THE UNDESIRABLE WIFE

Chapters-11

it does not feel now the age of my marriage has entered 7 months, yes.5 months ago we no longer live in the apartment anymore, yes, because we have moved to a house that has long been prepared mas vano, a two-story house but not too big, a house that I initially thought was soothing even too late.

and from the moment I moved into this house we had separated the room of course this was at my husband's request, I kept the room next to his room which was also on the second floor.

every day I cook for myself, but I always cook more for him even though I know the cuisine that I cook he never touched at all, because it holds my duty to serve him.

almost every day and night he would eat out, of course with his girlfriend.

likewise with our marriage agreement which 4 months ago he had canceled the agreement that we had signed, at that time I was happy I thought that he would accept me, but instead he made me more tormented.

until now I did not understand what exactly I wanted, what I really wanted from a marriage like this, without harmony and without happiness, I don't know.....

after the dzuhur prayer, I prayed to the almighty to open the door of my husband's heart, to soften my husband's heart, turn his heart to love me as he loves his lover.

I asked Allah SWT for forgiveness, what sins have I committed in the past, until I married someone who did not make me his home, people never considered me to exist, the one who never missed my presence, only to you I groaned so that I could maintain this marriage, without a word of percerain.

and the problem of the cafe in the center and branch has been handed over to Santi, because he can get everything, unless there is a difficult enough difficulty then I will intervene alone.

the day began to twilight, I sat on the chair on the balcony of my room, I looked at the twilight in the afternoon this beautiful scenery in my opinion, in addition to the breeze as cool as it feels I want to close my eyes and fall asleep for a moment, hoping that when I wake up later all this is just a dream.

no sense of azan mangrib reverberating, I went from my seat to the bathroom, before that I closed the balcony door so that agin did not enter my room. after taking a shower I changed my sleeping clothes and rushed to pray.

after I finished my prayer open my face and I put it in its place, then I grab my hood and I go down with the laptop on my left step, he said, I want to check the email sent by Santi.

while walking down the stairs, my apartment door opened, there was already my husband for a moment I smiled and wanted to approach him but my steps stopped when I saw a woman who had just entered from behind and stood beside my husband, I could see their hands clinging to each other,.

I saw him telling the woman who was none other than his lover to come in, he did not look at me, but the man who saw and smiled, I did not return the smile, I did not return the smile, manda sat down on one of the sofas in the living room, while my husband went to the room, while climbing the stairs we looked back but he did not even glance at me, I went down the stairs and behaved as usual.

because actually this is not the first time he brought this lover into our house, because since the beginning of this house is mas vano for his wedding gift with the manda later, because since the beginning of this house is indeed mas vano for his wedding gift, even all the locations and corners of this house manda know more than me, because indeed this house is based on the design of the manda, although sick but I have to stay strong and be patient for their actions.

I believe that one day God will repay all the pain I have felt so far with a happiness, but I do not know when that happiness will come.

when I wanted to head towards the living room, Manda stood up from her seat and smiled at me.

"Hi mbak ruby..!" politely smile.

"assalamu'alaikum" I replied with a slight smile.

"Eh.wa'alaikumsalam" she smiled awkwardly.

"what do you want to drink??" ask him, although reluctant, but I still have to serve guests.

"Eemm, don't be mbak, because soon we will come out" he replied without thinking about my feelings as the legal wife of his lover.

I just swooped up and chose to go on my way to the living room, instead of taking care of them I better check my work.

not long mas vano down from the top floor to the bottom, I came out of the kitchen because earlier I wanted to take a few snacks looking at those who seemed ready to go, manda wrapped his hand on the arm of the mas vano, instead of angry mas vano even smiled gently towards the manda.

I do not mind them I choose to continue my path, unbeknownst to me mas vano glanced at me for a moment, then he invited the manda out.

the sound of the door closed, I breathe for the next time, I stop my activities for a moment, I lay my head on the sofa, then I look at the sky of the house, I look at the sky, I could still see how mas vano was smiling warmly at her lover, a smile that was never meant for me, not feeling warm liquid coming out of both corners of my eyes, I nodded my left arm and I put it on my forehead to cover some of my face that was already filled with tears.

Ruby pov off

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the sound of the music is so beautiful and the restaurant suana that is so elegant adds to the impression of romance.

vano enjoyed his dinner quietly, without thinking that someone was always hurt.

occasionally manda feed the pieces of meat to the mouth of the vano and greeted with pleasure by him.

occasionally they talk and occasionally smile, the smile of an alvano that is so beautiful that he never treats anyone except when he is with his lover and his family, even for his wife he never gave that smile.

without them realizing that at the end of the corner of the restaurant room there was a person who was photographing their intimacy.

the man smiled meaningfully, in the end he managed to find a famous actress making out with a young businessman, at first there were some journalists who suspected the closeness of manda with someone but they did not know who the man was, and more so it was denied by the company and also the personal assistant of manda, he believes this news will explode on social networks.

after taking some photos of the person directly away from the restaurant, because if it linger long he will be caught by the restaurant.

so also with the couple, after eating they chose to go home to the apartment owned by Manda.

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the next morning Vano came home, with random hair and messy clothes, when entering the house his steps stopped when he saw that ruby had been neat with Muslim clothes, was down the stairs.

"where are you going in the morning like this" asked Vano flatly still standing at the door.

ruby stopped walking for a moment, this was the first time her husband had spoken to her after such a long time.

without answering the ruby stepped his feet back down the stairs to the door of the house without looking at the vano ruby out of the house, but when she saw her ruby smell the perfume of the woman from her husband's body she was sure that the perfume belonged to the manda, as powerful as the manda tried to calm her feelings and heart, seeing it makes Vano frown because this is the first time ruby behaves like that.

"what's wrong with him" the inner vano stared at the ruby's back that was starting to drift away.

without much thought Vano went straight to his room to clean himself up and went to the office.

after finishing with his formal wear vano out of the room but when down the stairs his phone vibrated.

Dreet dreeet.

vano saw who was calling, and then he swiped the green button.

"wa'alaikumsalam ma.

"..."

"Alright later after the vano office there"

"..."

"yes, Vano will be stuck"

"..."

"wa'alaikumsalam"

after hanging up the vano phone directly out of the house and into his car, a few moments while the vano drove his car through the streets of Jakarta.

Seriate........