The villain is my lover!
Mother's Desire
EPISODE 34
Later that day, it was a weekend. Which is where I have completed UAS (Semester End Test) so that the holiday time has arrived. And, I who just woke up at that time was still in a beautiful atmosphere as usual that I felt where I enjoyed breakfast with my mother and father at our beloved dining table. Suddenly I was shocked when my mother said:
“Ratih.” Reprove mom.
“Ehm yes bu.” My answer.
“Mother wants to say something to you.” Connect mom.
“Iya by what bu?” Askaqua.
From the look on my mother's face, she looked very serious and seemed to be saying something very important to me.
“Mother cancer diagnosis.” Said my mother so that I was shocked and did not believe her words.
“Hah?”
“What are you talking about? Don't joke with bu.” I still don't believe it, but my mother tried to believe me.
“Serious mother son, mother has liver cancer.” His connections convinced me.
“Not-no. I'm kidding right?” I still could not believe it, and suddenly my father helped my mother to convince me.
“Betul Train, your mother diagnosed cancer by doctor.” My father said, I was silent and could not believe it.
I really couldn't believe what my parents said, it felt like my heart was so devastated when I listened to them.
“Doctor's word, mother's age is no longer long.” Said my mother so that my heart was getting worse, it hurt so much when listening to it from my mother's lips.
“Not-no. Mom must be healed, any way mother should be healed.” My speech.
Of course I was so hit. How can a child lose his mother. So I tried to convince my mother and myself that my mother could still be healed.
“Small chances son, very small chances of your mother will recover, the cancer is already severe.” Reveal father.
“No-no, yeah, no. You can still recover.” My answer.
Suddenly my father got up from his dining table and headed to his room. And after coming back he gave me a paper in which the contents of the paper stated that my mother was really affected by cancer so I could not deny it anymore if it was true that my mother had cancer.
I also fell silent again and could not strengthen myself when reading the contents of the information on the paper. I was so devastated, broken and it felt like my heart was so torn apart. So that I can no longer hold my tears until they drip on my cheeks.
“This is not true is bu?” I wish my mother would justify my words.
“That's a description from the doctor son, sorry mom nak” replied my mom.
‘His, Hicks. Hiks.’
“No ma'am No, anyway mom should be cured.” I said while crying.
‘Hiks, Hiks, Hiks.’
“Dad, mom can still recover right?” I asked full of sadness, and then my father replied.
“We doain mom yes hope mom can recover.” He said it as if he had given up on what had happened to his mother.
“Neither, anyway we have to do so that mother can recover.” My welcome.
“Yes, we need to keep mom healed yes.”Answer father.
After the drama that was presented with sadness at the dinner table. I was in my room trying to find out about my mother's cancer. I searched and searched for articles about cancer, but from some articles I read. It states that people who get cancer are indeed very unlikely to be able to recover. So that my anxiety is increasing about it.
‘Hiks, Hiks, Hiks’
I kept crying in the room. Suddenly my mother came in and sat down next to me.
‘Hiks, Hiks, Hiks’
“Ratih..” Mum said then rubbed my back.
“You why nak?” Mother asked, but I did not answer but continued to cry even though she had tried to calm me down.
‘Hiks, Hiks, Hiks’
“Son, you can't be sad. I'm okay.” Mom is back.
“Maybe this is the destiny that has been given to mother, and inevitably you have to accept this destiny.” Continue mother again until I say in a stammering tone.
“Eng-not ma'am, no. Anyway any way mom should be healed, Ratih does not want to lose mom.” I said while crying, and then mom pulled me and hugged me.
‘Hiks, Hiks, Hiks’
“I'm sorry mom, sorry mom.” Said my mother who was crying too.
“Ratih didn't miss mom, mom. Train do not want.” I cried in my mother's arms.
The hug I feel right now is so warm. A hug from a mother who was so warm how could I possibly lose this hug later. And of course I don't want it to happen and I never would if I had to lose my mother.
After the tears felt like I did not want to come out again, my mother took off her embrace and said to me.
“Mother actually long ago want to worry about grandchildren son, if if you leave before having a grandchild surely mother will be very sad.” My mother said with a sad expression.
“You want to son, get married before mom really goes.” My mother continued, and then I fell silent and didn't care what to answer.
“But if you're not ready to get married, it's okay. I understand kok.” My mother continued, and I, who did not want to disappoint my mother, replied.
“Iya ma'am, Ratih got married then, and Ratih promised to ngasi mother grandson.” I answered with great force because I did not want to disappoint my mother, so my mother smiled happily when she heard my expression just now.
“Truly son, you want?” Ask my mom to make sure.
“Iya ma'am, Ratih mau.” Reply confirms.
And sure enough, a happy smile was clearly visible on my mother's face. I really felt like my mom was so happy when she heard what I said just now, and I might not have followed my mom's request if that's what made her happy.
“You have a boyfriend son?” Ask mom so I am surprised.
“I-iya ma'am, Ratih has a girlfriend.” Answer shy.
“Good dong, what's his name nak?” My mother asked, and I replied:
“Verel bu.” I answered the plate.
“Ya already if so tell your girlfriend to come see mom and dad.” Said my mom who was impatient to meet my boyfriend.
“Iya ma'am, later Ratih takarin Verel to come meet mom and dad.” My answer.
Actually on one hand I'm also happy if my mother and father want to know Verel. But on the other hand I am also sad because Verel will come to fulfill my mother's request which he said his age is not long.
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