
"Well..... I'm so tired....." Sely complained when he got home. He threw his body next to Ferdi who was typing with a laptop on his bed. Ferdi did not flinch at Sely's return.
Sely who felt anxious immediately put his hand on Ferdi's waist, his face looked up at Ferdi who was still focused on his laptop.
"Why are you quiet?" Sely asked as if confused by Ferdi's suddenly changed attitude.
But Ferdipun is still focused and does not mengubris Sely speech. Sely rose from his sleep and sat himself beside Ferdi. His head rested on Ferdi's shoulder.
"I just came home for a while, tomorrow morning I have to fly again to Europe" Sely explained.
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Ferdi immediately closed his laptop with emotion, Sely was immediately shocked and slightly distanced his body from Ferdi.
Ferdi stared fiercely at Sely. All the grunts that were on his mind seemed to be in a struggle to scream.
Sely who was scared just looked at Ferdi with a questioning look.
"I've remembered everything" said Ferdi as he passed away leaving Sely still stunned by Ferdi's words.
Ferdi went to the balcony terrace, trying to find peace there. He was indeed very emotional at the moment, but he chose to avoid Sely even though he was eager to express all his disappointment.
"Nese..... I learned a lot about how to behave to a woman, from you......." Inner Ferdi while throwing a rough breath.
He remembered that he had often been violent to Nesi just because of emotions. And now he doesn't want to do that to another woman anymore.
"Fers..... Did I make a mistake?" Asked Sely who was suddenly already standing behind Ferdi.
Ferdipun turned his body, and hurt his palm.
"We all have fault each cell.." said Ferdi, then he settled himself in the chair there, while sely still pegged in his place.
"You mean?" Sely was still confused by Ferdi's intentions.
"Leave all your world, I need someone ready to be by my side and support me" Ferdi said without looking at Sely.
"I know what you're doing next to your main job. So think about it. Recall.... I'm giving you a chance just this time" Ferdi said seriously.
Sely seemed to frown and then passed away.
Ferdi took his cell phone and searched for a photo in the gallery. His cynical smile appeared when he saw a photo plastered there. There's Sely and a pretty cool bule guy, they're kissing.
"Sad..... I even know how tough you used to be, Cell..... It seems that it is still the same now. I used to be so blinded by love that I could hurt Nesi and waste it. Now I need to know? Whether you can give up something you want to be with the one you love" Ferdi continued muttering in silence.
While Sely was only pensive in his room, he really had to think about the decision he had to choose.
"How is this......" Shouts in the heart.
"Why the hell does Ferdi remember everything?, and he might find out all about me.... Shit....." Umpat Sely upset.
"Is that why Ferdi never touched me this long???" Sely seemed to think hard.
"I do love him, but do I have to give up all my happiness for the sake of one true happiness?"
Sely still seems very hesitant for the decision he will take.
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