
EPISODE 26
“Mel I'm sorry Mel”.
“Loh why apologize? What is Rat?” Tanya Melly was curious.
“Mel, actually..” Tuturku want to tell but it feels like my lips are hard to say.
“Iya what Rat?” Melly's facial expression was increasingly curious.
“Actually I'm again in trouble Mel”
“What problems Rat?” Ask Melly. But my lips were still heavy to say so Melly took my hand gently and said:
“Ratih... if again there is a problem that is reported, how do I want to help if you do not want to tell” said Melly who seems to look sincere. Until I said:
“But you promise you won't be angry huh?” I asked to make sure.
“Lah, why would I want to be angry anyway Rat? Now you tell me yes” Melly assured me.
“Promise first but” My condolences are still in doubt.
“Iya I promise I won't be angry” replied Melly.
With a heavy heart and a feeling of fear, this time I actually said to Melly: 'I:
“I was chased by Mel police, I'm really in trouble now” My head says so Melly was surprised.
“Hah, are you serious Rat?” Surprised ask.
“Yes I'm serious Mel, like I'm now a fugitive deh” I said again and made Melly again expression shocked.
“Loh, how could Rat? How's the story about you being a fugitive..? What are you doing, Rat?” Tanya Melly was curious.
“You stole?” Melly guessed.
“Not Mel!” My answer.
“Kill people?”
“Not!”
“Or don't you get into a gang fight?” Melly guessed.
“Ih is not Mel, it's not.” My answer does not justify.
“Certain what dong?” Tanya Melly wanted to make sure.
“That's why don't play cut-cut ajah, dengerin first I say” Pungkas ask Melly to listen until it's done I tell everything.
“Iya-iya, yes already gih” story said Melly, so I went back to continue my story.
“So I followed Verel..” My unfinished words Melly was again surprised and said:
“Hah..? You followed Verel?” It was full of question marks.
“Tuh right!” I said looking at Melly, upset that she kept cutting my story.
“Iya-iya sorry Rat, yes have continued the story” said Melly, so I also returned to tell.
“Verel goes into an alley to meet someone. Eh know-tauanya they are doing trnasaksi” Tuturku.
“Transaction? What transactions Rat?” Melly was getting curious.
“Transaction narcoboy.”
“Hah..? You're serious Rat?” Shocked Melly.
“Iya, and I was there” My speech then continued again:
“After the transaction, suddenly the police came, and at the same time I ran away. Verel ketembak” My words so that Melly was again surprised by the hand covering half the face.
“Hahh, my goodness. Continuously?” Melly was still curious.
“Yes for Ratih. How did you get Verel there?” Melly.
“Actually, I felt guilty about fitting in the cafeteria earlier. That's why I went to follow him to apologize” I explained.
“Ah, so the business you said it was?” Melly.
“Iya sorry Mel, I'm ashamed if I have to tell the truth to you”.
“Jesus Ratih...” Tell Melly gawking.
“Truely...” Tuturku want to explain in detail again.
“I've been better with Verel for a long time, but I don't dare to tell you Mel.” I told her with guilt.
“Hah, since when?” Tanya Melly was curious.
“Pas I brought the book that time” I replied.
“Oh so, the book is from Verel?” Melly said and I also allowed by nodding my head.
“Oh, so your busyness lately it's the same road together Verel?” Ask Melly again with an unexpected look.
“Yes, sorry I'm Mel. Sorry I” My answer is tense and feeling guilty.
“Yes geez Ratih..k why do you not want to tell the same story me if you are already close to Verel” Melly said again unexpectedly.
“Well I thought you'd lead me if I told you the truth” My words are guilty.
“Yes there is no way Rat, I am your best friend. How can you think of kayak like” Melly said.
“Iya I'm sorry Mel..” Mungkasku with a spoiled tone.
“How to now? What do you want to do after this?” Ask Melly.
“I don't know Mel, I'm really confused about what to do?” My answer is that I can't think clearly.
Instantly Melly was silent seemed to be thinking hard about my problem.
“Mel, what if the police come here..? What if I go to Mel's prison?” I started to panic.
“I don't want to go to Mel's prison, Melly. Help me Mel, help me” I continue to beg Melly. So that Melly who saw me more panicked then said:
“Udah you calm first, do not jump to conclusions like that. Anyway calm your mind ya” said Melly trying to calm me down.
“Can't Mel, my mind is really disturbed Mel. I can't imagine what my fate would be if I went to jail”
“Keep, the other friends.? My college friends and family must have told me that I am not-not-” I said the more panicked I imagined it so that I who was so anxious and panicked could not stem my tears anymore.
‘Hiks, hiks, hiks’
“I'd rather die than go to jail” Ungkapku.
“Kok you said that anyway Rat?”
“Just don't draw conclusions so first, the important thing is now you calm your mind first ya” said Melly continues to calm me.
“You believe in me, everything will surely be fine.” Melly said again.
I was so anxious and panicked that I could not imagine that such a shameful thing would happen to me. Moreover, my parents would be embarrassed to know that their only child was arrested for drug trafficking. Even though I have nothing to do with that bastard. But the police will definitely delay because I was there at the time of the transaction between Verel and that person.
I was really confused and didn't know what else to do but wait for my arrest to happen. Now, my mind is completely fucked. My cycology is disturbed, I feel like I want to go crazy and not want to live again if it really happens.
“Ratih...” Said Melly still trying to calm me down.
“You just left first, calm your mind ya” Continue Melly and then Melly also help me walk to the room.
With a terrible and chaotic feeling. I felt like I really had no energy when I stepped foot. Fortunately Melly still wants to help me and continue to give moral support to me so that I can still survive. Just try if Melly isn't around, maybe I really killed myself right then.
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