been looking for had been nearby but she was reluctant to speak. Sarah is still waiting for the Shah to speak. He wanted to talk to the Shah a lot. But he abandoned his intentions and let the Shah speak first.
" How are you doing?" shah asked after a long silence.
" Good."
" Hufttis. I'm glad to see you're in good shape after the accident."
" Hahaha, did you think I would die then?" chuckle Sarah.
" No, I don't have such thoughts. Even I'm so scared if you don't survive the accident. And I'll never forgive myself."
" Huh, so all this time what you've been doing to me you've been taking for granted? And you can forgive yourself for what happened to me. You'd feel guilty if I died, would you? How br***s*k her you've been all this time." said Sarah.
Shah was silent when he heard that. He knew that he was cruel. It was appropriate that he got such a speech.
" Sar, I'm sorry. I know, I'm so mean to you. But please forgive me. I'll tell you everything that's been going on all this time."
" It's easy to forgive. But can you cure my disappointment? And what do you want to tell me? It's been obvious you've been the bad one all along. You gave me love and you also gave me betrayal. You made me love you and you made me hate you, too."
Shah was silent the umpteenth time. This time he was more surprised to hear the words coming out of Sarah. His heart felt so full of seeing his woman hate him. He began to hate himself.
" Please listen to my explanation Sar, please. After this it's up to you to still hate me or not. But please listen to me this time." Shah pleaded.
" Okay, talk."
" Huft." Shah breathed a sigh of relief. He finally explained the truth.
" That night after we did the forbidden thing I got a phone call from my mother. He asked me to come home. I finally went there and died alone in that place. After I got there I was shocked by Dilara's whereabouts. I really didn't know why he was in my parents' house. I approached them and asked what was going on. And my father told me that I should marry Dilara soon. I was surprised to hear that. I immediately refused my father's request. My mother looked at me horror and my father looked very angry when I refused. Dilara forced me to marry her and she expressed her feelings blatantly. You know, at that time my company was on the verge of bankruptcy. He offered me a stock that was worth a lot and his father would help me take care of the business I had, but I still turned it down. My father scolded me in front of Dilara because I refused this. I told the truth that I already had another woman and I was going to marry that woman. But my mother suddenly slapped me. And you know what Dilara's response was when I told her the truth. He threatened to harm you and might kill you. I couldn't get a wiggle when Dilara said that. I'm afraid that you'll get hurt just because of this. In the end, I want to approve this marriage. And when you came and said that if you were pregnant, I was determined to cancel my marriage to Dilara. But at once I remembered the threat Dilara had said. I'm afraid maybe he won't harm you but he'll definitely harm your fetus too. So by the nature of b*j*ng*n, I left you to marry her. But honestly I've loved you all my life with Dilara. Even to this day I still love you. Forgive me." said Shah.
Sarah listened to Shah's explanation with tears flooding her eyes. How severe the problems the Shah faced. He married an unloved woman. And force yourself to survive with that threat.
" But why didn't you tell me at the time? You left me by not explaining the truth." Sarah said, wiping her tears.
" I don't want you to know the truth."
" If you really still love me then why would you hurt me by taking my daughter? I let you go for her, but why else would you hurt me."
" I did it for your safety Sar. He again threatened me to kill you and Aisyah. And it was crazy that he threatened to hurt both my parents. I couldn't do anything at the time. I can only obey what he asks."
" Did he have a mental illness? Why is he so cruel."
" I don't know. All this time I've only been afraid that you've been hurt because of that crazy act."
" I promise I'll take you to meet Aisyah. But not now." said Shah.
Sarah turned towards the Shah.
" Why?"
" I'm not ready to be hated by her. I was so scared that he hated me so much. All this time I wasn't a good father to him. I am always busy with my work. She already hates it so much and I can't watch her hate me more for this."
" Engh, you're such a coward." Sarah sneered.
The Shah was silent to Sarah's scorn. It is true that he is a coward. But he was really very afraid if Aisha hated him even more.
" I'm also afraid that Dilara would know of your whereabouts. He will not stay silent. Make sure he'll take Aisyah away."
" Then how are you gonna take me to see my daughter?"
" I'll think about it later."
Sarah just nodded.
" Have you forgiven me?" ask Shah.
" Yes, but once you're gonna keep that promise."
" Huftt, all right."
They were silent and stared at each other in front of the beautiful Java cherry blossom plants.
" Ekhm. Sar can I ask?" shah suddenly said.
" Just ask."
" Emmm, do you still love me?" tanya Shah hesitated.
The deg! Sarah was shocked not to play hear the question from Shah. He was confused as to what to answer.
" A, emm. A a I....."
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Old man romance, hadehhh. Part Aisyah chap ahead of time, wkwk.
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