The Unused Taste

The True Thing

Raina smiled with quivering lips, she tried to hold back the sobs that wanted to immediately break in front of Aksa. I don't know what his heart meant, being in front of Aksa made him want to let out all the pain entrenched in him.

"Rain, why block my phone number? at least listen to my explanation first, if you do give up on our relationship, at least never cry, then I will calmly go through a destiny that does require us to separate. If you're this sad I'm not even sure I can marry another Rain."

Raina chuckled Aksa's words made her understand that the figure of the man in front of her was still in love with her, but she had absolutely no choice at the moment. Even just to swallow his saliva, his neck felt suffocated.

"Hold Rain, once again I will fight to keep you, on condition that you also have to be patient waiting."

Aksa grabbed Raina's fingers, but she quickly shook Aksa's hand.

Raina smiled smirkingly at the confidence in Aksa's eyes. "I'm not going to maintain a relationship that hurts me, I've been too embarrassed to be by your side all this time, I just realized I can't reach you, I can only look at you from afar."

"Rain, please one more time give me a chance to make you happy."

"I've given it a mas, even I have to get hurt deeper, just to be able to exchange happily with you in a short time."

"Rain, this isn't what I mean, baby."

Raina shook her head violently accompanied by the roar of tears that flooded her two pretty eyes.

"I saw it mas, everyone rejoiced at your engagement, only I didn't like it. Are you willing to sacrifice so many hearts of people who love you, for your happiness?"

"Bulshit with them Rain, I'll go through it, why should they get hurt."

"Because they're just like me, they love you mas,"

"Then what about me? can they change my heart as they please?"

"I can what? I am also powerless, even just to understand once is difficult."

"Then hang on with me Rain!"

Raina smiled wryly at Aksa's selfish remark. "What about Alina Mas? you're gonna hurt him, too. "

"Rain, this is really painful."

"Yes, I know, but this is what we're gonna have to do."

"I can't Rain."

"I'll ask mommy's blessing again. If mommy blesses us then daddy's got Rain, too."

Aksa seemed very frustrated with this situation.

"Or I'll keep choosing you, I'll leave everything Rain, I'll prove if I really love you with all my soul."

Raina shook her head strongly, she tried to neutralize her feelings, and mastered the situation. Breathe out long breaths repeatedly. Then said slowly.

"I will never compete with a woman who has risked her life just to give birth to you. Since he's your paradise, he's your destination in the end, I'll never be worthy if you choose me and ignore your mother. Until whenever a boy belongs to his mother."

Degs...

Raina's words seemed to be the greatest blow to Aksa. She could only look at Raina with a pushy look, accompanied by her wet eyes.

While Raina was holding onto her chest which was suddenly painful, her heart was very sick, but she should be able to make Aksa not leave her parents.

"I understand, I'll be fine. Don't let you regret leaving your parents behind, because I know what it's like to be away from your parents."

Raina slashed Aksa's words only until she was lipped, she smiled gently, even though her feelings were shattered.

"I say goodbye, from now on live your life well, take care of your health, love your parents, and accept the soul mate that your parents have chosen. Thank you for making me understand the meaning of happiness even in a short time."

"I'm sorry, if during my time with me, I can only incise wounds, promise to keep greeting me if we meet later."

Finally though with a heavy heart, Aksa accepts his destiny which always makes it like riding a rollercoaster. Raina nodded, with her tears spilling back.

"You should know that even today I still love you very much Rain."

"Loving doesn't have to have a mas, because the ultimate nature of loving it is sincerizing."

"If the supreme essence of loving is to love, I will seek to release you, even if it hurts."

"Thank you for making me understand the true meaning of the word sincerity. Taking care of you is painful, but being with you is an impossibility."

Raina then paused and stepped up after greeting Aksa, she walked lightly though with her legs chopped off, she felt like she had lost half her soul, but she could what, she could, when what he wants is not desired by the power.

His eyes blurred, because the tears did not stop for a moment, Raina chose to go into the toilet, cry as much, then prepare to face the reality that may be more painful than today.

Reimagining her makeup, wearing Dimitry's glasses and walking to the loby to pick up her suitcase, she reluctantly leaves the hotel, which has been carving out bitter memories all her life.

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After Raina died, Aksa was sitting limp on the floor with eyes that were still wet, her heart felt so sick that almost sacrificed her mother, even though all this time she loved the mommy.

But Raina's words were able to make Aksa aware of her mistake. And decided to live a destiny that was not on his side.

Ica and Allard approach her son who is sitting on the floor, Ica hugs Aksa tightly, she knows that at this time the son is experiencing his greatest heartbreak.

Yes, Ica and Allard heard all the talk of Aksa and Raina, only they chose to let the two talk and settle their affairs.

Aksa is guided back to her room, Raina sits her in a king size hotel bed. Once again he hugged the son tightly, trying to channel the power. Aksa wept in the arms of her mother, she spilled all her pain, to the point of making Ica hit, because to her knowledge her son had never cried all this time.

"I'm sorry mommy Aksa, sorry mommy knows this is so heavy and painful."

Unable to see his son destroyed, Ica also ended up crying, both of them dissolved in tears until Aksa slept on his mother's lap.

............

Dimitry is seen continuing the journey, he will fly using an ordinary commercial plane, because he does not want his existence known by people who have been deliberately stalking him.

With a small suitcase that he dragged and a backpack, sunglasses equipped with black hats he walked to the departure terminal of Soekarno Hatta airport.

He opened his phone, stared at the smartphone screen with a passionate and longing heart. "Patience, wait for me Riana, I will definitely find you quickly."

......... Connect ..........

Hay....Not yau again ah.. mewek continued to write until ga finished-completed this chapter 1. who read g mewek times yes...

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