The Trap My Stepmother

CHAPTER 41 Forgive Me

BRACKET

Lewis Jansen's body fell, hard hit by reality. Indeed, at this time his chest was very tight, knowing his only family member, his father was stricken with a malignant disease.

“You're kidding Alana?” lewis asked a voice and his hand suddenly tremored, even the medical record paper James fell from the handle. Scattered over the cold floor of the hospital.

“I never joke Lew. That was the result of an examination a few years ago, before I got into your lives.” Alana answered, the same tears. It's too hard to live because a loved one has a serious illness.

Lewis who usually never cries, always calm and looks dashing. This time crying, her tears fell.

He thought James was sick because he was old, not a certain disease. That means four years back, the man lived a completely lonely life. Stupidly again Lewis never asked how his father was, always indifferent due to hatred.

Lewis laughed as he wiped the tears down his cheeks, “Brain cancer. How could anyone not tell me? I'm his son, right?” ask Lewis to yourself.

“Hu’um you are indeed Lew's son. This disease is only me, butler and chief bodyguard who know. The rest still consider James sick as a result of age.” Alana responded to Lewis's rant, then patted her lover on the shoulder. Channeling strength.

“I'm sorry Mr. James, he is desperate to have the love of his son. I think there's still a chance for you to love each other, showing how strong the bond is between father and son. You can definitely Lew.” Alana smiled warmly.

Crouching in front of Lewis Jansen. “I love you Lew, I love Mr. James as much as Papa, the three of you mean so much That last sentence was only spoken in the heart, Alana where can say painful things in this condition.

Hearing the words ‘forgive’ makes Lewis think whatever the old man has done until their relationship is tenuous.

Lewis nodded slowly, staring straight ahead.

Suddenly a nurse called out the name of the heir to JSN to go inside because there was something important to say.

‘Tun Young Jansen. Big Master wants you to sign in.’

Lewis turned to Alana, as a question of whether she should go in or not. Alana nodded quickly, supporting Lewis to speak with James.

The man's feet stepped heavily towards the treatment room. Slowly opening the door, his blue bead caught a pitiful sight. James Jansen was surrounded by tools, as well as two nurses in charge of direct supervision.

His face was lethargic and limp, the old man could still smile welcoming his son. “Lewis.” Call him even though the hoarse voice almost disappeared.

“Ya Dad.” Lewis said his head was moving signaling the nurse to wait outside.

“You're getting older. Very good at taking care of yourself. I didn't think my son was so handsome. This brat looks like me when I was young. You have to believe it Lew.” James laughed weakly.

His hand tried to reach Lewis, moving but blocked by the infusion and several injections of other drugs that stuck in his veins.

Sensitive to the situation, Lewis took the initiative first, clasping those wrinkled hands. “I am your son is clearly similar. But I'm sure you're far less handsome James.” Trying to joke and laugh.

James Jansen's hand moved again, wanting to stroke Lewis' cheek. His firm jaw dropped to Lewis, his chin, nose, even eyebrows exactly the same. Only the eyeballs were passed down from his mother.

Lewis who heard him smiled knot, at a time like this wanted to ridicule his own father but he snuffed because James' condition was very weak.

“All my women I never slept with Lew. Honestly just tempted, they all came because they want the results of my efforts. I, young James, am lulled in treasure and the throne is lulled by many seductive women.” James continued, taking a pause to breathe first before continuing his conversation.

“Don't think much and move Dad, you better take a break. Me and .. Alana, that means your wife is waiting outside the room.” Lewis could not hear James Jansen's words.

“No, you should know. That I love Angelina so much. You know Lew, whenever I want to fuck another woman, the shadow of your mother's face is always present. Sweet memories with her flashed. But ..” James coughed because his throat was dry.

“Uhuk .. uhuk. Please help me drink Lew.” James's orders were carried out by Lewis Jansen.

Lewis slowly helped his father drink with a pipette, and for the first time James felt the tender touch of his long-lost son.

“Thank you Lew.” Honestly, the frail man was touched and happy.

Back lying down, James started to open his mouth again. His eyes were slightly closed, gathering all the memories of youth.

“But I was so curious. I wanted to try something new, an environment that made me forget myself, choose the wrong company. Until I could hurt and kill Angelina slowly. She is a beautiful and kind woman, always faithfully accompanying when I have difficulties.” James continued to babble, his clear hair dropped from the corner of the eye.

Similar to Degan Lewis, sad and painful memories also returned. The two men cried without a sound. Repent each other's deeds.

“Angelina my wife, I miss you. Lewis...pardon Daddy can't be a good and perfect Dad. I hope all past mistakes are not repeated.” James is getting sobbing.

While Lewis lowered his gaze, his breathing was heavy, due to a nose and throat filled with mucus. Crying over the situation, despite knowing it will never be able to revive the Queen at the Jansen residence.

“James ... Dad, why hide your illness? Daddy didn't even ask me to come home once, but your condition is very concerning. I feel like a stupid kid.” Imbuh Lewis, breathing deeper and deeper.

“I'm a fool not knowing anything about you. Daddy's sick, needs help. I... forgive you, my hate is useless, it only hurts both of us and Mommy will never breathe again.” Tukas Lewis did not look down anymore, but rather stared into the wrinkled face of his father.

James smiled. “I don't want to add burdens and wounds to my son. There was a lot of pain I always gave. I'm self-conscious, just want my descendants to live better Lew. If you continue to hate me, when I die, there is no sadness in your eyes.”

“Lewis... Promise to live a better life and do not follow in the footsteps of your depraved father, marry a good woman, take care of my granddaughter. One more watch JSN for Angelina.” James' message reminded Lewis of something.

“I have a woman I love James. I'm determined to marry her.” Lewis' response, he had to ask his father to let Alana go.

TB

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Sorry to falter, I went back and forth to hospital🙏