The Tyranny of the Rising Sun

Is this what makes Mama cry?

That night I was staying at the Hospital, I was asked to go home by my brother but I didn't want to go home, I wanted to take care of my mom.I'm not stopping to call papa,but papa can never be contacted.I am very surprised with papa, I am very surprised with my family.Why is my family like this? the last few months mama is often not home, papa is increasingly never home, papa used to come home often even though only a few minutes at home, but now let alone home, but now let go,on the phone alone can not.Sister getting busy with college, my brother increasingly not get the attention of all family members including me, including me,because more and more tasks from the school.so my sister only got the attention of our maid bi ijah.Peradically the ordeal was being felt, I do not know if I can pass it or not, I do not know if I can pass it,but I have always been firm in my opinion that I can go through all the trials and face them with a smile.Night has passed, the light of the sun has been rising in the eastern horizon, this means a new day, new experience.Today I decided not to go to school, I was worried why mom napa.But my brother forbid me, I was still asked to go to school. In exchange for my brother who replaced me to take care of my mother, besides that my sister also has no friends at home, just aunt Ijah only. Nuri may cry because she knows nothing and finds no one at home. Finally I agreed and I went home to get ready to go to school and tell Nuri what happened.I left the Hospital early in the morning after I prayed at dawn. On the way home I met Dino's brother, he seemed to be going to the Mental Hospital again. I'm still curious about him, but now I can't investigate. Since I also have a problem that I have to solve first, after my problem is resolved I will try to approach him to ask him the truth about him. When I got home, I went to see my sister, usually she hasn't woken up yet. Next year my sister will go to Kanak-Kanak Park, she is very excited to go to school.Because, she said she does not feel at home, so at home she does not have friends,sometimes if bi Ijah is not busy, he will play with bi Ijah.I immediately get ready to go to school, he said,do not forget I advised bi Ijah to take care of Nuri well and ask bi Ijah to prepare food for mom and sister.When leaving school I went to the Hospital first to deliver food for my brother and mother.I was very happy when I saw that my mother was awake, I wanted to ask why my mother could be like this.But surely the time is not right, the time is not right,I refrained from asking my mother about it.After delivering the food I said goodbye and went straight to school, I tried to call papa again, but the result was the same, but the result was the same,nihil.I was very upset with papa because it could not be contacted, my mind was very chaotic. I think there are a lot of bullies approaching my brain. As a result I became a lot of negative thinking, I think that papa has indeed ignored us, papa is no longer dear to all of us, all of us,and the worst thing I think about is papa cheating behind my mom.I quickly get rid of the dirty thoughts in my head, I shouldn't think like that.But with papa's attitude all along,am I wrong because I think papa is like that? Thinking of such things, I went out to sea and shouted so loud that the burden in my heart and mind was lifted, even though it was only temporary,because I want to go to papa's office, but because today there is a group assignment I decided to go to school.I do not want because of my problems, I became detrimental to many parties. After school, I wanted to go straight to his office, but I remembered my sister at home.I finally came home to take my sister to the Hospital.

Assalamu'alaikum's chat..

salam waalaikum.kakaaaaa.

After everything I did, we went to the Hospital to visit my mom.When on the way I want to buy ice cream, I immediately bought it.I was very surprised when I went to buy it ice cream, ice cream,not because of the amount of ice cream he asked for, but I saw papa again along with women and boys at that time,I feel that papa is indeed having an affair with the woman.I really want to approach papa but my sister is crying because she wants ice cream.I did not come to him. I'm more and more convinced that papa is indeed having an affair behind all of us.I'm going to find out all the truth, I don't want to see mama hurt anymore, I don't want to see her hurt again,I was also more convinced that my mother was crying because of my father.I hated my father so much, I hated him even more.I would never let him hurt my family again, what more my mother and sister.I would never let him, would never let him.