
Tristan walked down the park and stopped in an iron chair.
The man instantly imagined the face of the woman who had given birth to him into this world. Suddenly the man came back crying and lowered his head.
"Ma, how are you there? I know that you have been all your life, you have always been filled with deceit, always selfish and committed many sins, but I am sure that with your conversion at the end of your life, you are already in heaven. I'm sure you'll be happy to see me raised in this family. A family that makes me understand the meaning of a family full of affection. But sometimes I feel like my life is pretty sad, Ma. I felt that I was living out of pity, but I was wrong, Ma. They love me sincerely" muttered Tristan still with his head bowed.
"Ma, was I wrong to never visit Om Dito who said my father was in prison? I feel like I can't accept all this, Ma. Soon his sentence will be over, what should I do, Ma? am I going to let him just walk the Street or give him a place to live and pay for all his life? I'm really in a dilemma, Ma. On the other hand I do not accept having a biological father like him, but on the other hand I also cannot deny that his blood runs in my blood. I have to what now? I'm afraid that he'll still carry a grudge once he gets out of prison" Tristan whispered to his own heart.
Tristan then leaned her body on the back of the chair and raised her head up.
Instantly the shadow where when he knew the reason Bima actually back ringing in his memory.
Flashback.
Bima, you really don't want to come with them, don't you?" clara asked to confirm, after the bodies of Michelle and Bimo were lost behind the door. Because the two people who just made it, really want to tell Ayunda if actually Bima does not have feelings of love for Michelle.
"Why did my mom ask like that? you should already know the answer," replied Bima, relax.
"Unfortunately what you see between your face and your speech is completely out of sync. Mama can see that you actually want to come with them, right? michelle, smile sweetly.
"Mama don't talk! what you said earlier was not true," denied Bima firmly.
" Daughter, you can't lie to Mama. Mama gave birth to you, so you can read what's on your mind right now. Mama saw that you pretended to be happy to hear Ayu cancel the match. Deep down you don't actually accept it, do you? Now try to explain to Mama, what exactly incriminates you to receive an arranged marriage with Ayu? and mama hope you want to be honest this time, so that mama can muffle your disappointment," said Clara, making Bima speechless.
"Are you still not being honest, Bima?"
Bima took a deep breath and exhaled it back out. "Yes, Mama's right. You want to know why I refused?" Clara nodded her head.
"That's because I know that Tristan's sister also likes Ayu, Ma. I felt that Tristan's happiness was with Ayu, and I didn't want to repeat the same mistake, taking her happiness twice. I know, Ma, Mr. Tristan has been feeling inferior and unwilling to voice what's on his mind because he still feels that he's not part of this family. All this time he just resigned whatever decisions are in this house, including my matchmaking with Ayu. He could only shut up, as he felt it was inappropriate to talk. I just want to change Tristan's mindset, Ma. I just want him to really feel like he's part of this family. I don't want her to leave our family someday. So, I was determined, however, I had to bring the two of them closer, even though I had to sacrifice my feelings," said Bima at length and without pause.
Without them noticing, Tristan heard all that Bima and Clara were talking about.
"Hm, it seems like Bima misunderstood, when I said that she did not want to fight for Ayu, let me fight for her.When my intention said it just wanted to make her aware of her feelings, she said, not that I really wanted to fight for Ayu" Tristan whispered to himself.
"I'd better help resolve their misunderstanding. I have to see Ayu now?" it was Tristan's determination to finally go from another exit, to avoid Clara and Bima
Arriving at Adrian's residence, Tristan got out of the car and saw Bimo and Michelle coming out of it with a tangled look.
"Why the two of you? why grim?" tristan asked with a frown.
"Ayunda has gone outside Negri. He left without saying goodbye to us and brought his misunderstanding,". Michelle started sobbing.
Tristan's enlarged eyes gasped in shock at the information spewed from Michelle's mouth.
"You're not kidding me!"
"Well, you guys go home first, let me go in and try asking Adrian, "tristan said as he stepped up.
"Hopefully succeed, brother!" Tristan turned back and nodded his head.
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After entering Adrian's house, Tristan first said his greetings. How surprised he saw the whereabouts of Ayu who was still at home, not as Bimo and Michelle said.
Tristan asks why Adrian lied and Adrian does not want to explain. The man asked himself not to tell anyone, including Bara and Clara.
Actually my purpose here in addition to asking about Ayu's whereabouts, I also want to convey something about Bima. So, since it turns out that it is still here, I will convey it directly to Ayu," said Tristan straightforwardly and firmly.
"You just tell Om! Come on, you're coming with Om!" sambar Adrian quickly, preventing Tristan from talking to Ayu.
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What do you want to say about Bima?" ask Adrian, without further ado.
"Om, first tell me what's the reason Om lied." Tristan asked back, not wanting if later Adrian did not tell the reason, after the man got the information he wanted.
Adrian exhales, feeling like it would be a waste of time if they both throw at each other who will talk first. Finally the middle-aged man explained the reason for making the lie.
"Om already said the reason Om. Now it's your turn to explain what you want to say about Bima" Adrian said after speaking at length, without pause.
Tristan, who had now understood the man's lie, finally also conveyed the thing he wanted to tell Bima to the middle-aged man.
"Oh, so it's like that?" Adrian smiled meaningfully. It turned out that my future daughter-in-law had only been pretending all along. But, even like that, Om wants you to keep this a secret to Ayu,"
"Why should it be kept secret, Om? their misunderstanding must be resolved immediately,"
"But in this case, Om really doesn't want Ayu to know the truth, because Om wants Ayu to focus on her life goals first. All this time his world just revolved around Bima, Bima and Bima, until he forgot his purpose in life, until wherever Bima went he would go to the same place. Om only exploits this misunderstanding, so that he can escape first from the world of Bima and become himself. If he knows the truth, Om is afraid he will buy Bima continue, and it could also make Bima so sultry. They are both young, so let them for a while get away from each other, because it is also a lesson for them to know their own feelings, whether their feelings are really love is just the feeling of a labile teenager" Adrian explained at length and without pause.
"You can understand, don't you, Tristan means Om?" adrian continued again and Tristan nodded his head, saying yes.
After thinking for a while, Tristan opened his voice again and made a request, where he wanted to study in the same country as Ayunda
"What's your reason for wanting to go to college in the same place as Ayu?" adrian's brows slightly rose upwards, looking at Tristan with a suspicious look.
"My goal, just so I can keep him for Bima. That's it, Om nothing more!"
End Flashback