
Grisel had no idea that his relationship with Rainer was becoming more and more unfounded. She should be happy because she's about to give birth to Rainer's child soon. The man Grisel loved.
When you wake up at night because of the cry of the baby, Rainer will win. Carrying and bathing their babies. Sing a song to sleep until the child is asleep, then hug himself when it is time to sleep.
Kissing the forehead in the morning, take him for a walk so as not to get bored because it is always at home. When the morning of work, then before sunset Rainer had gone home. Grisel can greet Rainer at the door while helping with the briefcase.
Ah, it's just Grisel's wishful thinking. His mind had gone too far, very much to hope when it was clear it would not materialize. Every day is not getting more friendly even more unclear.
Now all Grisel wants is a divorce from Rainer. Yes, after giving birth later she will ask for a divorce. Let him take care of their own son, without Rainer Grisel would not die.
Like tonight, Grisel has repeatedly tried to keep Rainer from leaving. However, her husband was very stubborn.
“Rai! Could you not, anyway, you were horrified to talk to me just once?!” snapped Grisel.
Rainer remained steadfast. The man did not care about his wife's ravings and continued to wear clothes until complete. Starting from shirts, suits and ties. Though it's night time, but Rainer is very neat.
“Rai! What the hell are you? Why don't you want to hear me talk?” Grisel stood next to Rainer who was wearing a watch.
The man looked back at the look of turning away. “Create what? You have no right to rule my life,” the cetus coldly.
Grisel clenched his hands. He clenched his teeth until a voice sounded. “But I'm your wife!” press Grisel.
“Wife only, right? Your job is to serve me and obey me. It's been. Easy, don't you waste energy just to nag.”
Grisel was sculpting, now he could not say anything. When he was ready, he saw Rainer start walking away. Once again Grisel tried to block her husband.
“But I don't feel good. Please! Please, you stay here tonight. I have a feeling something will happen to you ... ”
Grisel clenched his hands together, pleading. While holding back the tears that were about to come out. This situation is very difficult for Grisel. The feeling is that Rainer can't leave. Like something's gonna happen tonight. Rainer, however, did not seem to listen.
“Indeed what will happen to me?” cynical Rainer.
Without another word the man stepped away, Grisel could only sit down limply holding his distended stomach. She could no longer hold back her husband who was going nowhere.
“I just hope my hunch is wrong .. ” Grisel murmured softly, the tears that were held were no longer able to not flow.
Satisfied with crying, Grisel got up from the cold floor. His stomach is hungry. Grisel stroked the distended stomach that was carrying a baby girl. She smiled bitterly at her own stomach.
“It turns out my life is getting sadder.”
“Let us eat yes, dear. Do not be sad, tired also cry but there is no use. We eat a lot until we are full.” Grisel kept talking.
It felt like a kick from the baby and made Grisel laugh a little. After that Grisel started cooking, certainly for himself. Rainer must have come home not to touch his cooking. However, when he was about to take a drink of water, Grisel accidentally dropped the glass to make him surprised.
“Ck! What am I, anyway? Though I was careful but still fell.”
Grisel took a broom and cleaned the broken glass. After everything was done, Grisel headed for the room and laid himself down. His intention was to go to sleep, but somehow his eyes were not closed.
The longer Grisel's feelings become unsettled. Suddenly Rainer appeared in his mind, Grisel got back up and regulated his hunting breath for no apparent reason.
“Why do I feel worse?” grisel.
With trembling hands he tried to contact Rainer, but the man's number was busy. Three tries but to no avail. Grisel finally decided to go to sleep.
Trying to close your eyes even though it's hard. Until two in the morning Grisel could not sleep. His mind kept on going to Rainer. Her husband has not yet returned, but usually twelve o'clock is already home.
However, slowly his eyelids began to feel heavy and closed. The alarm sounds woke Grisel up. The woman looked at the clock, it was already five in the morning. Looking to the side, Rainer hasn't returned yet.
Not getting out of bed yet, the phone on the nightstand rang. Grisel knows this number. It's Rainer's and it makes Grisel smile. However, there was the voice of a woman there.
“I'm sorry, this is with Grisel's mom. Is true?”
“Iya, with my own. You who?”
“We from XX hospital want to inform you that Mr. Rainer, as the owner of the phone is in the hospital after an accident.”
Deg.
Grisel pecked, the phone dropped and tears flowed without being told.
“How is it?” grisel asked after neutralizing the feeling that made his body tremble.
“Medium in check—”
“Then I go there now.” Grisel cut out the woman's speech on the phone.
Grisel immediately got up and prepared. He just brushes his teeth and washes his face. Wear heavy clothing and order a taxi online. Grisel's feelings are getting more and more unsettled. His bad feeling really happened.
Arriving at the hospital, Grisel immediately looked for where Rainer was being treated. It's still in the operating room. There was also a police officer there who asked about his identity. Grisel clasped his cold hand.
“Actually my husband why, sir?”
“Pak Rainer had an accident, allegedly driving at high speed and his condition was drunk, so as not to see that in front of him there was a truck car that also drove at high speed. His car bounced and hit the road guardrail again.”
“The incident happened half an hour before he was brought here.”
Grisel was trembling at the police's explanation. Shortly after that the doctor came out, opened the mask and threw it in the trash.
“What is the state of my husband, Doc?” grisel asked the middle-aged male doctor.
“Sorry, patients cannot be saved. He was taken to the hospital too late and lost a lot of blood. His head hit so hard that it injured the skull.”
“And also the state of the patient at that time was very critical. Although it can be cured if it is not too late to be brought here, it is likely to be in a coma and difficult to wake up. We've been trying. Release him, yes?” The doctor patted Grisel on the shoulder several times.
Grisel doesn't know what else to do. He could only sit on the floor with tears flowing. His hands cover his face. Crying silently so that only Grisel could hear her sobs.
Now everything was gone, leaving him in solitude. His life is back. They should be happy because their child will be born soon. But, as if fate did not agree to it.
“I told you not to go, but you left anyway! Basic stubborn!” Grisel hit his own knee.
He begins to hate Rainer, but Rainer is the father of the baby he is carrying. He was also the man he loved very much. But, now it's gone.
Long enough to sit down, when about to wake up Grisel felt heartburn in the stomach. The sensation was so overwhelming that Grisel could not stand up. The growing pain seemed to make his bones almost broken.
“Please ... ” Grisel plead to anyone who passes by.
Until a nurse saw him who immediately panicked, then called the other medics. Grisel was helped into the room and it turned out that his armour had broken.
That night, Grisel gave birth to a baby girl. Faster than expected. A little girl who is now an orphan. His birth coincided with his father's death.
Grisel looked at the baby as well. This morning's event was quite draining. Now, the baby in his arms is asleep after cleaning.
“Mama don't know what else to say. Mama is also confused to be sad or happy. It's just, Mama wants to say welcome to you, my daughter, Rashel.” Grisel peed at his daughter.