
a few days have passed as well as the news spread on social media and some magazines and newspapers are no longer talked about by people, as if the news did not exist at all.
suana tonight was beautiful and a little cool, until the wind was pierced into my bones, I was sitting pensively in the park near my house, occasionally I play a song on my phone, a song that so understands my destiny path now.
long time I enjoyed the song while closing my eyes while my face stared at the sky at night, until the song was finished I still closed my eyes for a moment I exhaled my breath.
"even a song understands my feelings" I murmured softly.
I was stunned when I got up wanting to enter the house, I saw that he was already at the door, since when was he there..?? my inner.
"mas is home..? come in, the cold outside is not good for health" I said to him.
"there's something I want to talk about" he said seriously.
"What..?" ask me curious.
he walked inside and sat on the living room couch, so I followed his steps.
"just go ahead, if you can't stand me, let's split up.."
pauseaarrr.. like in a lightning strike, his words really close my ears, words that I had been afraid of finally came out of his mouth.
"what do you mean, even our marriage is only 7 months old"
"i want to marry my lover." she replied quickly.
as if my world tonight was destroyed, I ran out of words, as if the contents of my head had become empty, did I not hear wrong???
"Give me time." I replied in shock.
I walked into the room running towards the bed and then I threw my body on it, I could no longer bear the tears that had been blocked since then, the veil that I remember did not look good because it was filled with tears and also water that came out of my nose, my heart was broken already, I kept crying until I fell asleep because over time rebuked.
at dawn, I woke up from my sleep, with my training to go to the bathroom to take ablution.
after I finished praying, I offered my do'a to the khalik for all my trials...
"God, so much trials that you gave me, I can no longer bear all this, even the age of my marriage has just turned 7 months he has asked for love, O Allah I beg of you not his heart in order to accept me to be his wife, I cannot if it must be like this ill, O god.."
I cried as I did, I shed all my tears, until the sunlight entered my room from between the curtains.
I got up from my seat and then I came up and I put it in its place, I walked into the bathroom.
after mendi activities I berbatai black dress with a patterned flower small flowers, I combined with pasmina brown caramel, I also wear a little make up to look frees.
(think of it like the picture below)
after I finished going down to the kitchen, I took 4 pieces of fresh bread and then I put them in the toaster musk, after which I heated the water to make tea for him, and then I put it in the grill, while waiting for the bread to ripen and the water to boil, I headed towards my refrigerator to grab a bottle of milk and ice coffee and I brought the dinner shirt.
then I took two cups and one cup, and two small ones, while I was preparing the dishes and pouring milk into the cup of cooked bread and the water was boiling.
I take the bread first and I put it on the plate of course I just put jam on my bread, while he I put some kind of jam next to the plate, because honestly last night married I never knew her favorite food because she never ate at home, only one drink I know that he really likes because almost every morning I see him drink it is ice coffee, even though I always cook for him because it is my duty.
after I finished approaching her in the room, I knew what I was doing was in vain, because she would not touch the food I made.
"mas.. before going to the office to eat first, I have prepared it" without waiting for an answer from him I immediately went down to breakfast.
when I was banging bread I saw him standing there staring at me, I stopped for a moment my bite and my mouth was still bread there, but before long I turned my face I chewed my bread.
he walked towards me, I could already guess that he would just pass me towards the fridge, but my guess was wrong he instead sat down at a table with me for the first time after marriage, instead, he ate the bread I had prepared.
the second time I looked at him, did I dream of seeing him in the kitchen at the dining table with me?? my stone I frowned because I guessed what happened to her today.
he who noticed the change in my face raised his eyebrows and "why are you looking at me like that?" ask her a little astonishment.
I flinched from the daydream "nothing, only, I felt strange, when I was at a table with me, and again this is the first time I ate my cooking"
"then why?? it's my house" he replied sniffly but his mouth was still chewing and occasionally he drank his milk.
I'm just a mangut mangut I don't want to argue with him, anyway this is his home.
after I finished taking my plate and my husband's and I put it in the dirty plate, I didn't have time to clean it again because I was going out to meet nisa and crestin.
I took my bag and the key to my car which was in my seat, without looking at him I wanted to go from there, but not until 3 steps I stopped when I heard his voice.
"where you going?"
without turning around I answered.
"i want to meet my friend"
"the one who speaks is behind you" he replied.
because I did not want to linger long I looked back it turns out he was looking at me from earlier, both his hands propped up his chin.
"i want to meet my friend" I replied once again.
"what men are women??"
instead of answering I look at him, what's wrong with him?? since when is he going to care about me, did he take the wrong medicine last night?? strange, my inner wonder.
when I realized from my daydream, how surprised I was when I saw him in front of me, I retreated a few steps from him because I was surprised elus elus my chest to lift my chest.
when I wanted to talk but first he.
"later at night I will eat at home" he said briefly but was able to make me sculpt.
I saw that he was gone, because of the sound of the door being closed.
I who have not been accustomed to his attitude now instead of being happy even shudder in horror, after that I also went out of the house and rode my mouth.
Seriate......