
"What was your initial goal? you've always tried and I see you never even despair of facing any challenge. What exactly do you want to achieve all this time? Are you not really chasing this world champion? Is there anything else you want to accomplish?" asked Keanu, and Brianna just let out a long sigh staring silently at Keanu.
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"Bree.." call Keanu because Brianna just stares at him.
"Bree.... Are you okay?" ask Keanu.
For a while Keanu finally also quietly looked at the woman in front of him. After a long time, somehow got inspiration from where Keanu suddenly jerked in shock himself.
"God! Bree.... You.... You...... do all this for her? oh shit! Bree.. tell me that my mind is wrong about everything. Please, tell me that my thinking is Bree's wrong." Keanu said staring anxiously at Brianna.
Brianna began to shed tears while still staring at Keanu.
"Ooh Bree's.... You're a very unreasonable woman. It's been 5 years, Bree...! The man is married and it is also possible that he has forgotten you and loved his wife! 5 Years without your word and without seeing you! He must have thought you had forgotten him or even thought that you were no longer in this world! oh come on Bree..! Think properly, don't you waste your big dreams just because of that guy!" keanu again tried to fix Brianna's mind.
"Either Keanu, I don't know what I've been fighting for until now. I've been tied to a secret promise, Keanu. I can't let her out of my life. Until whenever I can't untie my life with our promise, Keanu." cried Brianna.
Keanu immediately pulled Brianna's body and hugged her tightly, letting the woman cry out all her heartbreak in Keanu's arms.
"You can Bree..... I trust you. I believe you can do it and achieve your highest dream. Fight Bree! Keep fighting! I've always supported you, Bree... I'm always by your side." said Keanu gently stroking Brianna's hair.
Keanu let go of his embrace and grabbed Brianna's chin to look at him.
"Let's keep Bree. If he's not there waiting for you, then you'll find me waiting for you there Bree.... Fight on! you'll never alone be up there Bree." Keanu's promise to Brianna.
Brianna looked into Keanu's eyes, and still continued to cry. Brianna finally nodded slowly and tried to smile in her still heavy cries.
Keanu gently rubbed Brianna's tears and thumb, then he kissed Brianna's forehead gently and deeply filled with affection, then looked back at Brianna and smiled widely.
"I really want to kiss your lips, so we better get out of this place and go home, before I force you." keanu said with a smile and Brianna let out a long sigh then nodded back and came smiling broadly while standing up.
The two step together leaving the hotel rooftop and return home to each of them escorted by Ken using Keanu's car.
"Keanu, can I ask you something?" brianna asked while in the car.
"Ask me." said Keanu.
"Why don't you ever respond to Angela's feelings?" ask Brianna.
"Kau sudah tahu jawabannya Bree..." sahut Keanu tersenyum santai, namun membuat Brianna justru menjadi canggung.
Keanu has expressed his love for Brianna several times, but Brianna only responds with silence or smile, sometimes Brianna also chooses to switch the topic.
"Keanu, until when are you going to keep waiting for me?" ask Brianna.
"Bree, I'm sorry, I can't answer that, because I don't know the answer either. Wh why? Are you bothered by that?" sahut Keanu asked.
"I'm sorry" said Brianna.
Keanu raised the barrier between the passenger seat and the driver in front. Keanu grabs Brianna's hand, making Brianna turn to him.
"Why should you apologize? I never blame you for still expecting love from another man. As long as you don't throw me out and ask me to stay away from you, I'll never blame you" Keanu said.
Brianna looked at the man before her, the man who always loved her, always looked up to her, always cared for her, always accompanied her under any circumstances.
Whether because of courage or curiosity or passion that comes from nowhere, now Brianna's lips have been stuck to Keanu's lips and began to move. Stiff and very amateur lips Brianna movement for Keanu, but very able to ignite the fire of passion from inside Keanu.
Their lips still continued to move, stiffened into soft, soft and deep, and finally detached when they needed oxygen.
"May I know why?" ask Keanu.
"I'm sorry, I don't know the answer either." said Brianna back in her original sitting position and lowered her head.
"Did you know? I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight. It's not my first time, but it feels like you just took my first kiss" Keanu said.
"Sorry sir, we've reached Miss Brianna's place." Ken's voice ends their journey together tonight.
"Thank you for driving me, see you tomorrow" Brianna said goodbye and opened the door at her side.
"Bree, tomorrow I'll fly to the East, do you want something to bring?" keanu asked holding back Brianna's leg stepping out.
"What need is it? How long are you gonna be there?" brianna was surprised.
"I have a meeting with Hiro, there is a project that we will run together, chances are I will be there for 10 days." said Keanu.
Hiro, she is Brianna's only older sister, it has been 5 years they broke up communication.
"Please don't tell me anything about me here to her or anyone else. Be careful on your journey." said Brianna and Keanu nodded in understanding with Brianna's request.
Brianna then got out of Keanu's car and went straight into his apartment without looking at Keanu again.
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"What have I done? lunatics! how shameful! Keanu has been able to hold himself back from kissing me! why did I start kissing her?! lunatics! I must have been crazy!" rutuk Brianna to himself when he entered the apartment.
"God! I don't even have a reason why I kissed her! how shameful! how humiliating! My heart and my mind are always thinking of Kenjiro's feet, but why do my lips kiss Keanu?! I must be crazy! what will he think of me now?! she must have considered me a hypocritical and unfaithful woman! she said she loved another man, but kissed him! uh! it's crazy!" Brianna still continues to curse her own stupidity because she started kissing Keanu earlier.
Ddrr....
A message came in to Brianna's phone.
Fr: Kean
Have you fallen asleep? or are you still thinking about why you kissed me?
"God! he could even guess what I was doing right now!" brianna's nagging to herself.
"What am I supposed to do now? what do I have to reply to her message? Damnit damnit! lunatics! why would he ask like that?! couldn't he just forget about it?! aarrgghhh..!!!" annoy Brianna on her own.
Brianna finally decides to just ignore Keanu's message without replying to anything. Even when Keanu made a phone call to her, Brianna chose to just silence her.
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Keanu still felt very curious but he also felt happy at the initiative of Brianna who wanted to kiss him first.
I don't know how many times Keanu always wanted to kiss Brianna, but the woman always managed to avoid and divert to other things. But tonight, I don't know why it was Brianna who started to kiss him.
Keanu had already laid his body on the bed, his fingers continued to gently rub his own lips while closing his eyes, recalling the feeling of Brianna's lips on his lips earlier. The more remembered, the more aroused Keanu on his lower body.
"His lips are so chewy and sweet. Not too thick and not too thin, really delicious to sip his lips. Holy hooch! hopefully this is a good start, not to make him avoid me after tonight." Keanu said to himself and then let out a long sigh.
"Could he have started to open his heart to my love? I don't want to force it, so it's better to stay like this. I want him to fall in love with me, not because he feels forced or anything else" Keanu said again hoping that something beautiful would happen.
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