The Trap My Stepmother

CHAPTER 68 Thinking Clear

Three days after giving birth, Patricia always refused to breastfeed or even just see her baby. He is still waiting for the doctor's decision. Can't stand leaving Jakarta soon.

Patricia, who is always surrounded by ego, continues to strengthen her heart if she is only in charge of conceiving and giving birth to Pandu children, does not mean accepting her presence. Caring for a baby requires tremendous effort, feeling unable to do that at a young age.

“My life is still long, my ideals are many. I believe Pandu can raise her.” Inner Patricia grimaced pain. Weight also left the baby in a struggling state in the NICU. Her instincts as a mother always eat away at the soul.

Even these two days, the father of his little son did not reveal any nostrils at all. Pandu somehow disappeared to where, no news. It seems, Patricia's phone number is blocked.

Is it impossible for the man to leave the red baby in the hospital without the guardian's clarity?

‘Excuse me, it's time to check in the morning Madam.’

The nurse took out a tension device and a sheet of paper containing several questions asked to Patricia, to validate that the patient had fully recovered.

“Suster? Has there been a decision from the doctor? What say? I can go home now, right?” Patricia was in a hurry to ask. Sore sleep based on a hospital bed, although soft and comfortable still different.

‘Sabar Madam, that's exactly what I'm here for. Explain the results of the doctor's examination and the decision after yesterday afternoon.’

The nurse tidied up the tension equipment and some paper. Then give me something in the envelope, containing a lab check one day ago.

Patricia slowly opened the envelope, the result was very good because she was allowed to go home. Recorded something there, about a reminder to eat regularly and nutritious for the sake of smooth nutrition for the baby.

After reading the letter Patricia prepared herself, she contacted Alana. But nil, former lover Lewis Jansen seems busy doing a series of business in Patt Group.

It is wrong not to make an appointment with Alana, usually always come after work precisely in the afternoon.

With a mobile phone booked online and a service worker to carry the goods, Patricia went out the hospital door. He entered the car of a million people, opened the glass wide, staring at the passing visitors.

“I'm sorry. I hope you grow up and understand. Sorry, I'm not a good mother. Never look for me, live happily with Pandu and his wife later.” Even though saying so only in the heart, Patricia's body trembled and was powerless to grieve.

His decision was unanimous cannot be contested. “Mister's way, to the address in the application yes.”

Initially wanted to visit Debby in the field, but the longer he was held in Jakarta, then the chances Pandu held him stronger.

Tickets to Singapore were purchased a day ago. Tonight Patricia flew to a neighboring country. Start a new life that has been broken, throwing away bitter memories eight months ago.

Patricia could breathe a sigh of relief after setting foot in the Jansen residence. Welcomed the butler who was confused looking at his Miss, went home alone without the presence of Pandu let alone the newborn baby.

“Nona?” the lips of the Chief Maid were itching to ask but worried about offending her Miss.

“I'm healthy, please help bring the bag to the room yes. Please make apple juice.” Patricia's orders are relaxed but serious.

His feet stepped, while both hands held the stairs railing so strong. Without her knowing, the Chief Maid secretly contacts Pandu and Lewis, recounting the condition of the mother who had just given birth.

He understood why Patricia came home without a child. But what astonished him was, Lewis and Pandu's response was the same, compact rule holding Patricia from leaving the house.

Because Lewis knows his cousin's sister has booked a ticket, thanks to Liam's fingers are so skilled at finding information.

Young Master Jansen won't let Patricia make the biggest mistake. He feels guilty to the tiny baby who is now in the NICU, because his actions involve Pandu in family problems.

Then now, her nephew had to bear the consequences of having a young mother who had not been able to become a full mother. Think of it as Lewis's form of penance.

Until the afternoon Patricia was not at all suspicious, he tidied up all the goods and tidied up the room, because the flight schedule was two hours away. Maybe 30 minutes later we leave. Stay faithful waiting for Lewis to come home to say goodbye.

On the soft bed, Patricia looked at the pregnancy checkbook and the 2D and 4D Ultrasound. His lips smiled shadyly staring at the growth development from time to time. In the beginning the empty bag, then contains a small circle to show the form of a small human.

TEST

Her tears came down crying over unnecessary things. “Eh why am I crying? Isn't it during pregnancy she's always troublesome?” showing row of USG images.

The roar of the car engine was heard from the front of the house, but his forehead shriveled because he heard a strange sound. Not just one but three cars, yes Patricia sure of it.

He peeked through the window. Instantly gasped at the sight of three people walking hand in hand, Pandu, Lewis, Alana. Compact entering Jansen residence.

“Should only be Brother Lewis, why are Aunt Alana and Pandu also coming? Don't they know I want to go?”

Before long there was a knock on the door, a panicked Patricia, flinching on the spot. His subconscious is negative.  Fortunately the door was locked, he could still hold everything.

But it lasted a while, because the key sounds open manual, although from the inside using digital.

“Patricia?” say third.

First Pandu steps closer to the mother of her baby, “Cancel! You don't feel sorry for our son? He's fighting in the NICU, he's waiting for you.”

Not heeding all the hurtful words, Patricia chose to throw away her face not to stare at the imploring Pandu.

“Patricia, true what Pandu said. You can still pursue your dreams even if you have children. Aunt will help you take care of her.” Alana tried to convince him that the small creature was not a barrier.

Hearing Alana's sentence, Lewis Jansen automatically saw the adoration of his heart. Feeling stuck in the past, Alana was also afraid of having children from him but the status of James' wife.

“What Alana used to not be as mature as now?” lewis asked inwardly still watching Alana.

“Tante please Patricia. Think clearly, accept Pandu, he sincerely loves you.” Alana's voice sounded as a form of judgmental pushy not the best solution Patricia heard.

“But you are Pandu, his future wife Gemana Aunt? I no longer want to be a thorn in the happy life of another couple.” Patricia said lustfully and angrily recalling the voice of the woman who received the call three days ago.

Pandu smiled, grabbing both hands of the young lady in front of him. “Tante Alana has a story. She's not a future wife, I don't have a lover, I still wish my son's mother would accept the proposal. She's my little sister.”

Sontak Patricia threw Pandu's hand, glaring in disbelief to hear it.

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