The Tyranny of the Rising Sun

Papa's Explanation

I was very surprised to see papa.But I am also grateful because I can immediately ask all the things I want to ask that have been dwelling in my mind.Papa is here? Yes, his client Uncle Firman was papa.Kamu yourself there is any business with Uncle Firman, I actually ingiiiiiin.had already, Sir should sit down first so good to talk. Uncle have time for me? There's a love, 'ayo sit down first let us talk nice.What business are you doing here? Actually I want to ask you about papa, about papa.You want to ask me what son? Oh then I should just go out, let you guys have a good chat.Emang nothing uncle? You are calm, you are not okay, you ask what son? I want to ask papa about this letter, what does this letter mean? Turns out your mama still keeps this letter, papa thought your mama had thrown it away.When I spoke to papa, I was very groggy. I've never talked to him before, in all these years. My mouth can barely say anything, my body trembles because I just saw it first.I want to hug papa, but I'm ashamed, before I know all the truth I can't yet feel that I'm the child she wants.*😊your mom is yes, why with mama? There is nothing wrong with her, there is nothing wrong with her.Even your mother is a woman who papa taste very perfect from other women.Then why, then why did papa leave mom, what's wrong mama, what's the lack of mama, what's the lack of mama, if you ever hurt papa, if you say mom is the perfect woman why you leave mom for another woman, if you and mom split up and Nuri is anyone, who is Nuri, who is Nuri,whose child.Papa did leave your mother, but only the body that left him.But the love of papa on mamau never lost, from our first relationship until forever.Then why papa left mama, if indeed papa love mama, then,why papa left mama.Papa loves your mama very much, papa also loves you all.Papa will tell you everything, first when you were born papa was engaged to a woman, her name is Rania.She is a very good woman, she is very, papa already knew him before papa knew your mama.Papa also dating him since papa was still in high school, after graduating we studied in a different place.Dad papa, papa,exactly oppa you tell papa to study abroad.At first papa does not want, but oppa you have papa to continue studying abroad.If papa does not want to do it, papa will not get any inheritance, papa will not get any inheritance,let alone inheritance, papa will also not be considered a family member anymore.Papa consider it, after papa considers everything, finally papa agreed to study abroad.Although papa will part with papa's girlfriend at that time, papa was very sad because he had to part with Rania.But because of the kindness and sincerity of Rania, he was very sad,he let papa to kulia abroad.While he will wait for papa until papa will come home to pick him.We tie a promise, that we will live forever, later when papa is successful, papa,there will be no one else who will replace Rania's position in papa's heart. So too papa, there will never be anyone else who will replace the position of papa in the heart of Rania.Today is the last day we met, that promise is the last promise we said, the last promise we said, and that day is our last memory before we parted for a while.Papa studied in Milan, hundreds of years papa abroad to taste education.Berton years old papa swallowed a longing in Rania, a year old papa,and finally papa's graduation. Papa returned to Indonesia, papa will shed long longs pendam papa for Rania.But everything is over, two days papa in Indonesia, Indonesia,papa will be faced with the engagement.And the engagement has been prepared by papa's parents since papa was in college.Papa opposed both parents papa, papa,papa does not want to be betrothed.Papa already has a woman who will accompany papa for life papa, oppa you are angry, you still want papa to agree to the match.Papa go to see Rania, he said,but papa did not find it in the house.Said his neighbor Rania and his family have moved, papa's heart is destroyed.Papa can not think of anything else, the next day, the next day, the next day, the next day, the,your papa's extended family and your mother's extended family held a meeting that would discuss our arranged marriage. Your mother was a very obedient child, she agreed to the match. But papa does not, papa does not want to be betrothed, but papa does not have a strong reason not to accept the match.Papa's love that can be the reason for papa not to accept the match went to leave papa, papa,finally for no other reason, papa accepted the match.We immediately married, we were not engaged first.Papa was afraid to touch your mama, our first honeymoon, our first, we were given to honeymoon abroad.Dad papa gave a vacation ticket to Paris, a country that people say the land of Love.We vacation there.Your mother is very good, very good,your mama always prepared the needs of papa.Papa does not love your mama, but to say thank you to your mama,papa tried to be kind to him.Honey moon that should be a month that we can not forget just wishful thinking.Papa afraid to touch your mama, because papa did not love him at all.The first night, the,papa does not touch your mama.Papa can not because papa always think of Rania, that first night, papa told your mama that in the heart of papa there is only Rania.There will be no other woman who can replace him, no other woman can replace him,mama you cry, papa does not have the heart to see it.But papa also does not want to keep it secret to him, papa confused.We separated the bed, papa has not been able to touch your mama. Mama you are very understanding, mama you understand if papa has not been able to accept it completely.Your mother sleeps in bed while papduridur on the sofa.The room is already in a beautiful design like the bridal room, but we feel we are not yet a bride. Our honeymoon, we do as a stage of introduction only.Your mama is very good, but papa does not easily melt with the virtues of your mama. We lived in Paris for 3 months, but papa could not love your mother.We finally returned to Indonesia, we lived in a house that was given by your oppamu.1 years we were married,we have not been gifted a child.Omma you think among us there are infertile, then we checked to the doctor.We are fine, we are healthy and fertile, but how can we have children. We just sleep apart, parents papa continue to force let us have children.Finally we decided to have children, even though your mother was pregnant at that time, papa still can not love her.Until your mother gave birth, papa there beside her, papa,papa could not bear to see your mother in pain.Then the cry of a little angel filled the whole room, your mother shed tears, and so did papa. For the first time papa was very happy, for the first time papa kissed your mother's forehead with love.Papa finally love your mother, if only the papa child at that time was a woman, surely papa would call love, papa would call love,because he was the one who changed my heart to your mother.Our relationship is getting better and better because of the presence of your feet, until he comes again.Papa's love has long been lost, she Rania. At once our happy marriage collapsed due to her presence. Papa can not deny how great love papa to him, we ended up living a relationship without the knowledge of your mother.We then engaged, we intertwined behind your mother.When you were born, papa was not there, papa was not there,papa is not there to accompany your mama.When your mama struggles between life and death, papa even have fun with the new papa's wife.