The Twin Sons the Ruler

Diagnosis of Anin

"Tante can't say anything. You try to see this!" Amara gives a white envelope to Amanda.

With trembling hands and a face full of question marks, Amanda grabbed a white envelope that read the name of a large hospital on it. Amanda felt uneasy, her heart beating so fast, as it grabbed the paper, from inside the envelope.

Amanda closed her eyes at a glance, then threw her breath into the air with a single bang. After feeling his heartbeat began to decrease, Amanda finally ventured to open the folds of the paper.

Both Amanda's neutrals, enlarged perfectly for a split second. In the next instant, the net bead gradually turned shiny like crystal.because it was full of clear liquid that finally escaped seeping down his cheeks.

"Tan, this isn't right, is it? it's a lie, isn't it?" amada cried while shaking Amara's hand. Amara who finally could not hold back the tears to not come out went to stand up and grabbed Amanda into his arms.

"This is right, Manda. Tantepun did not believe it at first, but this is the reality. You are patient." Amara stroked Amanda's shoulders gently, giving her peace.

"No! this must be a lie." Amanda shook her head, not believing the tears that would not stop coming out.

Amanda drowned, and fell to the floor.

"Why is life unfair? What is my sin Tuhaaan?! how many more trials do you want to give me? come ... Let's give it now!" amanda yelled while banging her chest.

"Patience, Manda! you calm down first! crying is not the right way to make Anin heal." persuaded Amara, but he also did not deny, if deep down, he felt a very intense pain, he felt, upon seeing the results of Anin's examination that he did secretly 3 days ago, because he felt suspicious of Anin's situation, stating that the angel-faced boy was suffering from 'leukemia'. After all, he already considered Anin like his own grandson.

"Have I been impatient all this time, Tan? I was betrayed by my best friend and boyfriend, I was patient and sincere, I had a child without the side of a husband, I was sincere. My papa died because of me .. I'm sincere. Now do I also have to sincerely look at the body of the child I gave birth to and raise with the disease? He's never even felt the affection of a papa, Tan. Why did he have to feel this pain? can you imagine, such a small body, inhabited by such a dangerous disease? should I be patient again? I'm not that strong, Auntie!" scream Amanda, with tears that never stop flowing from her eyes.

"Manda, what you're going through right now, you may not be easy to understand, honey. But believe me God gives you a trial, this is because he believes you are capable and strong to pass through.One thing you must understand, that 'God will never, give you a trial that shines through your strength'. Manda, believe me, son, if you ask God for Bread, God will not give a poisonous snake. So keep asking God for the best, and instill confidence in your heart, that all that God has given you is beautiful, including what you are experiencing now, so that your heart feels plong and sincere. Now the most important thing is not to be discouraged to try the best for Anin. Every effort will be counted by God. And behind all the trials that occur will certainly be beautiful in time.You take it easy, aunt and om Rudi, will always support you." said Amara at length, providing motivation to Amanda.

Amanda was seen starting to look calm hearing all the strands of advice given by Amara. "Yes, I have to stay up for Anin, Tan." Amanda said, with a smile and a hug from Amara.

"But why can Auntie take Anin for a check? does he show any symptoms? because he always looks fine in front of me Tan."

Amara breathed quite a long breath.

Then Amarapun began to tell the beginning of why he had the intention to take Anin check to the hospital. Where he felt suspicious seeing Anin who always nosebleed and back pain. His suspicion was growing when he saw Aby who always bought turmeric and gave it to be consumed by Anin. Three days ago, when she was about to pick Anin and Aby up to school, Anin suddenly fainted, and Amara immediately took her to the hospital that belonged to the Bagaskara family. With that incident, Amara took the opportunity to all examine Anin's disease. Because all this time Anin always refused to be examined.

"So Aby already knew the symptoms Anin showed, Tan?" Amara nodded her head, allowing.

"But why didn't he tell me?"

Amara took a deep breath, then exhaled again. "You have great kids, Amanda. They love you very much. They don't want to tell you everything, because they don't want to see you sad. Even when Anin passed out yesterday, they begged me not to tell you."

Amanda's tears came back to hear Amara's words.She admitted that her children, growing up is not yet the time, especially Aby.

"Tan, does Anin still have a chance to heal?" the real question he wanted to ask the most, but he feared the most 'answer'.

"Still! Doctors say the chance of recovery for children with leukemia reaches 80 to 85 percent. So, you must remain confident and positive thinking that Anin will recover. And another one, 'the happy heart is medicine'. So try not to show your sadness in front of Anin, so that Anin does not feel sad. Instead, you have to keep smiling and love her passion." said Amara giving advice and Amanda nodded her head, assuring her.

"Thank you, Tan! I'm not good with Auntie and Om. Our presence has made you all difficult." Amanda lowered her head while wiping away the tears that had fallen back.

"Amanda, don't ever feel bad, honey. Honestly, even though Aby and Anin are not Ardan's children, but we really love both of them and we already consider them our own grandchildren. We feel like our days are living with both of them" Amara said with a smile on her lips.

"We also felt like we saw little Ardan when we saw Aby, both her face and her attitude. Anin's eyes are also very similar to Ardan's. I'm also confused as to why it could be like that. What is their papa, similar to Ardan? right he said in this world we have 7 twins." asked Amara who made Amanda immediately stunned and confused to answer.

"Hmm, I-I don't know either, Tan. Because honestly ___"

"Mamaa! please Anin ... Anin fainted again!" Aby suddenly appeared with a panicked face.

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