
Like the previous nights, Nesi always busied herself in the room rather than sitting in the living room.
Nesi's relationship with Ferdi has not improved. Their relationship worsened, especially since Ferdi had a relationship with Vika.
Nesi chooses silence, although Nesi knows all about Ferdi and Vika's relationship. According to Nesi, it would be chaotic if Ferdi's marriage with him ended, it would be disappointed both parents.
"Zaa... You think why did Anna give up all my mama business to me, not to Ferdi's mas" Nesi sent a message to Eza's assistant ma'am anna.
Not until 1 minute Eza immediately replied to Nesi's message.
"It seems like Anna's mother is less confident in Ferdi's ability to manage the property business"
"That's it....."
"I want to send data about income and expenditure this month, can later mba Nesi check it"
"All right....."
Then shortly after there was an email report coming in, Nesi immediately checked it, he put the laptop on his mattress and returned struggling with the newly received data.
Ferdi still can not eliminate the habit of returning home at night, and again Ferdi tried to approach Nesi, but nil. Nesi has fallen asleep.
Ferdi tried to get into Nesi's room and then slowly Ferdi put the closed laptop on the table. And do not forget Ferdipun enveloped Nesi's body without changing his position.
I'm sorry Nes, I really haven't been able to love you until this moment, I haven't been able to accept you, so I'd rather avoid, I don't want to damage your body before I really love you.
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"FERTILIZER..... I'M PREGNANT "
Ferdi flinched, not expecting that Vika would actually become pregnant, but she did not want Vika to get pregnant until their relationship was completely official.
At least Ferdi had thought of divorcing Nesi, and would marry Vika.
"Why can this be Vik. isn't it that we always wear safety when we have sex" Ferdi began to panic.
"iii iiya. but not all of them succeed Fer....." Vika welds up and hugs Ferdi from behind.
"But Vik.. if this is how I can explain to everyone" Ferdi let go of Vika's embrace and walked towards the window of the apartment.
Ferdi repeatedly let out a rough breath. Vika just fell silent not responding to Ferdi's words.
"And what about you, won't it ruin your self-esteem, get pregnant with people's husbands" Ferdi sighed again.
"Give me time to take care of all my business, while you, take care of our son and let no one else know"
Then Ferdi left Vika's apartment slightly upset.
Ferdi drove rather violently, repeatedly hitting the steering wheel head and cursing a lot of words.
Arriving home, Ferdi saw Nesi who was sitting on the sofa while holding a laptop, Nesi was working on the design of an apartment.
Nesi does have extraordinary skills, besides being good at talking he is also a graduate architect. He was very interested in the art world.
Ferdi was silent. Then Ferdi rushed to his room, cleaned himself up and changed clothes.
When Ferdi came out of his room he found Nesi preparing dinner for him.
Ferdi did come home early today, because he was annoyed with Vika who could not prevent her pregnancy.
Ferdi sat in a chair, then Nesi served dinner in the form of fried fish and some complementary vegetables.
Nesi unceasingly picked up rice for Ferdi, as well as some side dishes, then placed the pyrinh right in front of Ferdi.
Ferdipun responded and ate the dish, Nesi chose to be quiet, he was afraid of ruining the dinner.
Ferdi finished the meal, and went straight back to the room. Nesi feels Ferdi has a problem, but he refuses to ask. He was afraid that it would cloud the mood of Ferdi.
Nesi was very careful in speaking. He was very unwilling to make Ferdi angry, because it would be fatal. Not once did Ferdi slap Nesi twice because of his anger, even once slammed Nesi and banged his head against the wall, until Nesi finally fainted and when he realized he was in the hospital in between by his ART.
After Nesi cleaned the dining table he immediately rushed to the room.
Just about to enter Nesi stunned to find Ferdi already standing in front of the door of his room.
Nesi tried to be relaxed, even though in his heart Nesi felt afraid and worried, if Ferdi would do something that was unexpected.
"What's wrong....?"
Ferdi remained silent and did not respond to Nesi's question. He clucked once in a while and then shut up again.
It seems like Ferdi is compiling a sentence to convey to Nesi.
"Nese.... You,, do you mind if I get married again?...."
Like lightning striking the crown of Nesi. Nesi was very surprised by Ferdi's question. Nesi just silently pecked. Don't know what to respond to.
"I'm just expressing my opinion, but it feels like it's going to be difficult. Given that our parents desperately want our relationship to be okay. But it's not actually"
Nesi just nodded.
"I'll think about it" Nesi replied even with an almost inaudible voice.
Ferdi nodded then he returned to his room, as did Nesi.
As for Nesi who had already entered the room, she was still quite stunned by Ferdi's words. How could Ferdi think that, if Ferdi asked for a divorce, maybe it would be easier to accept Nesi.
Just marry me you still can't love me, what if you remarry, if you can be fair.
Or is it your main purpose to torture my mind more deeply.
Nesi crying.....
^~^
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