The Unused Taste

The Gorge Too Deep

Raina is preparing, although the clock still shows at three in the morning, but because he today got a job call from one of the famous MUA in the city of Semarang, he said, to help decorate some ayu fences and bridal families.

Today one of the famous textile entrepreneurs in Semarang will marry his eldest son, so so many fences and the family of the bride and groom will be self-sufficient, Raina riding his motorbike maticnya with medium speed.

Actually sometimes he feels afraid when having to drive the night alone, because the city of Semarang is a big city that is also a lot of young people who are hanging out on the streets.

Often at the time when the red light Raina was forced to keep going, she was too afraid because of the many thugs, also because the situation was quiet to make Raina break the traffic signs for her own safety.

Arriving at the intended hotel, Raina went straight to the room used to stay for the brides maid. She immediately started her work without waiting, as there was too much for her to make up, making her afraid of not enough time.

At exactly seven in the morning all work is done, Raina follows the senior MUA at the ijab qobul event and reception later tonight. Today her work could not be left at all making her late for dinner.

When all the guests had gone home, Raina was also done with her work, she went home riding her matic motorcycle until in front of the hotel someone lowered the car glass and greeted her.

" Hey Rain, where are you going? "

Raina looked to her right side she found the figure of the man she had been with all day yesterday.

" Mas Aksa, from the hotel too? "

" Yes I just attended the reception of one of my clients "

" Yes.... "

" Where are you from? "

" I also just finished putting on a mas "

" Oh so you were the one who was horrified at the show earlier? "

" Yes, take part even though not the bride's fairies "

Aksa nodded, though,

" Can we talk for a second? "

Finally Aksa drove Raina to his boarding house and invited Raina to enjoy the night of Semarang city in one of the angkringan that were hits at that time.

" Tomorrow I will return to Kosel, "

Aksa opened the conversation, because she saw Raina who was just silent.

" Tomorrow? the work here is done, is it? "

Aksa nodded, constantly staring at the agitated looking Raina, as her eyeballs continued to move to and fro.

" What's up? why look at me like that? "

" You tired? "

Raina smiled sweetly, this kind of thing was common for her, leaving early in the morning home again, her work knew no time.

" Slightly "

Aksa smilingly looked at the tough girl in front of him, looking very tired, but she did not complain at all. It shows how hard she lived all this time. Aksa dared to hold Raina's hand.

While Raina was aghast to be treated like that, because all this time there was not a man who treated her with this kind and care.

" I know this doesn't make any sense, but since we met that night, I feel like you have a magnet that makes me want to look at you all the time, "

Raina only fell silent because she did not know what to answer, at this time her head was too full to think about Aksa's words.

" I think I love you Rain "

Raina was overwhelmed by Aksa's words. His heart beat fast, his feelings became riled up, he stared into Aksa's dark brown netra, as if looking for a justification behind his words.

Aksa shook her head strongly as Raina revealed what was on her mind.

" It is impossible to love, to be as quick and short as this "

" To love you doesn't take long Rain, but I'm sure, this feeling is love, not compassion "

Raina smiled faintly, her life was much different, with Raina's life.

" We can't be with you, I'm like you, it's like the earth and the sky, too far away, "

" Rain.. listen. "

" We are different, I don't want all this to just waste time and hurt each other in the end, our lives are different, whatever the effort, whatever the effort, the earth and the sky will never come together. "

Aksa was stunned to hear the sentence coming out of Raina's lips, indirectly, she understood how Raina was feeling. She looked at the beautiful eyes of Raina who was currently in a clear liquid.

" Rain, we haven't tried it yet how can you give up? "

" Because I know what this story's gonna be like if we stick together "

" Let me stay with you, until fate will decide everything "

Raina looked down deeply, she was completely confused by this. How to explain this situation to a person who is in love, everything is just in vain.

" Rain, please, I'm tormented by this feeling "

Raina took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. His heart to speak.

" Let's just say, if one day we are reunited, I consider it fate for us to be together, but if we don't meet again, then we are not meant to be together "

With a heavy heart Aksa tightly grasped both hands Raina, his heart was very sick and restless when he heard the girl's answer before him.

" Well, if one day we meet again, you should be mine, no more excuses "

Raina nodded weakly, as if her heart was not willing if it turned out to be here her feelings, could not be denied, she also loved the figure of the man before her at this time.

A man who is very attentive and understanding to him, but why must be with a very far difference.

" Well I deleted your number from my phone, because I'm sure we must have been reunited with a new destiny. "

Raina smiled bitterly, her heart ached when in the end she could not be together, despite their brief meeting, but in fact, to love did not take long.

The two go home, Aksa takes Raina to her boarding house, then goes home, because tomorrow morning she will make a flight.

With a heavy heart, Raina let go of Aksa, although a restless and restless filled her chest, but she always tried to remember, if she was a nobody, if she had to be with Aksa, but she always tried to remember, it was like a ridge that missed the moon.

A drop of tears fell when Raina had entered her room, her body shedding tears it finally broke, why when she really loved men, the gap in front of her was too deep.

Raina hugged her knees, buried her face between her knees, held her voice so as not to hear the other occupants of the room, once again her mind was tormented with the situation.

Why his heart was anchored to the figure of a man who was very difficult to reach, why should Aksa, a man with all his perfection, Raina laughed at herself, who was too far off dreaming.

.......... Connect ..........

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